i guess i must be just that fucked up.
i must be, because i actually expect some decency & consideration from other humans. i must say that most all of my exhibited human behaviors that are considered rude are the result of my interacting w/the general public.
[see post title]
goddamn. most times i feel like cursing people the fuck out. for example, i fucking hate litterbugs. this planet would have very few if any issues w/population if i had my friggin' way. penalty for observed litterous behavior:
death by asphyxiation by said litter...
i often wish that litter would animate itself upon being made & proceed to kick the ass of its creator. i'd love to see some shit like that. did i say i hate fucking litter?
dirty fucks...
make like i'm just mr. captain-pleasant-as-fuck right now...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, August 25, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
who loves me baby...
i used to dig Kojack when i was a little kid. actually, for some odd reason, there were seemingly a great number of crime shows on when i was growing up. i recall liking Beretta, Columbo, Streets of San Francisco, Hill Street Blues, S.W.A.T., Rookies & of course Magnum P.I.
that last 1 is kinda of a stretch, 'cause that shit was on when i was older, but anyway. i can't watch some of that shit now...
the datedness is wack as shit on some shows...
make like i don't have shit else to do besides make friggin' blog entries...
PEACE
...be calm...
that last 1 is kinda of a stretch, 'cause that shit was on when i was older, but anyway. i can't watch some of that shit now...
the datedness is wack as shit on some shows...
make like i don't have shit else to do besides make friggin' blog entries...
PEACE
...be calm...
Saturday, August 23, 2008
not that anyone notices or anything...
i'm going to start adding pics again at some point.
i think w/the new layout & color scheme, pics will add some pleasant flava to the miznix.
what's the word?
yo life's absurd...
i'm just buggin' out...
make like Usain doesn't Bolt that ass around tracks...
PEACE
...be calm...
i think w/the new layout & color scheme, pics will add some pleasant flava to the miznix.
what's the word?
yo life's absurd...
i'm just buggin' out...
make like Usain doesn't Bolt that ass around tracks...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, August 22, 2008
what's the wizzerd...
occasionally i like to use the English language to illustrate certain concepts/ideas. i may be crazy as shit, but i'm also remotely intelligent. what does 1 have to do w/the other? who knows. i think they're related, but i'm only human.
anyway, since i like to think, and i relish enlightenment as an actual activity, i believe that i can be referred to as a...
phi·los·o·pher
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English philosophe, philosophre, from Anglo-French, from Latin philosophus, from Greek philosophos, from phil- + sophia wisdom, from sophos wise
Date: 14th century
a: a person who seeks wisdom or enlightenment : scholar, thinker
b: a student of philosophy
as seen at Merriam-Webster Online, i would venture to say that the above applies to my intellectual endeavors as a human.
so, that said, WTF is wrong w/people?
how do you value science w/o art? are not scientist who make new discoveries using creative thought? i find it utterly humorous that peeps suggest the 2 are somehow in opposition to each other. it's kinda like the whole religion v. science bullshit.
sadly, many humans do not seem to realize that everything is essentially everything else. nothing is actually separate from each other. our existence as finite beings has clouded our perception of reality. many of us seem to be under the impression that all things in existence can be understood in finite terms. this is an unreasonable pattern of thought that apparently leads to a quite a bit of irrational human behavior...
make like i don't have a violent temper...
PEACE
...be calm...
anyway, since i like to think, and i relish enlightenment as an actual activity, i believe that i can be referred to as a...
phi·los·o·pher
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English philosophe, philosophre, from Anglo-French, from Latin philosophus, from Greek philosophos, from phil- + sophia wisdom, from sophos wise
Date: 14th century
a: a person who seeks wisdom or enlightenment : scholar, thinker
b: a student of philosophy
as seen at Merriam-Webster Online, i would venture to say that the above applies to my intellectual endeavors as a human.
so, that said, WTF is wrong w/people?
how do you value science w/o art? are not scientist who make new discoveries using creative thought? i find it utterly humorous that peeps suggest the 2 are somehow in opposition to each other. it's kinda like the whole religion v. science bullshit.
sadly, many humans do not seem to realize that everything is essentially everything else. nothing is actually separate from each other. our existence as finite beings has clouded our perception of reality. many of us seem to be under the impression that all things in existence can be understood in finite terms. this is an unreasonable pattern of thought that apparently leads to a quite a bit of irrational human behavior...
make like i don't have a violent temper...
