that almost sounds like some pimp shit...
"hey baby, why don't you let me slide in on the way out..."
LOL!
i have this strange fascination w/being a pimp. i'd make a horrible pimp. i don't mistreat women. i view & treat women as my peers. i don't think pimps fuck around like that.
what would i look like saying "say bitch, where's my money? please!"
or even worse "excuse me ho, do you have my cash?"
nah, that's not a good look. i'm not down to be smackin' women around either. i do use the word bitch. i figure it's no different from nigger. fuck it. i say WTF i want. i'm a communicator...there you go...
i'm a vocabulary pimp!
i make these words do WTF i want them to. now i just have to get these bitches to bring me back my money.
where's my cheese beyotches!
i'm a pathological communicator & chronic thinker...that's a potentially lethal combo!
i will fuck a word up...do not fuck w/me...make me kick that symbolic ass you languified piece of vocabunous shit!
HNY2010! the dubdime approaches...
make like i am well balanced...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Sunday, December 27, 2009
i need to live in a bookshelftatorium...
i've been copping quite a few books lately. in all the sick hustle & bustle of trying to live like a regular person [READ SHEEP!], i forgot how much i love reading.
this brings me to an observation on some unusual human behavior: why do people only read 1 book at a time?
when you're a student in school you read multiple texts & are still able to comprehend the subject matter over time. why is it that all of a sudden for personal reading that a human can only look at 1 book at a time?
that's just bullshittery...
make like i'm not reading right now!!!
PEACE
...be calm...
this brings me to an observation on some unusual human behavior: why do people only read 1 book at a time?
when you're a student in school you read multiple texts & are still able to comprehend the subject matter over time. why is it that all of a sudden for personal reading that a human can only look at 1 book at a time?
that's just bullshittery...
make like i'm not reading right now!!!
PEACE
...be calm...
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
image in that...
check this out.
i was thinking about some of the metaphors in the biblical myths. there is a persistent recurrence of the number 40. these incidents just happen to be some of the most memorable moments within biblical mythology.
so i'm thinking about this & my apparent leaps in understanding the nature of the universe. i've been walking around on the planet for 40 years. all of a sudden it's like "hey, i get it."
i got lost in the flood & had to find higher ground. i was wandering in the wilderness. do i have to go talk to some burning shrubbery to get people to listen to the knowledge i have to share. if the devil is the fallibility of humans, then i've been fuckin' w/that for the last 40 years too...
i can't say i'm a prophet. i don't feel that. i can say that i have science to share. someone called it insight. i'd say it's outsite....LOL! why would it be so hard for humans to comprehend that god is them & they are god?
make like god does not help those who help self...
PEACE
...be calm...
i was thinking about some of the metaphors in the biblical myths. there is a persistent recurrence of the number 40. these incidents just happen to be some of the most memorable moments within biblical mythology.
so i'm thinking about this & my apparent leaps in understanding the nature of the universe. i've been walking around on the planet for 40 years. all of a sudden it's like "hey, i get it."
i got lost in the flood & had to find higher ground. i was wandering in the wilderness. do i have to go talk to some burning shrubbery to get people to listen to the knowledge i have to share. if the devil is the fallibility of humans, then i've been fuckin' w/that for the last 40 years too...
i can't say i'm a prophet. i don't feel that. i can say that i have science to share. someone called it insight. i'd say it's outsite....LOL! why would it be so hard for humans to comprehend that god is them & they are god?
make like god does not help those who help self...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
fuck lies...
i'm not saying i don't lie, 'cause i do. in fact, i can lie quite well.
i don't like to lie. also, for those of us who actually pay attention, most liars have tells. or i should say most people have tells. liars, the good 1's, figure these things out & find ways to fool the slow...
i can be fooled, but i'm far more adept at fooling other humans. this does not mean that i go around doing it. lying is not a generally rewarding activity to me. in fact, it's a fucking drain.
when you lie you have to defend it constantly. the truth needs no defense. it stands on its own. the truth will actually defend you if you fully embrace it.
i don't generally fuck w/lies. they do have a certain usefulness amongst humans, but this is only because society in general is controlled by such extensive networks of lies...
the truth is a beast that cannot be defeated by any human means...
make like i don't know what the word beast means...
