the past tries to kick my ass...

i see my frustrations a bit better now.

my inability to recognize what frustrated me & how important it is to monitor my frustration levels appears to be at the root of many poor decisions in the past.

i'm paying more attention to the difference between how i perceive certain things & how they might be somewhat different in the perspective of other humans.

i'm also trying to be more aware of my over talkativeness. this is a difficult 1. i get excited by the opportunity to interact w/other humans on a socio-intellectual basis. that excitement often results in over-stimulation to the point where i over-talk & ruin the opportunity for future interactions.

as w/many of the other life issues w/which i deal, this is a catch-22. i need to practice shutting the fuck up when i talk to others, but i have to talk to others to practice shutting the fuck up!

i have a lot of work to do, but at least i can see more clearly what work needs to be done & how to work on it more effectively.

having god consciousness is that much more meaningful when dealing w/these finite issues...

make like i have support...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...