Thursday, November 01, 2012

help everybody...

there are so many different ways to improve the living conditions of those who suffer most on this planet. all of these ways require something that is so simply stated yet seems quite difficult for many: change.

people are so generally averse to change. being open to making the changes needed requires being able to admit that whatever was going on previously was/is not working. it doesn't seem like this is a thing that people really want to spend any time on.

mistakes are unpleasant to recognize & work through.

that's got to change...

make like being god saves the world...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Sunday, July 17, 2011

boundless...

1 of the issues w/AVD is supposed to be an inherent difficulty w/maintaining socially acceptable boundries.

in my & apparently many other human's case(s) this manifests itself most prominently as effusive communication.

in some ways this can be viewed as a detriment. too much of anything is usually not very pleasant.

what i am working on at this stage of finite being development is turning this natural way of self into a tool, & using it as a gift to communicate universal messages whenever they are clear enough to be presented in an effective fashion.

the irony of this particular perspective is that many humans today take very little if any time to truly listen to what is being communicated to them.

the reality of digital society is becoming brief bursts of contextually dense info. the average human is being socially trained to not find much of a need to wait, listen, or pay attention for extended periods of time.

who does this training benefit?

make like i fuck w/conspiracy theories...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

religious cliches...

being raised as a Christian created a great deal of spiritual conflict w/what was apparently my early universal awareness.

this conflict always lead to my questioning of the hypocrisy that is organized religion. of all the religions that i have become aware of thus far, Christianity always seems to be particularly off in comparison to the actualities of universal being.

it would likely seem that the text(s) associated w/Christian teaching/philosophy should be disregarded on the basis of all the contradictions involved. it is my assertion that this would be a mistake.

what is contained in religious texts, including Christian's, is the work of humans. in many cases it is work that was intended to motivate/uplift humans. the finite nature of humans is a fact of universal being. a conscious human will see this quite clearly. the evidence isn't hard to find. a proactive conscious human is going to work to overcome this finitude at any & all costs.

what does all this mean in terms of religious texts/philosophy?

for whatever reason(s) the meat of religious teachings in Western society find the use of fear necessary for the promotion of spiritual awareness. there is an inherent problem in this approach. fear is a tactic that fosters restrictive thinking. universal consciousness is not readily accessible through restrictive thinking processes.

it is difficult enough to develop a comprehension of the infinite nature of the universe as a finite being. how could it ever be possible to approach such comprehension through the use of restrictive thinking practices? this is conceptually absurd.

this is what has been going on w/human spiritual thought for 1000's of years now in Western influenced society.

getting back to religious texts & the clichés/lessons they contain, the awareness of the true nature of god & the relationship of finite beings to the infinite universe brings a whole different perspective to many of them.
  • god helps those who help themselves
  • fear none but god
  • the lord works in mysterious ways
  • god help me
  • god bless you
this is in no way meant to be humorous. this is real shit. if you facilitate your comprehension of universal reality through an awareness of being a finite representation of the infinite whole, you ultimately empower self.

this brings to mind another cliché:
the responsibility of god consciousness is heavy. perhaps this is why it was deemed necessary & continues to be hidden from the average human.

make like god is not...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

the past tries to kick my ass...

i see my frustrations a bit better now.

my inability to recognize what frustrated me & how important it is to monitor my frustration levels appears to be at the root of many poor decisions in the past.

i'm paying more attention to the difference between how i perceive certain things & how they might be somewhat different in the perspective of other humans.

i'm also trying to be more aware of my over talkativeness. this is a difficult 1. i get excited by the opportunity to interact w/other humans on a socio-intellectual basis. that excitement often results in over-stimulation to the point where i over-talk & ruin the opportunity for future interactions.

as w/many of the other life issues w/which i deal, this is a catch-22. i need to practice shutting the fuck up when i talk to others, but i have to talk to others to practice shutting the fuck up!

i have a lot of work to do, but at least i can see more clearly what work needs to be done & how to work on it more effectively.

having god consciousness is that much more meaningful when dealing w/these finite issues...

make like i have support...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Sunday, June 05, 2011

gimmie that motherfuckin' loot!

this society requires the presence of income. massive amounts are not absolutely necessary, but the more fluid the income, the better.

the alternative is to remove self from society & refrain from participating in many of the modern aspects of human existence.