PEACE
...be calm...
i don't like to lie. also, for those of us who actually pay attention, most liars have tells. or i should say most people have tells. liars, the good 1's, figure these things out & find ways to fool the slow...
i can be fooled, but i'm far more adept at fooling other humans. this does not mean that i go around doing it. lying is not a generally rewarding activity to me. in fact, it's a fucking drain.
when you lie you have to defend it constantly. the truth needs no defense. it stands on its own. the truth will actually defend you if you fully embrace it.
i don't generally fuck w/lies. they do have a certain usefulness amongst humans, but this is only because society in general is controlled by such extensive networks of lies...
the truth is a beast that cannot be defeated by any human means...
make like i don't know what the word beast means...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, December 21, 2009
1 day perhaps...
this blog may actually end up being used as a mine for some kind of memoir.
i've been reading CMurphy's. that shit is funnay...yes, funn-a-y...
i'm converting files over. i hate going outta the crib anymore w/o
goddamn!
fucking infomercial city anymore. fuck them.
make like i'm not on a mini ram waiting for these files to finish being tagged...
PEACE
...be calm...
i've been reading CMurphy's. that shit is funnay...yes, funn-a-y...
i'm converting files over. i hate going outta the crib anymore w/o
- my media player
- my dcam
- whatever new tracks i've made on the media player
- fresh bats in the dcam
goddamn!
fucking infomercial city anymore. fuck them.
make like i'm not on a mini ram waiting for these files to finish being tagged...
PEACE
...be calm...
fuck Scrooge & Xmas too...
i am not a Christian. i'm also not Muslim, Buddhist, Taoist, agnostic, or atheist.
what am i then?
well, the truth would be something that most find offensive. in fact, the truth is something many would label blasphemous. too bad for them.
the truth is that i am god.
yes, that's not a typo.
i am not alone. i am also not NGE. i am universal spiritual.
WTF is that?
it is what is. there are no texts. there is only that which is true. the universe does not lie. it does evade. it does not err. it is not finite.
god is all things in existence. god is the universe. i am an extension in finite/physical form of the infinite reality that many humans label as the universe.
god & the universe are not separate & neither am i from the universe.
here's a special little treat: i'm not the only 1 who is...
all things in existence are the universe & that is god.
the problem seems to be that we as humans have gotten so disconnected from the universe that we've manufactured all of these religious ideas to fill in the gaps of that which we cannot know about the universe.
god only knows...yes, that is absolutely correct...
i only know...
make like i'm joking about being god...
PEACE
...be calm...
what am i then?
well, the truth would be something that most find offensive. in fact, the truth is something many would label blasphemous. too bad for them.
the truth is that i am god.
yes, that's not a typo.
i am not alone. i am also not NGE. i am universal spiritual.
WTF is that?
it is what is. there are no texts. there is only that which is true. the universe does not lie. it does evade. it does not err. it is not finite.
god is all things in existence. god is the universe. i am an extension in finite/physical form of the infinite reality that many humans label as the universe.
god & the universe are not separate & neither am i from the universe.
here's a special little treat: i'm not the only 1 who is...
all things in existence are the universe & that is god.
the problem seems to be that we as humans have gotten so disconnected from the universe that we've manufactured all of these religious ideas to fill in the gaps of that which we cannot know about the universe.
god only knows...yes, that is absolutely correct...
i only know...
make like i'm joking about being god...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, December 17, 2009
all is to be learned...