PEACE
...be calm...
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
how about a completely new & frivolous goal...
seems like we're on pace this annual to pull a benjamin.
what is the significance of that? i suppose it isn't all that important. it must always be recognized that no one, i repeat, no one reads this blog. that said, what does it really matter how many posts exist? i'm not a particularly competitive individual. i can be, but it does make my planet spin. i do not tend to compare self to others for such purposes.
'sides, most i know from interaction tend to be from the hated herd. i so enjoy being an evil shepherd. the reality is the herd is evil and i'm a wary shepherd, but evil shepherd sounds so much more fascinating than wary shepherd...
make like i wouldn't off the sheep if i could...
PEACE
...be calm...
what is the significance of that? i suppose it isn't all that important. it must always be recognized that no one, i repeat, no one reads this blog. that said, what does it really matter how many posts exist? i'm not a particularly competitive individual. i can be, but it does make my planet spin. i do not tend to compare self to others for such purposes.
'sides, most i know from interaction tend to be from the hated herd. i so enjoy being an evil shepherd. the reality is the herd is evil and i'm a wary shepherd, but evil shepherd sounds so much more fascinating than wary shepherd...
make like i wouldn't off the sheep if i could...
PEACE
...be calm...
i really don't care...
this could be the most offensive thing that has ever been posted on this blog, for some anyway...
Christians are a funny lot of spiritualists. let me qualify this potential rant by saying the following:
the Bible is not a factual historical reference. it is a collection of mythology intended to guide human behavior...
if you are at all offended by the above statement, i don't know what to do for your poor soul.
anyway, i recently had the misfortune of having a pseudo-intellectual discussion w/some dude i used to attend classes w/as an adolescent. things seemed to be going well until i plainly derided capitalism as it currently exists as the foul system that it is. this is not to say that there is no way capitalism could function w/o destroying everything in its path, including humans. it is to say that the current form of Euro-capitalism is detrimental to the universal balance that exists whether humans exist or not.
so many humans are completely oblivious to the fact that existence is not a possession, but a condition of reality. we do not own anything that exists. the reality is that we share this shit just like everything else in existence. our finite minds are generally so limited that humans have developed the concept of ownership to make themselves feel self-important. imagine that.
so, back to dude...
he decided in his use of logic to dispute my assertion that capitalism is the product of European environmental socialization. unfortunately, he is apparently fully socialized into the system and decided to justify the existence & perpetuation of capitalism by quoting the Bible. again, imagine that.
the Bible...
it's kinda scary, 'cause dude's profession as i understood him is an economist. what the fuck does the Bible have to do w/capitalism? not a goddamned thing. odd argument from someone who thinks. perhaps he did not know what to do w/my ideas and observations. it seems that when humans are challenged at the foundations of their world view that they often resort to spiritual orientation as support. i suppose there is nothing wrong w/that, but it is not really a substitute for logic.
don't get me wrong, i do not support the idea that logic/science is diametrically opposed to faith/religion. within the construct of my world view, this is patently untrue. both science & religion are based on things that cannot quite be proven. what is the difference between theory & faith? not a goddamned thing. i suppose you could say science is an educated guess, and religion is just a plain old guess. either way, both are still guesses. bottom line is we as humans don't really know much of shit about the realities of the universe. we speculate greatly, but generally speaking, we know jack shit. the reality of infinity to a finite being is the fact that there is just too much shit for us to really know any goddamned way.
oddly, dude asked if i was an atheist. i kindly responded in the negative. i am neither atheist nor agnostic. for lack of a better human reference, i am a universal spiritualist. get it right motherfucker...
no, seriously, that is the best way i can explain my belief system to any other human. it's so simple it's complicated. figure that one out & get back to me...
make like dude emailed back after i squashed the Bible as a factual reference text...
PEACE
...be calm...
