Tuesday, September 29, 2009

creative springs eternally from the universal wells...

feeling the muses lately. got myriad new ideas popping off in the head. ADHD time...

gotta keep shit focused & moving forward in the most positive directions, even when the diversions occur...

gotta be able to adjust the path of travel for maximum life betterment...

make like beats are not fun to make...

PEACE
...be calm...

soddaz balse in hur...

this weather is insane

1 minute it's breezy fall then all of a sudden it's muggy summer...WTF!

peeps get sick in this weather from not transitioning properly...

make like i didn't come back to this post days later w/no clue...
PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

so the world waits...

...& not a goddamned thing happens. how 'bout that. wait around long enough & a whole lot of shit doesn't happen.

apathy is a bitch w/a stank ass pussy.

i'm on my mini-rams today. the wizin took the PT payment device knowing full well she wouldn't be able to return it in time for me to travel.

fuckin' hate that shit.

good thing i didn't actually try to leave on fucking time today...fuck!!!

make like i'm not mildly bent from being transportationally sabotaged yet again...

PEACE
...be calm...

Monday, September 21, 2009

it's a CD celebration beyotches...

that's my impersonation of Chappelle impersonating Rick James...

some mild adjustments to the new formatting interface. i like it w/the exception of the missing spellchecker. DOH!

i use a significant amount of slangulation, but now i have to open Word to check my posts. is whatis...

5 years 400 posts. i really didn't think i'd keep this shit up like this. now the challenge is to continue to enhance the presentation. i'd really like to customize the look more. possibly even cop a domain for this joint so it's just themindstruth.???. i believe that's an available option...

make like i didn't acheive my production goal for the MMIX already...

PEACE
...be calm...

Saturday, September 19, 2009

focus dictates...

...that i ignore the bullshit in my life as frequently as possible in order to rise above it...

...that distractions remain peripheral to my everyday grind...

...that i continue to study music theory in an effort to enhance my auditory library...

...that i continuously challenge myself to grow in effort to resist my finite intellect...

...that the godren be treated respectfully as the humans that they are...

...that i KIM at all times in order to reflect the constantly changing nature of the universe...

...that this blog just reached post #400...

make like my job isn't fuckin' up tonight...

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, September 18, 2009

poor posture i rebuke thee…

recently i’ve become literally, painfully aware of the side effects of poor posture. being the size that i am means i don’t fit in quite a few places all that well. between low self-esteem, laziness, & just trying to fit, i've spent a great deal of time bent the fuck up over the years…

not cool…

lately i’ve been trying to consciously straighten myself the fuck out. exercise seems to help. this is especially true of stretching exercises. it would appear that many of the issues in my back, knees, elbows, etc. are not only the result of being sedentary, but of practicing poor posture as well.

ain’t that about a bitchinich…

so onward & upward, literally…

gotta get my shit straight...

get my tree on for real…

make like the doc that gave me the booty orthos didn’t tell me exercise wouldn’t help my peds…

PEACE
...be calm...

brrrr motherfucker!!!! brrrrr!!!!

could someone please tell me why the air is on in this joint? WTF! it's below 55° outside if i'm not mistaken & the air is on in this motherfucker. ain't that about a bitch...

i don't like cold. dick don't like cold. my ass doesn't like cold. cold is 4 scream, beverages, snow, etc. it's fuckin' chilly in here...AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

okay, i think i'm done w/this particular ram. i am really cold though. i'm wearing long sleeves & an undershirt, & i'm still goosebumpy...

unacceptable.

gotta post up the pics of the new 2-wheel. it's a beast.

had a breakthrough at the doc's this week. tapped into the perceptions i have of bad things creepin' around the corner when life seems to be going well. it would seem to result from the repeated violations of my egg donor w/regards to my joy in life as a child. taking my $$$ & toys my sperm donor gave me. never thought about it like that. that's why the doc visits are useful...

make like i'm not trying to get paid as a craft practitioner

PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

this was fucking blank...why?

say man...why'd they take away the spellchecker...?

oh well, guess i gotta go back to the old method of checking the spelling: cut & past to the word processor....

steadily approaching 400 posts on this joint...i'm somewhat impressed.

my friggin' phone alarm keeps going off...mayhaps i should go turn the damn thing off before i go off...

arrrrgh!

make like my eyes are not trying to close right now...

PEACE
...be calm...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

+ reinforcement is the shit...

went to hang out at a fellow producer's lab. it's always good to spend time w/like minded peers. this is more so true when you're involved in an endeavor where there is much creativity, but  little room for constructive observation & criticism.

it's difficult to trust the opinions of people who don't live for music. they tend to follow the latest trends. i don't do trends. i do what i feel. the whole vibe is if you feel what i feel, then we have successfully created dialogue...

that's the primary goal of any communicative effort that i'm invlolved in.

make like i don't love making beats...

PEACE
...be calm...

Monday, September 14, 2009

& there arose on the horizon a glorious beacon of truth, hope & justice...

yes, it is just this serious...

i just had a major creative breakthrough w/my use of samples in my productions...

did i say major?

LOOPS ARE NOT A NECCESSITY! I REPEAT NO LOOPS = STILL SAMPLING...YAAAY!

still gotta work on mixing & making my own loops. it's a different sound when using loops & manipulating audio in rhythmic ways...

make like i'm not fresh...