...for one can never learn it all...
at least not in the physical form anyway...
apparently there are things that occur in the way the mind makes connections w/the universe as one ages.
i believe this may result from the fact that as humans approach death we come closer to rejoining the ultimate consciousness which is reality, or the universe.
there are things that i have known for many years that i am now seeing in a completely different light.
in fact the whole idea of knowledge as light is taking new meaning lately. knowledge is infinite. light is energy. energy cannot be destroyed. knowledge can be lost by humans, but the truth of knowledge, its very essence of being within the reality that is the universe, can never be destroyed.
organized human social structures can purposely attempt to remove &/or obscure reality from other humans, but knowledge will eventually defeat those who make a habit of such practices. this can happen through death of traditions as generations fade into human history, or if humans truly attempt to pay attention to all the messages we receive from the universe, the universal truths are revealed.
there are clearly those of us who realize these truths & will stop at nothing to have them be known to other humans. i am not 1 of those cats. i will become no one's martyr in order to share what the universe tends to reveal to me.
what i will do however is build w/anyone who shows that they have a hunger for the truth of our very being as the consciousness that is the universe, even in human form...
make like devoutly religious humans have any idea what the universe is trying to tell them...
PEACE
...be calm...
at least not in the physical form anyway...
apparently there are things that occur in the way the mind makes connections w/the universe as one ages.
i believe this may result from the fact that as humans approach death we come closer to rejoining the ultimate consciousness which is reality, or the universe.
there are things that i have known for many years that i am now seeing in a completely different light.
in fact the whole idea of knowledge as light is taking new meaning lately. knowledge is infinite. light is energy. energy cannot be destroyed. knowledge can be lost by humans, but the truth of knowledge, its very essence of being within the reality that is the universe, can never be destroyed.
organized human social structures can purposely attempt to remove &/or obscure reality from other humans, but knowledge will eventually defeat those who make a habit of such practices. this can happen through death of traditions as generations fade into human history, or if humans truly attempt to pay attention to all the messages we receive from the universe, the universal truths are revealed.
there are clearly those of us who realize these truths & will stop at nothing to have them be known to other humans. i am not 1 of those cats. i will become no one's martyr in order to share what the universe tends to reveal to me.
what i will do however is build w/anyone who shows that they have a hunger for the truth of our very being as the consciousness that is the universe, even in human form...
make like devoutly religious humans have any idea what the universe is trying to tell them...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
truth light...
the posts are finally showing some light.
this is a direct result of the time i've been spending in the lab & working on all the other websites (as if there were that many)...
been listening to X-Clan's 1st for the last few days.
it's interesting to me sometimes to go back & listen to albums that i may not have initially given due credit to for their content.
gratuitous use of Parliament/Funkadelic aside, i'm not as put off by the strange appearance of Brother Jay & the pink vehicle as i was 19 years ago...
to comprehend that length of time w/in the context of hip-hop's current landscape is truly bugged the fuck out.
make like i fuck w/the current climate of radio friendly commercial audio...
PEACE
...be calm...
this is a direct result of the time i've been spending in the lab & working on all the other websites (as if there were that many)...
been listening to X-Clan's 1st for the last few days.
it's interesting to me sometimes to go back & listen to albums that i may not have initially given due credit to for their content.
gratuitous use of Parliament/Funkadelic aside, i'm not as put off by the strange appearance of Brother Jay & the pink vehicle as i was 19 years ago...
to comprehend that length of time w/in the context of hip-hop's current landscape is truly bugged the fuck out.
make like i fuck w/the current climate of radio friendly commercial audio...
PEACE
...be calm...
fucking screaming...
WTF!
it can be quite difficult to remain + around - energy from other humans. it is a distinctly difficult challenge.
unfortunately it is 1 that i have chosen to subject myself to for quite some time for various reasons during my 40yrs of traveling as a human.
i have dealt w/it in various ways over this time. some of the methods i have chosen to use are far more productive than others. sadly, some of them were extremely self-destructive.
best as i can determine w/my finite human reasoning is that one must draw on the infinite. use the strength of positive being to move beyond the negative. the challenge exists in the effort to do such things. the reward is in success.
unfortunately it seems that the challenge becomes so daunting at times that many humans, self included, resort to using human reasoning as opposed to universal being reasoning.
the constant challenge. the ever present choice: human ways or godly ways...
there is clearly a difference, & humans consistently fuck shit up...
make like it's my job to get others to let go of their negativity...
