Saturday, May 29, 2010

when humans run free...

any situation where humans act w/o accessing their god self is likely not to end well.

i had 1 today.

these situations can be quite messy. today's was not so bad, but unpleasant nonetheless.

the problem w/the way i handle my human is that i tend to shut down most if not all operations when it appears that the human/god connection has become faulty. my life's challenge is to find the best ways to push my human forward toward more + growth w/o shutting down in such fashion.

w/society being the way it is, shutting down to address the discrepancies between my god consciousness & my human functioning is not a consistently viable option. even from a universal perspective, this is just not acceptable. it is far more beneficial to possess the ability to maintain the connection to the infinite during the most difficult finite being induced situations.

this requires great work. as w/most experiences in the finite realm of being, this is easier for some than others. in my time as a physical being, it has proven to be somewhat difficult for me. being god conscious does not instantly remove this difficulty.

in some respects, it makes the process that much more challenging. i am often quite aware of what it is that needs to be changed. it would seem that this would mean i address the issue & be done w/it. this has not proven to be the case.

i continue to have much work to do. fortunately, my understanding of the finite being & my infinite nature allows for a more realistic approach to moving forward w/this life work. easy is not the answer & necessary is the reality.

i am working on the gap...

make like being god means having special magical powers...

PEACE
...be calm...

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

god's proof...

how is it that i make the assertion that the mind is infinite & as such we are god?

the answer to the above is brought to light by a simple question:

where do our thoughts begin &/or end?

thoughts are creations of the mind. can any human you know specifically/finitely determine when a particular thought began? where did the thought come from? when did it stop being a thought?

these are questions that generally cannot be answered. this is because the mind is infinite. the mind is not the brain's creation. the mind is what we access using our brains. some might argue that the ending of brain functioin brings an ending to life. does this mean that the mind ceases to exist as well? since i have yet to die, i cannot answer this w/fact. speculation of what occurs is not useful.

the truth is no human can tell for fact what occurs at/after physical ceasement. there are many beliefs that have been held for long periods of human accounted time. these beliefs are most frequently based on closely held mythology that is perpetuated through ignorance of our universal reality. this same line of thought follows our initial introduction as physicals in the universe. when does the embryo 1st become consciously attached to the mind? we do not know for fact when our mind or its creations begin.

the universe is infinite. the mind is infinite. knowledge is infinite. time is infinite. god is infinite. we are not our physicals. we are our mind(s). we are god...

do not be fooled by the limited perceptive abilities of the finite physical shell. i repeat, we are our mind(s). the mind is infinite...

make like knowledge is not...

PEACE
...be calm...

S.W.B. or is it S.W.A.A....

a few hours ago i decided to remove self from some pervasive negative energies.

i'm outside in a rather desolate area of the neighborhood & i get approached by the blues.

apparently some foolish human decided to target me.

i suppose the blues could have been lying & thought i looked out of order.

such great fun to be approached & asked to show government ID while simply sitting on your ass by self...

make like god digs the blues...

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, May 21, 2010

the trap...

i have hijacked my own blog.

this blog used to consist of random thoughts, comments, musings, &/or observations of my physical experiences. lately the content has not been so random.

i suppose i'm observing my own observations. being an observer of human behavior means that i observe my human in addition to all the others that roam the face of the planet.

speaking of which, i am very interested in observing humans outside of this particular geographic area where i currently find my physical.

this interest, like many of my others, requires that i devise schemes & plans to defeat the capitalist ways of the global economy. joining the military is out of the question. i considered Peace Corps at 1 point, but as i recall, there were issues w/my references for some reason.

i ought to look into it again.

my physical can be quite restless. my interest in the mind & my consciousness of being god do not cease the limitations of my physical. my human seems to get in my way at times.

some would attempt to use such an observation to dispute the universal fact that i am god. i believe i stated previously that being god does not mean i am perfect in the physical. thinking of that nature is constricting.

such a line of thinking essentially leaves a universal being w/little recourse but to adopt 1 of these ritualistic behavior systems that humans generally refer to as religions. the odd thing about that is that they provide no better means of filling the finite/infinite gap than can be found w/o their use.

thus far all of my studies have reinforced this long standing observation in various ways. as a result, i will continue to work toward closing the gap between my infinite mind & my finite being through the continuous pursuit of knowledge.

make like knowledge is not infinite (god)...

PEACE
...be calm...

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

tapping in to the network...

it would seem there are occasions when i travel out of range of my universal nature. these are occasions when i am essentially left to the finite wits of my physical being. dangerous times are these.

unlike many i do not work w/ideas of demons & hell. human flaws & frailty are functionally explained by our finite being. why are demons so awe inspiring to some who would discredit any other form of mythology w/o even really thinking about it?

as a physical being it would be improper to suggest that i know all things & can answer every question. i work to avoid such conceited perspectives.

being universal provides access to the infinite. being physical means that access is not a given. accessing the universal nature requires tuning. apparently many physicals tune through religious ritual. i find that unnecessary.

the only ritualistic behavior i have found to be consistently productive in accessing the infinite lessons of the universe is study. limiting study to a particular line of human thought is not beneficial. knowledge is infinite. study as a physical appears to be best when the process is unlimited. this would be unlimited as in infinite. infinite would be as in synonymous w/the universe.

so god studies.

what of a world where all humans recognized the truth & studied as the god we are?

make like disconnects are pleasant...

