Thursday, April 28, 2011

be careful what you look for...

...anything might find you!

as a young human i distinctly recall being told that looking for a relationship can be quite counterproductive.

i can readily vouch for the truth of such a statement. it's possible i would not be dealing w/current relationship issues had i properly applied this wisdom.

the act of looking for such a thing is often an indication of a need to fill or hide some emptiness within. this essentially manifests socially as an invitation to predators & various episodes of personal misery.

a person who is seeking is far more willing to lower their standards. being tolerant is 1 thing. allowing others to fill your void w/their bullshit is entirely different. there seem to be any number of humans roaming about the planet that will gladly place their bullshit anywhere they can. if having an inner void is unpleasant, how pleasant can it be to have that very same void filled full of bullshit?

exactly...

it is far better to have the void & embrace it than it is to fill it w/bullshit. embracing a void honestly is far more likely to create situations where healthy solutions can be forumulated. sometimes it's just a matter of allowing self to grow & mature.

maturity = closing the gap...

make like it's lovely to live w/a sabetour...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

what do you do...

i have to improve my living condition.

the very nature of my finite being seems to be an obstacle to the above.

my collection of life knowledge is of little value because of my faulty application. if i do not activate & persist to overcome this shit, nothing will change.

it has become painfully apparent that i have not been doing nearly as well as i thought i was. it would appear that i am much better at deceiving self than what i thought.

my universal consciousness is of little value if i am not using it to improve my life condition. i have not used my tools in the most opportune ways. it's essentially killing me...

i have to change my ways...

empower self to true progress...

artificial progress is of no consequence & highly unacceptable...

make like religion is the answer...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Saturday, April 09, 2011

organizationally challenged...

AVD is the name of the game on my human side...

for many years i thought i was good at organizing. it turns out i know how to organize, but because of the variability of my attention, i don't always follow through w/the task at hand. essentially that means that i don't organize all that well.

this makes for a lot of half finished shit that just piles up all over the place. sprinkle in a low tolerance for frustration, which often equates to impatience, & you now have a formula for making things more difficult than what they would otherwise be.

it is of little constructive use to have knowledge & not be able to organize it in the most productive fashion. apparently this is how i've been getting around the planet so far.

i'm still processing a lot of this shit. the short side of it is that i have to learn new ways of doing things & paying more attention to the things that distract me the most. it's like damage control. obviously it would be much easier if i did not have a variable attention span...

ah, the functioning of the finite...

make like winning the lottery sucks...

PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, April 06, 2011

perception is not reality...

reality exists whether it is percieved or not...

the difference between finite perception & universal reality is yet another concrete example of the gap between the finite & the infinite.

clearly there are those of us who have such flawed perceptual functioning that the state of mind is called into question. the reality is that we all have flawed perceptual functioning.

the nature of modern society is based on the wholesale manipulation of common perception to the detriment of most humans. this is not a conspiracy theory. it is not an accident either.

the shaping of human perception is actually taught to those who have access to the institutions where such knowledge is readily shared.

much of what the general public thinks is happening does not happen as they percieve it.

1 of the many results of 100's of years of perceptual manipulation is that there are people living today that will kill to protect illusions. these people rely on their perceptions to justify the disregard for human life. it does not matter that their perceptions do not reflect reality. if there is a large enough group of humans who share these perceptions, the perceptions are considered justified.

reality exists beyond the finite realm of human perception...

make like it matters that i comprehend such things...

PEACE
...be calm...