NOTHING IS FREE!

enjoying the universe is free, but where do you go to do such a thing & how do you get there w/no $$$?

i derive great pleasure from  the movement of the planet, the changes of the weather, the activities of the other animals, etc.

this life that the average human is subjected to today, especially w/mobile digital technology, does much to obscure many of these universal/natural joys from view.

when you have to pay bills, it is difficult to stop & smell anything that even remotely relates to roses...

while i enjoy technology & find it immensely fascinating, the distance that seems to be growing between our finite dealings & our infinite nature will always be disturbing.

there is no amount of $$$ that can compensate for a loss of universal connection...

make like i like to be broke...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

tempering the goodness...

i have a tendency to overreact to certain stimuli (+/-). apparently this is yet another AVD related issue. i'm becoming more & more observant of my various behaviors, how they affect my daily functioning, & most importantly how they affect my interminglings w/the other bodies of the universe.

i always questioned the idea of being + as some kind of fluke. i believe i was unable to appreciate the idea of truly approaching finite dealings w/the state of mind that something could be worked out. it makes a difference if you look at a situation in such a way as to not be able to develop viable solutions.

it is not viable to delude self, but to limit self based on conjecture is a highly detrimental behavior pattern to establish. calculated risk is necessary to create progress as a finite being. the companion of this need is failure.

i have not properly embraced the failures that i've experienced. all experiences are lessons, & i didn't facilitate learning mine by responding to failure the way i have in the past. to stop trying is to welcome dying.

i have tried dying, & it is not something i would consider viable when properly dealing w/the frustration of failure. mismanagement of frustration has been figuratively & almost literally killing me.

at this point it all comes down to management of finite circumstances in ways that recognize my low frustration threshold & allow for proper absorption of lessons from failure. this approach applied w/consistency is far more likely to allow goals to be acheived than any - alternative(s)...

make like i really needed to post this...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

messages from the land of WTF...

thus far in life i have made frequent efforts to help others.

i recently realized that in many instances i have attempted this help when i did not apparently have the proper resources to do so.

the end result has not made for a better world for all.

i refuse to become a bitter human who no longer attempts to help anyone because the people i've attempted to help seem to show no regard for me. what i am resolved to do is correct the errors in judgement & social movement that have caused me to put self around people who do/can not reciprocate.

i have to get my shit right. as i've said previously, having god consciousness is not at all equivalent w/having finite existence all figured out. the reality is that this universal comprehension facilitates the awareness of the finite/infinite gap. awareness of the gap promotes awareness of issues. issues that are unknown/seen tend not to be addressed. the opportunity to work on self is neverending.

the physical shell is an envelope addressed to the universe. the more we achieve consciousness, the more likely we will be correctly delivered...

make like the check is in the mail...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Thursday, April 28, 2011

be careful what you look for...

...anything might find you!

as a young human i distinctly recall being told that looking for a relationship can be quite counterproductive.

i can readily vouch for the truth of such a statement. it's possible i would not be dealing w/current relationship issues had i properly applied this wisdom.

the act of looking for such a thing is often an indication of a need to fill or hide some emptiness within. this essentially manifests socially as an invitation to predators & various episodes of personal misery.

a person who is seeking is far more willing to lower their standards. being tolerant is 1 thing. allowing others to fill your void w/their bullshit is entirely different. there seem to be any number of humans roaming about the planet that will gladly place their bullshit anywhere they can. if having an inner void is unpleasant, how pleasant can it be to have that very same void filled full of bullshit?

exactly...

it is far better to have the void & embrace it than it is to fill it w/bullshit. embracing a void honestly is far more likely to create situations where healthy solutions can be forumulated. sometimes it's just a matter of allowing self to grow & mature.

maturity = closing the gap...

make like it's lovely to live w/a sabetour...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

what do you do...

i have to improve my living condition.

the very nature of my finite being seems to be an obstacle to the above.

my collection of life knowledge is of little value because of my faulty application. if i do not activate & persist to overcome this shit, nothing will change.

it has become painfully apparent that i have not been doing nearly as well as i thought i was. it would appear that i am much better at deceiving self than what i thought.

my universal consciousness is of little value if i am not using it to improve my life condition. i have not used my tools in the most opportune ways. it's essentially killing me...

i have to change my ways...

empower self to true progress...

artificial progress is of no consequence & highly unacceptable...

make like religion is the answer...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

Saturday, April 09, 2011

organizationally challenged...

AVD is the name of the game on my human side...

for many years i thought i was good at organizing. it turns out i know how to organize, but because of the variability of my attention, i don't always follow through w/the task at hand. essentially that means that i don't organize all that well.

this makes for a lot of half finished shit that just piles up all over the place. sprinkle in a low tolerance for frustration, which often equates to impatience, & you now have a formula for making things more difficult than what they would otherwise be.

it is of little constructive use to have knowledge & not be able to organize it in the most productive fashion. apparently this is how i've been getting around the planet so far.

i'm still processing a lot of this shit. the short side of it is that i have to learn new ways of doing things & paying more attention to the things that distract me the most. it's like damage control. obviously it would be much easier if i did not have a variable attention span...

ah, the functioning of the finite...

make like winning the lottery sucks...

PEACE
...be calm...