PEACE
...be calm...

Monday, May 17, 2010

excuse me, i've misplaced my sense...

there seems to be a certain arrogance held by humans as technology advances. it's as if there is a race & by advancing technology the idea is that humans are winning. how do you race to an unknown ending from an unknown start?

the desire to control the infinite by finite beings is a fascinating thing to observe. it is quite disturbing at times, but still immensely fascinating.

respect for reality often seems to be replaced w/a false sense of being. when reality's truths are unmistakably revealed many humans appear to be very discomforted by such revelations. perhaps being made aware of how little is actually known, how finite human perception actually is, is too unsettling. it definitely doesn't fit well w/arrogance.

when is arrogance ever a good thing?

arrogance & ignorance...

so similar sounding...

make like ignorance is beautiful...

PEACE
...be calm...

error's instruction...

what is a mistake? the Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary defines a mistake as the following:

  • to blunder in the choice of
  • a : to misunderstand the meaning or intention of : misinterpret b : to make a wrong judgment of the character or ability of
  • to identify wrongly : confuse with another
what is a lesson?  referring to the same source, the definition of a lesson is:
  • a passage from sacred writings read in a service of worship
  • a : a piece of instruction b : a reading or exercise to be studied by a pupil c : a division of a course of instruction
  • a : something learned by study or experience b : an instructive example c : reprimand
why is this relative to the mind's truth?

quite simply because if it is not realized that mistakes & lessons are synonymous, a great many problems experienced by humans are not properly put into perspective. a much more constructive life dynamic can be created once it is realized that mistakes are not something to be regretted. this does not mean mistakes should be embraced &/or sought after. it does mean that humans should be seeking knowledge infinitely.

every time a mistake is made an opportunity to learn is presented. what are the lessons associated w/the particular mistake? we have to be vigilant in pursuing such information. there are always lessons associated w/mistakes. some are more clearly evident than others. the apparent problem that many of us have as humans is our inability &/or unwillingness to listen to these lessons. many of these lessons are reflections of universal laws. it would appear that much human suffering is caused by ignoring the lessons of the universe.

something that i have been noticing more lately is that these lessons don't just come from human experience. there are those who clearly recognize that it is in an individual's best interest to be able to learn the lessons from the mistakes of other humans. how many pay attention to the rest of the universe? how many would actually consider the lessons of animals? modern society seems to ignore many of the universal lessons that have been taught for what appears to be as long as anyone can suggest reality has existed. many of these lessons are not exclusive to human experience.

in my observation, human arrogance has lead to the establishment & perpetuation of an environment where we repeatedly ignore universal messages & substitute them w/essentially artificial messages created by our finite perceptions. this is a great mistake. we would seem to have not quite yet learned the lesson from this mistake. i would suggest such based on the surprise that is exhibited by humans when we experience the truths of the universe. the more harsh the truth the more clearly it seems that we have yet to learn the lesson.

make like humans have stopped working to destroy life...

PEACE
...be calm...

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

more physically oriented...

as i have become more aware of my natural existence, i have also become aware of a separation between my mind & my physical. the separation did not just occur. it is the level of awareness that has changed. i have recently experienced a physical metaphor that reflects the shaping of this awareness of nature.

since i protect my sense of sound for engineering, i have been wearing earplugs. it started out as a means to protect my hearing while riding PT. i realized that wearing them while i sleep/rest allowed me to rest more thoroughly. i used to wake up to pretty much any sound that was made within my hearing range. this included mundane things like leaks in the bathroom, the windows rattling in the wind, buses driving by 1 block over, etc. for a few months now, i have been able to rest w/little to no disturbance by sound. it's been quite excellent.

this has changed recently. apparently my hearing has adjusted to the earplugs. i can now hear things through the earplugs that i previously was unable to hear. i was under the impression that my sense of hearing could not be improved as i age. this is either not true, or something else is going on here. either way, i am able to hear more now. my theory is that i have developed an increased awareness of my auditory perceptions.

this is the physical metaphor that relates to my spiritual/natural perceptions as well. as i continue to focus on the nature of my mind, i believe i am becoming more aware of its distinct existence beyond my physical being. this is god awareness. the mind is the universe. it is not a piece of the universe as the physical shell is. the mind has no beginning & no end. it is not a piece of anything. it is what is...as the universe is. god is...

make like the mind is not infinite in nature...

PEACE
...be calm...

