Monday, November 30, 2009

coming to another human manufactured closure...

time is irrelevant in the scope of the universe's endless reality...

interesting how many humans believe that by monitoring our use of time w/human devices, we have somehow mastered time...

imagine that...

make like i went to a wack show this month...

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, November 27, 2009

it isn't as difficult...

...to get shit done when you have support &/or assistance.

almost my entire life has been spent accomplishing goals w/little of either of the above. too frequently, peeps that were supposed to S&/OA my endeavors end up scabataging the shit outta whatever it is i'm trying to get done.

what i've started doing now is letting those cats catch toe out the do'...

fuck'em...

life is difficult enough w/o having people around who you think have your back & instead they have at your back. WTF!

i think i have a reasonable expectation to not be treated in such fashion, since i don't treat other humans this way, but it doesn't matter what i think when it comes to other peoples' actions...

on that note, i'm fucking hungry, so...BOOM!

grub manifestations to occur momentarily...

make like i wasn't about to eat some chicken scraps w/blue cheese earlier...scabatage...

PEACE
...be calm...

Monday, November 23, 2009

i believe that which is...

humans have been making up things to believe for so long that many of us have forgotten the 1 thing that you don't have to have faith to believe in:

the motherfucking truth...

WTF!

that's what i believe. the goddamned truth. fuck all the other human tainted bullshit that is & has been served...

give me the truth or risk the loss of your life & limb. is that too dramatic? noooooooooooo....

& if you think it is, then i need not fuck w/you...simple.

make like humans can accurately perceive & define that which is infinite...

PEACE
...be calm...

Sunday, November 22, 2009

there is a reason why i don't fuck w/people...

...life thus far has shown me that the average human is so self-centered that they regularly cause harm to themselves, other humans in the general area, & most of all the very environment which is needed to survive.

i don't believe this is an individual character flaw. it manifests in individuals, but it appears to be so common that it is something inherent in the human interface.

attributes such as selfishness & inconsideration seem to stem from the finite nature of physical being. as highly regarded as the human mind & behavior seem to be by humans, we still exhibit many animalistic behaviors.

violence is something that humans do not seem to be able to do w/o. wars, arguments, fights, whatever-all these things represent evidence of the fallibility of the human decision making process. just because you can do something doesn't mean it needs or has to be done...

discipline...focus...balance...

now there's a trinity you can actually put some belief into...

make like i fuck w/religion at all...WTF!

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, November 20, 2009

if you could truly comprehend...

...what it is that i perceive...

WOW!

not many arguments...

i'll put a little into human words & see what happens...LOL!!!

make like i care if peeps understand what i perceive of reality's existence...

PEACE
...be calm...

Monday, November 16, 2009

what an interesting perspective...

according to some recent research, the nature of my interpretation of the universe is historically African in its basic elements.

that's rather fascinating. i was clearly born in the US, & my donors were both born in the US. far as i know neither of them was particularly in touch w/any Pan-African identity or anything beyond believing the 60's had led to a 70's that did not require further activism...a whole other topic...

the point here is that the mind is not beholden to the finitudes of human existence. i would argue in fact that the perceived limitations of the human mind are actually the inabilities of the finite human interface to access the infinite aspects of the mind.

those of us who seem to be more spiritual, creative, possibly even prophetic, are more in tune w/the universe. i would argue that the minds of such people have access to more of the minds functioning than other humans do. doesn't mean they're better humans, it just means they are more able to decipher the messages of the universe in order to share them w/the other humans in languages that can be understood more easily...

make like you can take the universe out of anything in existence...

PEACE
...be calm...

Sunday, November 15, 2009

and so it reveals...

the universal spiritualist perspective:

humans have the idea of 1ness all fucked up. literally it would seem that we have it all backward &/or scrambled the fuck up. WTF!

we try to adhere to 1 time, but we are many. we try to espouse 1 belief, but we are many. we try to be many ethnicities, but there is only 1 human. we try to have so many religions, but there is only 1 reality. most of all we try to be the center of the universe when such a thing doesn't actually scientifically exist.

the universe has no beginning & no ending according to current human astronomical studies. that means that it is infinite.

make like humans generally have any fucking clue at all...

PEACE
...be calm...

Thursday, November 12, 2009

doc, i've got a CREPTA discharge...

what should i do?

LOL!!!

thanks to good old PT service SEPTA, i was discharged from the hated gig. [YAAAAAY!]

too bad the company was good, 'cause the gig sucked mammoth nuts. the sev package is nice. 2 weeks loot, vaca time left, & the last 40hrs i gigged...

can't be too mad at all that. looks like i won't have to wait 'til next year for the mixer after all...

unemployment will be my new friend, but i don't think i'll be out of work for too long...

make like i was even remotely shocked about being discharged...

PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

on the subject of seemingly useless skills...

there are really some wild things on the web. this is just wrong...



make like this isn't a crazy ass vid...

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, November 06, 2009

DAMN CREPTA!

these motherfuckers are crampin' the shit outta my style right now. them & the bastards that shit on my vehicle situation.

oops, how 'bout i just got THE CAN! denh! denh! denh!

make like i actually wanted to stay at the hated gig...LOL

PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

a mind's visual metaphor for being...

either yesterday or the day before, i came up w/a visualization of how my mind functions &/or appears...

large gray blocks, ceiling, floor, no walls, bright light around 360 degrees

some blocks move fast/slow, some larger/smaller

sometimes blocks fuck me up

sometimes blocks prevent me from moving in any particular direction, etc.

make like this isn't some super abstract type shit...

PEACE
...be calm...

clearly SEPTA is fucking up...

WTF do you do when you need to talk to customer service to ask a specific question, but the phone is constantly busy...?

SEPTA is a managerial mess....WTF!

shit sucks, but it is what it is for the moment. i'm missing whole shifts of work while these ducks bob for pennies...

apoles...

gotta dump...BBIAM...

okay, that was quite stinkily unpleasant...TMI? fuck it...LOL!

just got off the phiz w/a SEPTA rep. i now know how i will have to travel to get to the hated gig. this is wild, 'cause i already go through a bunch of shit to get to work. now i have to find a lock for the 2-wheel so i can catch the regional rail joint out to the burbs. can't take the 2-wheel on the trizzle 'cause i'll be riding during the AM & PM rushes.

making it even shittier is that my $80 trizzie is now rendered practically useless. normally a trizzie discounts your train fare. this is only true of off-peak travel. i'm peak travel only for work. talk about being a bitch...

have to laugh at shit like this in life. [HA! HA!]

now to go find this lock for the 2-wheel...

make like SEPTA's management isn't royally fuckin' up at this moment in time...

PEACE
...be calm...

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

so begins a new 30 cycle of human oriented time...

if i ever tell any young human anything, it's going to be that the perception of time to humans shortens significantly as you get closer to your physical ceasement...

don't be in such a rush to reach that point in your human existence...

let the rats do what they will in their efforts to acquire the ever elusive cheese. the best bet is not to enter that race at all. if you're not a rat when you begin, you will become 1 long before the finish...

make like i don't l-ve having godren...

PEACE
...be calm...