Christians are a funny lot of spiritualists. let me qualify this potential rant by saying the following:
the Bible is not a factual historical reference. it is a collection of mythology intended to guide human behavior...
if you are at all offended by the above statement, i don't know what to do for your poor soul.
anyway, i recently had the misfortune of having a pseudo-intellectual discussion w/some dude i used to attend classes w/as an adolescent. things seemed to be going well until i plainly derided capitalism as it currently exists as the foul system that it is. this is not to say that there is no way capitalism could function w/o destroying everything in its path, including humans. it is to say that the current form of Euro-capitalism is detrimental to the universal balance that exists whether humans exist or not.
so many humans are completely oblivious to the fact that existence is not a possession, but a condition of reality. we do not own anything that exists. the reality is that we share this shit just like everything else in existence. our finite minds are generally so limited that humans have developed the concept of ownership to make themselves feel self-important. imagine that.
so, back to dude...
he decided in his use of logic to dispute my assertion that capitalism is the product of European environmental socialization. unfortunately, he is apparently fully socialized into the system and decided to justify the existence & perpetuation of capitalism by quoting the Bible. again, imagine that.
the Bible...
it's kinda scary, 'cause dude's profession as i understood him is an economist. what the fuck does the Bible have to do w/capitalism? not a goddamned thing. odd argument from someone who thinks. perhaps he did not know what to do w/my ideas and observations. it seems that when humans are challenged at the foundations of their world view that they often resort to spiritual orientation as support. i suppose there is nothing wrong w/that, but it is not really a substitute for logic.
don't get me wrong, i do not support the idea that logic/science is diametrically opposed to faith/religion. within the construct of my world view, this is patently untrue. both science & religion are based on things that cannot quite be proven. what is the difference between theory & faith? not a goddamned thing. i suppose you could say science is an educated guess, and religion is just a plain old guess. either way, both are still guesses. bottom line is we as humans don't really know much of shit about the realities of the universe. we speculate greatly, but generally speaking, we know jack shit. the reality of infinity to a finite being is the fact that there is just too much shit for us to really know any goddamned way.
oddly, dude asked if i was an atheist. i kindly responded in the negative. i am neither atheist nor agnostic. for lack of a better human reference, i am a universal spiritualist. get it right motherfucker...
no, seriously, that is the best way i can explain my belief system to any other human. it's so simple it's complicated. figure that one out & get back to me...
make like dude emailed back after i squashed the Bible as a factual reference text...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, August 18, 2008
k...i'm feeling that...
the new color scheme is to my liking. just wanted to try some dif shit. matter of fact, let me find out i can get down on some format embedding like myspace...
make like i'm not stressed from a dusty ass labor day...
i hate when i start an entry, step off from it, and then do not recall at all where the train was going when i decided to get off at the nearest station...
WTF is a dusty ass labor day?
oddly, it appears that i was done w/this post, but i have no idea WTH my make like means...
alas...
make like my gig is not steadily wearing out its welcome in my life...
PEACE
...be calm...
make like i'm not stressed from a dusty ass labor day...
i hate when i start an entry, step off from it, and then do not recall at all where the train was going when i decided to get off at the nearest station...
WTF is a dusty ass labor day?
oddly, it appears that i was done w/this post, but i have no idea WTH my make like means...
alas...
make like my gig is not steadily wearing out its welcome in my life...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, August 08, 2008
so that's how it works huh...
apparently i have issues w/focus. it would appear that when i am dealing w/my negatively oriented emotional states that i do not maintain focus all that well.
it is believed that i may actually even have some form of adult ADHD. no official diagnosis, but i'd be willing to acknowledge some aspect of the condition.
for example, i was labelled as a child as being hyper. i'm not all that hyper nowadays, but years of having your ass whooped can have that effect on a person.
other examples can be found in my knowledge of chess, but my complete lack of interest in actually learning chess strategy. this is not to say that i lack the necessary patience to learn & understand chess strategy, i just don't generally have an interest to do so. this can also be said for spades & various other games where it is in the player's best interest to pay some kind of attention to the gameplay for strategic purposes.
and, as if to justify this claim, i'm tired of writing this post...
make like i wouldn't like to stick my foot in the ass of anyone who throws trash into the street off of PT...
