i have a tendency to overreact to certain stimuli (+/-). apparently this is yet another AVD related issue. i'm becoming more & more observant of my various behaviors, how they affect my daily functioning, & most importantly how they affect my interminglings w/the other bodies of the universe.
i always questioned the idea of being + as some kind of fluke. i believe i was unable to appreciate the idea of truly approaching finite dealings w/the state of mind that something could be worked out. it makes a difference if you look at a situation in such a way as to not be able to develop viable solutions.
it is not viable to delude self, but to limit self based on conjecture is a highly detrimental behavior pattern to establish. calculated risk is necessary to create progress as a finite being. the companion of this need is failure.
i have not properly embraced the failures that i've experienced. all experiences are lessons, & i didn't facilitate learning mine by responding to failure the way i have in the past. to stop trying is to welcome dying.
i have tried dying, & it is not something i would consider viable when properly dealing w/the frustration of failure. mismanagement of frustration has been figuratively & almost literally killing me.
at this point it all comes down to management of finite circumstances in ways that recognize my low frustration threshold & allow for proper absorption of lessons from failure. this approach applied w/consistency is far more likely to allow goals to be acheived than any - alternative(s)...
make like i really needed to post this...
BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...
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