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, September 11, 2009

WTC & Sean Carter...

now that's an odd combo. how 'bout this guy's benefit concert at MSG for the PD & FD? of all the MC's whose skills i respect even though i don't dig their albums, Jay's gotta be the #1. this guy is sick. dunno know if he's outsold Em or 50, but he's got a far more impressive track record. Hammer was/is wack as shit, but he showed that hip-hop could be a commercially viable genre. Jay e-proved it by not only selling, but by having a string of hits & not being wack as shit. mayhaps i don't dig how he did it, but i can't front on what he did...

what if the show was at G0? boom! that's where it shoulda been. speaking of, i still have mad doubts about what happened there. how in the fuck do 2 large aircraft manage to get into urban airspace at such a low altitude w/o anyone questioning their activities? bullshit. dunno if it's a conspiracy or not, but it sure does smell funny...stinky...

make like there have been multiple terrorist attacks within the U.S. proper...

PEACE
...be calm...

Thursday, September 10, 2009

gettin' it done...

WTF! witter is useful! acebook is a viable networking tool!

IDFBI! no joke, the social networking sites actually serve a utilitarian purpose. as an artist, this is refreshingly interesting. as a student of human behavior, this is fascinating. gotta say the witter thing fucks me up the most though.

it's utterly amazing how much personal convo comes across witter feeds...

for people that can be 'noid as hell on the web, many people don't even bother to protect their weets. amazing. can you say P-R-I-V-A-C-Y? perhaps not...

hey, it is what it is. the networking thing is definitely not to be slept upon. never front on networking. that shit gets it done everywhere. what you know = blah. who you know = BOOM! what good is it to know what you do when you don't know who to do it to...

make like it's not time to build...

PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

put that in ya ear & blaze it...

i stopped being Creative & decided to Sandisk instead...

so far so good. gotta figure out why i can't see the album covers. i'm pretty sure i know why. just gotta figure out how to fix it. feel bad for non-tech savy peeps that bought this joint. it tells you to install all this software to play audio, but you don't need it.

oddly, this may have something to do w/the lack of album art. gotta try to see if i can get the images to display w/o installing this extra software. if not, i'm good w/the audio. that's all i really need anyway.

gotta have my audio...i be fiendin'...

make like i don't have a great love for creating & listening to audio...

PEACE
...be calm...

Monday, September 07, 2009

as the struggle controls...

we do not want to unfold the drama. let that shit stay folded up...

we fight to stop the struggle from controlling our decisions, or shall i say negatively influencing our decisions.

to be distracted by the obstacles of the struggle to the point where we abandon our goals is to readily embrace defeat.

gotta keep the head not only above water, but moving in the proper direction to achieve goals. time can be confusing to the finite mind. considerations of time from the finite perspective of a human can lead to a sense of panic when pursuing one's goals. we seem to think we can only perform certain actions at certain times in our lives. sadly, this is a mental block that we create for ourselves that will prevent us from even formulating goals, let alone pursuing previously determined goals.

we must strive to maintain our goals in the face of adversity, but most especially when its source is our human perception(s) of reality...

make like this is easier done than said...

PEACE
...be calm...

Sunday, September 06, 2009

i like to play w/my toys...

no not sex toys. although, when properly used w/consenting adults, those can be quite fun too. no i'm referring to the elements of sound that i use to create rhythms & melodies. i love making new music. i really have to learn more theory.

i'm such a horrible student when it comes to actually studying. i've always been able to pick things up rather quickly w/o studying. negative reinforcement, 'cause not everything can be picked up w/o studying...

i have to go on record as saying that witter is actually interesting. may have made this statement already, but i feel confident in making it again. if you freak the interface properly, it's quite a networking tool...

it's not what but who that determines the value of your knowledge in society...gotta network...

make like i'm not happy to have the new media player & the new 2-wheel...

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, September 04, 2009

honesty motherfucker...

don't lie bitches.

that simple. don't fucking lie. that's some buzaza. this society is predicated on so many daily lies that no one really sees a problem w/it. fucks me up, 'cause i'm a generally honest bastard. it's not appreciated. straight forwardness is not valued at all.

when someone says "hey, how do i look?" you're not supposed to say "you look like shit!" you say that & you're an asshole. nevermind you're telling the goddamned truth. you have to be "polite" or "nice." fuck that. i'm saying "you look like shit," or i'm not answering the goddamned question.

why lie? who are you really protecting. fix your ego bitches. IDGAF who says what about me. if it ain't constructive, you can catch a giant dick & fuck off. fuck the bullshit.

grow the fuck up & get some nuts...

make like this post is not motivated by bullshittin' motherfuckers who get on my goddamned nerves...bitches...

PEACE
...be calm...

Thursday, September 03, 2009

looks like another meaningless stone passing...

bloggle smoggle. steadily we approach post #400. i'm mildly impressed w/my apparent consistency here. when i began, i thought i'd bullshit & not keep up w/this thing. guess i forget my propensity for communicative energies. now that i'm sitting here fucking w/the 5th year of this "experiment" in expression, i have some new visions for its direction, & some old ideas that i still need to be implemented.

overall, i am quite satisfied w/the nature of content. can't say i'm happy about the readership, but fuck it. do what it do...

make like the my credit card didn't just get revoked by the company for apparently no reason at all...fuckers...

PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

i can't hear the beat i made...

i'm tired as shit, but my crazy ass is still posting this...doh!

i had something on my mind, & now i've essentially forgotten what it was...

oh well...

make like this post is not short as shit...

PEACE
...be calm...