PEACE
...be calm...
it is believed that i may actually even have some form of adult ADHD. no official diagnosis, but i'd be willing to acknowledge some aspect of the condition.
for example, i was labelled as a child as being hyper. i'm not all that hyper nowadays, but years of having your ass whooped can have that effect on a person.
other examples can be found in my knowledge of chess, but my complete lack of interest in actually learning chess strategy. this is not to say that i lack the necessary patience to learn & understand chess strategy, i just don't generally have an interest to do so. this can also be said for spades & various other games where it is in the player's best interest to pay some kind of attention to the gameplay for strategic purposes.
and, as if to justify this claim, i'm tired of writing this post...
make like i wouldn't like to stick my foot in the ass of anyone who throws trash into the street off of PT...
PEACE
...be calm...
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
not today anyway...
so it is that today i am apparently experiencing 1 of my depressed states. i hate this shit. oddly, i'm far more aware of the relationship between what causes me to dangle my psyche in such states, and the occurrence of such states.
i say oddly, 'cause it seem to make little to no difference in my avoidance of said states. regardless, today i'm generally pissed off. my health would appear to be in question, and there are a few other negatively oriented events that i am fortunate enough to be trying to work through or around. the preferred approach of course being to work through, 'cause shit that you work around can come behind you & bite you in the ass...
either way, i'm not to excited about much of anything at the moment. actually, this is not all true, but generally speaking, i'm not too excited about current circumstances.
it's a blah thing. you probably wouldn't understand...
make like i even give a fuck right now...
PEACE
...be calm...
i say oddly, 'cause it seem to make little to no difference in my avoidance of said states. regardless, today i'm generally pissed off. my health would appear to be in question, and there are a few other negatively oriented events that i am fortunate enough to be trying to work through or around. the preferred approach of course being to work through, 'cause shit that you work around can come behind you & bite you in the ass...
either way, i'm not to excited about much of anything at the moment. actually, this is not all true, but generally speaking, i'm not too excited about current circumstances.
it's a blah thing. you probably wouldn't understand...
make like i even give a fuck right now...
PEACE
...be calm...
what is...
what's more impo'tant...
i know that's pretty corn, but fuck it...
now i could go somewhere w/those last 3 words as well, but i'll refrain. i'm in an odd mood. it's kinda jovial, kinda blah, & kinda fuck it...
anyway, the original idea of this thread has been wholly jacked by the concept of the perpetuation of this instrument of communication...
so what is more important, this blog smashing into its 4th year of ever productive, expressive inner thoughts of a pseudo-madman; or this blog reaching the 2C post mark?
the universally humorous aspect of all of this is its similarity to determining the importance of 1 grain of sand in comparison to any other 1 grain when there's about 5k feet between them...
make like human race is in any way, shape, or form aware of it's true place in existence...
PEACE
...be calm...
i know that's pretty corn, but fuck it...
now i could go somewhere w/those last 3 words as well, but i'll refrain. i'm in an odd mood. it's kinda jovial, kinda blah, & kinda fuck it...
anyway, the original idea of this thread has been wholly jacked by the concept of the perpetuation of this instrument of communication...
so what is more important, this blog smashing into its 4th year of ever productive, expressive inner thoughts of a pseudo-madman; or this blog reaching the 2C post mark?
the universally humorous aspect of all of this is its similarity to determining the importance of 1 grain of sand in comparison to any other 1 grain when there's about 5k feet between them...
make like human race is in any way, shape, or form aware of it's true place in existence...
PEACE
...be calm...
Saturday, August 02, 2008
it is now official...
yes, it is actual factual...
cuatro años...
shit, i didn't think i'd maintain this shit at all, let alone for 4 years. i'm not pattin' self on the back or anything like that, i'm just saying...
damn i like to fucking get the words out...
been making more tracks lately...yeah buddy!
life's word of the eon is marinate...
some times, most times, you just gotta let the shit marinate...
make like fleas don't bite you ankles when they fuck w/humans...
PEACE
...be calm...
cuatro años...
shit, i didn't think i'd maintain this shit at all, let alone for 4 years. i'm not pattin' self on the back or anything like that, i'm just saying...
damn i like to fucking get the words out...
been making more tracks lately...yeah buddy!
life's word of the eon is marinate...
some times, most times, you just gotta let the shit marinate...
make like fleas don't bite you ankles when they fuck w/humans...
PEACE
...be calm...
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