tempering the goodness...

i have a tendency to overreact to certain stimuli (+/-). apparently this is yet another AVD related issue. i'm becoming more & more observant of my various behaviors, how they affect my daily functioning, & most importantly how they affect my interminglings w/the other bodies of the universe.

i always questioned the idea of being + as some kind of fluke. i believe i was unable to appreciate the idea of truly approaching finite dealings w/the state of mind that something could be worked out. it makes a difference if you look at a situation in such a way as to not be able to develop viable solutions.

it is not viable to delude self, but to limit self based on conjecture is a highly detrimental behavior pattern to establish. calculated risk is necessary to create progress as a finite being. the companion of this need is failure.

i have not properly embraced the failures that i've experienced. all experiences are lessons, & i didn't facilitate learning mine by responding to failure the way i have in the past. to stop trying is to welcome dying.

i have tried dying, & it is not something i would consider viable when properly dealing w/the frustration of failure. mismanagement of frustration has been figuratively & almost literally killing me.

at this point it all comes down to management of finite circumstances in ways that recognize my low frustration threshold & allow for proper absorption of lessons from failure. this approach applied w/consistency is far more likely to allow goals to be acheived than any - alternative(s)...

make like i really needed to post this...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...

messages from the land of WTF...

thus far in life i have made frequent efforts to help others.

i recently realized that in many instances i have attempted this help when i did not apparently have the proper resources to do so.

the end result has not made for a better world for all.

i refuse to become a bitter human who no longer attempts to help anyone because the people i've attempted to help seem to show no regard for me. what i am resolved to do is correct the errors in judgement & social movement that have caused me to put self around people who do/can not reciprocate.

i have to get my shit right. as i've said previously, having god consciousness is not at all equivalent w/having finite existence all figured out. the reality is that this universal comprehension facilitates the awareness of the finite/infinite gap. awareness of the gap promotes awareness of issues. issues that are unknown/seen tend not to be addressed. the opportunity to work on self is neverending.

the physical shell is an envelope addressed to the universe. the more we achieve consciousness, the more likely we will be correctly delivered...

make like the check is in the mail...

BRIDGE THE GAP
...be universal...