Monday, May 10, 2010

the perfection of reality...

this post references a concept that has apparently fucked w/humans during our entire existence thus far:

balance

the ideas of good/evil, rich/poor, truth/lie, etc.

the ultimate instance in my study of reality thus far presents itself as god/human. it is necessary to comprehend that the universe is what it is. i suppose i will keep repeating this concept as it is something that many humans would either dispute or disregard completely.

we are god. notice the we. all of us. god is the universe. there is no individuality. there is infinite reality. the problem that we as humans have in realization of such things is that we are not wholly god in our individual physical human forms. we are physically finite. we are physically defined. we have physical limitations. we are collectively god. there is no separation. many of us appear to find this concept difficult to comprehend.

mentally we are not finite. it is quite important to develop as full a comprehension of this as possible as a finite being. our minds are not finite. there are no real limitations to our mental being. this is the evidence that we are god. god is limitless, like the universe has no beginning or ending. our minds are the universe. where do thoughts begin & end? the human that can definitively answer such a question should be closely studied. that person may have some advanced knowledge of our infinite reality. i am not that human.

due to my finite being limitations i am only able to relate what i have been able to discover through study thus far. if i had all the answers, i likely would not be making these posts at all. having all the answers would be a reflection of being wholly universal &/or infinite. clearly i am still physical. this negates my being infinite.

how is the balance between infinite mind god & finite physical human maintained? this is what represents living. we are continually challenged as finite beings to strive toward our infinite potential.

evil is a reflection of our inability to get beyond our human limitations. the more universal laws we consider & obey as humans, the more we maintain in godly ways. accessing our universal state of mind allows us to actualize our nature in spite of our finite physical being. the good of our physical experience is the reflection of our godly manifestations as finite beings.

the fight for balance is within us & we lose frequently because many of us are not fully aware of the true nature of our reality. many of us have not been empowered by the truth of our nature. we have been lied to by some who know our true nature & others who simply know no better.

our challenge as humans is to grow closer to our nature. it is not to become perfect. we are not able to be physically perfect as we are finite. mentally we are not finite. perhaps through embracing the enhancement of our minds we can more closely approach our nature. unfortunately, this society does not seem to favor such things.

the universe has been trying to teach us these things through various means for likely as long as we have existed. we don't tend to listen to the messages well at all.

make like knowledge is not perpetuated through communication...

PEACE
...be calm...

Thursday, May 06, 2010

moments in passing...

sometimes it would seem that my human prevails. i have taken these occurances to indicate the times when my connection to my universal self is not all that great.

it happens. at least i'm aware of this finite phenomenon. it can be quite irritating.

i am well aware of my access to that which is, but being finite presents the fact that i simply will not be infinite in the physical.

i suppose some would quit trying in light of such information. i used to be like that. now i've learned it is best to make the most out of the times when i have maximum access to my infinite self.

god helps those who help self...

this is a real statement.

this does not mean go about taking as you please & saying fuck other humans. this means that you must make the most of your universally given talents. the universe has abandoned none.

no group of humans is favored over any other. statements to the contrary are spiritually absurd. feel free to take exception to the previous statement.

i am no longer concerned w/what others may think of my connection to the universe.

my primary concern going forward is maximizing my connection in order to make self most useful for disseminating universal messages.

sounds easy, or does it? either way, it sure as hell is not easy. i have quite a bit of work still & i really cannot waste the time worrying about how i am perceived by others.

make like it isn't god time all the time all the mind...

PEACE
...be calm...

Saturday, May 01, 2010

a personal challenge...

my relationship/awareness of my god is empowering, but not in an amazingly miraculous way.

god consciousness is empowering in that it removes the ability for shady ass humans to manipulate one through fear.

i'm not scared of any other human on this planet. they are no more or less godly than i. within the scope of the universe we are as grains of sand in an infinite reality.

it is more godly to be humble than to be going around trying to control people through force. this does not mean you let others take advantage of you. this does not mean that you remove yourself from others who do not recognize your nature or their own. it is more universal to be patient.

i take it as a personal challenge to embrace my god nature & try to incorporate my nature into my human being.

it is quite a challenge. i do not lie to self about my faults & mistakes. the difficulty in this can be observed through behaviors that reflect low self-esteem or self doubt. the key to removing this difficulty is developing fearlessness. a fear of making mistakes as a human is a fear of living. as a finite being i am prone to make mistakes. this is part of our reality as humans. to not act for fear of fucking up is like social suicide. it's like psychological suicide.

taking responsibility for mistakes & rejoicing in successes go hand in hand. there is no mysterious force that makes us choose the correct/incorrect choice. the mind is the source of these actions. the mind is god. the mind is the universe. the mind is infinite whether we realize it or not. this source is available to all of us. the source is unlimited. our connection to the source is where we experience our difficulties as finite beings. as finite beings, we have a finite connection to our infinite nature. the connection can be "fuzzy" at times. we have to work to remove the fuzz...

having an infinite nature & being aware of who you really are within the universe provides a solid foundation for moving past the mistakes of the human being. the god nature is the source of positive energy & logical decision making. tapping into the nature w/conscious thought & activity is necessary to minimize the mistakes made as a human being. knowledge being infinite is no small realization. the entire life of the finite being is best spent working to narrow the gap between finite being knowledge & universal knowledge.

make like this society respects universal truth...

PEACE
...be calm...