AVD is the name of the game on my human side...
for many years i thought i was good at organizing. it turns out i know how to organize, but because of the variability of my attention, i don't always follow through w/the task at hand. essentially that means that i don't organize all that well.
this makes for a lot of half finished shit that just piles up all over the place. sprinkle in a low tolerance for frustration, which often equates to impatience, & you now have a formula for making things more difficult than what they would otherwise be.
it is of little constructive use to have knowledge & not be able to organize it in the most productive fashion. apparently this is how i've been getting around the planet so far.
i'm still processing a lot of this shit. the short side of it is that i have to learn new ways of doing things & paying more attention to the things that distract me the most. it's like damage control. obviously it would be much easier if i did not have a variable attention span...
ah, the functioning of the finite...
make like winning the lottery sucks...
PEACE
...be calm...
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