PEACE
...be calm...
it can be quite difficult to remain + around - energy from other humans. it is a distinctly difficult challenge.
unfortunately it is 1 that i have chosen to subject myself to for quite some time for various reasons during my 40yrs of traveling as a human.
i have dealt w/it in various ways over this time. some of the methods i have chosen to use are far more productive than others. sadly, some of them were extremely self-destructive.
best as i can determine w/my finite human reasoning is that one must draw on the infinite. use the strength of positive being to move beyond the negative. the challenge exists in the effort to do such things. the reward is in success.
unfortunately it seems that the challenge becomes so daunting at times that many humans, self included, resort to using human reasoning as opposed to universal being reasoning.
the constant challenge. the ever present choice: human ways or godly ways...
there is clearly a difference, & humans consistently fuck shit up...
make like it's my job to get others to let go of their negativity...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, December 11, 2009
would the world should care...
if the universe is infinite = god as most people seem to believe, then why wouldn't it follow that we are god?
my arm is me even though it is only a part of me. the door on my crib is my crib even though it is only the door.
in fact, we are most god oriented when we as humans come together & function as closely as possible to our full finite potential. to strive to be infinite would be frivolous, but that does not mean we cannot strive to be the best finite we possibly can.
the entire human race & its history is represented by our inability to fully perceive our reality as the grains of sand we are to the universe. the imaginary world of humans is so far away from the reality of the universe that we do not understand that Earth is heaven.
the most bittersweet creation of the human mind: hell...
how is it bittersweet?
the extent to which the human race has gone to create hell is quite amazing. unfortunately, the extent to which the human has gone to create hell is so amazing that it is almost unobservable to the cloud/blinded 3rd i...
make like any text written by humans can fully explain the realities of the infinite universe...
PEACE
...be calm...
my arm is me even though it is only a part of me. the door on my crib is my crib even though it is only the door.
in fact, we are most god oriented when we as humans come together & function as closely as possible to our full finite potential. to strive to be infinite would be frivolous, but that does not mean we cannot strive to be the best finite we possibly can.
the entire human race & its history is represented by our inability to fully perceive our reality as the grains of sand we are to the universe. the imaginary world of humans is so far away from the reality of the universe that we do not understand that Earth is heaven.
the most bittersweet creation of the human mind: hell...
how is it bittersweet?
the extent to which the human race has gone to create hell is quite amazing. unfortunately, the extent to which the human has gone to create hell is so amazing that it is almost unobservable to the cloud/blinded 3rd i...
make like any text written by humans can fully explain the realities of the infinite universe...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, December 10, 2009
& the light shineth...
light is an amazing metaphor for intellect/wisdom/spirituality. being infinite is nothing short of indescribably beautiful.
the words used by any human cannot possibly sufficiently describe or explain the beauty of the reality that we seem to neglect or be blind to.
if we were not such vain animals, what better would our experience in the physical realm be?
it's pretty well established that i do not believe in heaven or hell as actual places the soul goes upon ceasement of physical being. i have recently come to the proposition that Earth is heaven for those who appreciate it. for those who are too vain to see the light, the physical realm within which we exist is the only hell that will ever be known...
make like hell is a wonderful place...
PEACE
...be calm...
the words used by any human cannot possibly sufficiently describe or explain the beauty of the reality that we seem to neglect or be blind to.
if we were not such vain animals, what better would our experience in the physical realm be?
it's pretty well established that i do not believe in heaven or hell as actual places the soul goes upon ceasement of physical being. i have recently come to the proposition that Earth is heaven for those who appreciate it. for those who are too vain to see the light, the physical realm within which we exist is the only hell that will ever be known...
make like hell is a wonderful place...
PEACE
...be calm...
Sunday, December 06, 2009
tight is tight...
i am on super grind time.
now more than ever i need to bang out these plans i have to start my own businesses. i no longer intend to deal w/working for inept management types who do not wish to support their staff, &/or ignore staff that is clearly fucking up...
time to be my own boss & kill the world w/sound...
make like unemployment covers all your expenses...
PEACE
...be calm...
now more than ever i need to bang out these plans i have to start my own businesses. i no longer intend to deal w/working for inept management types who do not wish to support their staff, &/or ignore staff that is clearly fucking up...
time to be my own boss & kill the world w/sound...
make like unemployment covers all your expenses...
PEACE
...be calm...
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