i can't hear the beat i made...

i'm tired as shit, but my crazy ass is still posting this...doh!

i had something on my mind, & now i've essentially forgotten what it was...

oh well...

make like this post is not short as shit...

PEACE
...be calm...

aww hell's to the effin' no...

my media player seems to have finally said "fuck off," to me. what good is a media player that cannot be filled w/media? sumumabeyoch!

fortunately for me i copped a nice li'l 2GB media player for the youngest god. had to jack'em for it. awesomely, he likes to share, so it wasn't that big of a deal. ordered a new joint, but it didn't ship yet...arrrgh!

patience my dear sir, patience...

had to say fuck Creative. their prices are a little high, & their customer service is essentially pay-2-play, or fuck me as a customer. fucking w/Sandisk. no review yet, 'cause i didn't get the player yet...

make like this post is going to be fully fleshed when i 1st finish writing it...

PEACE
...be calm...

hey man, watch those damn movies...

been holding onto the same 3 Netflix for about a month now...not good...

make like i'm not going to try & stay up 2 watch all 3 joints at 1 time...

PEACE
...be calm...

somebody say "da blip..."

the system is spittin' update messages from all over the friggin' place...

irritating but apparently necessary pop-ups: legitimate security concerns.

make like i don't know how to keep my system relatively free of unknown threats...

PEACE
...be calm...

i'm rich motherfucker...

but not really though. emotionally perhaps, but definitely not monetarily.

the wizin often seems to be frighteningly unmotivated to change these financial circumstances. i have enough difficulty trying to keep myself focused & motivated to create opportunities for financial freedom, it can be difficult to try to keep the rest of the fam operating in that mind frame.

broke birds don't flock feathers together...

now that's fuckin' up a cliche...

that was fun.

make like i dig working w/2 clowns at the circus...

PEACE
...be calm...

i'm fucking famous...psych...

been having a relatively shitty dry spell w/the tracks for the last 2 weeks or so. fortunately, this came after a relatively nice creative rush. witter is nutty as shit. much like the other social networking forums, peeps seem to only be interested in those they already know, or celebrities. i'm like some kinda weirdo trying to actually meet new humans using these social forums. oh well...

gotta start leaving the crib earlier. SEPTA is killing me. too many days coming in missing hours. be nice to get a vehicle that didn't die on me 1 day...

one can fantasize can't one...

make like i'm going to blow up 'cause i'm fucking w/these pop sites...

PEACE
...be calm...

OMG!

okay, i've damn near sunken to a new low...

i'm fuckin' w/witter, mpace, & aceook...

if i didn't know me, i'd be scared of such symbolism...

3-phase attack...

got inspired to write a poem off of a acebook/witter app...imagine that...

okay it's time to do da dirt...

make like i'm not gonna start wil'in out on this blog during this annual cycle...

PEACE
...be calm...

stop w/the drink mix damnit...

being 270+ lbs means drinking significant amounts of alcohol in order to get a buzz. i don't like drinking beer/ale too much, 'cause it's too goddamned filling. i like to taste different beer/ale, but i don't like that full feeling. i will admit thought that when i used to drink malt liquor, i used to have great shits the next day...

i was supposed to go to a party yesterday/today, but logistics proved to be a bitch. after participating in this year's ff draft, me traveling any distance in distinctly rowdy weather was not a viable option. hopefully this year's draft will yield another champion. i fell off hard last year by sleeping through the draft. kinda hard to win when your team is picked for you by the commissioner from a shittily put together pre-draft list. i always kinda rework my preliminary list as the draft develops. this is so much easier now w/a 26" widescreen & tabbed browser windows...

speaking of winning teams, it is difficult as hell to do things w/the fam at times. seems like the godren are about as team oriented & motivated as the wizin in most cases. it's definitely a challenge. i'm not about control. i have enough to contend w/controlling me. i'm about mutual benefit & motivation towards common goals. it's hard to function in that fashion when peeps are like "fuck it."

make like these cats want to move forward w/any consistency...

PEACE
...be calm...

some people actually read these things...

just not this one...

why do people try so hard to pretend there are not racial issues in this country? it's sick. denial on such a large scale is quite disturbing. worst of all, some would seem to imply that Europeans generally have problems w/Africans as if the traffic isn't moving both ways on that street. in fact, many peeps would have you believe that the street is the lone thoroughfare in the entire neighborhood, no side streets, no intersections, etc...

just to be absolutely clear, i have no problem w/any human purely because of their ethnicity. you could be African, European, Asian, or Latino. if you do something i find disturbing or undesirable, i'm going to file that & keep it in mind in all future dealings. repeat violators are identified & dealt with appropriately.

at this point in life & w/my spiritual orientation, i don't have much use for ethnic designation.

make like religion will solve all your life's issues...

PEACE
...be calm...

...as fuckin' monkey nuts...

it's hotter'n a mafucka...

actually it's just humid as shit, but the moisture sure does feel most uncomfortable when combined w/the current air temp. dry heat is the shit. if i knew i could afford to live there, i'd move to Dallas in a hot minute...

get it?

went to court yesterday to receive some wonderful news that the lawyer who decided to help me out w/the vehicle situation was reaching beyond reasonable means in filing the lawsuit he filed. fortunately, i'm not expecting much from this situation. looks like my expectations are being met so far...

K.I.M.

make like no matter what happens, nobody gets paid off of this non-functional vehicle but me...

PEACE
...be calm...