Friday, November 14, 2008

goddamnit...

how do you actually spell that word?

is it goddammit, or goddamnit?

not that it makes much of a difference, just fuckin' around...

just for the record, i read that weekly column Savage Love today, and i totally disagree w/dude. if you put things in your ass as a dude to derive sexual pleasure, you are at minimum flirting w/gayness.

i am not anti-gay, but i do believe i am somewhat homophobic. i say that 'cause i don't want anything entering my ass. this is not an area open for sexual experimentation. i'm comfortable enough to joke about it, but no thank you on the ass play.

no tossed salads w/my fellatio platter either...

make like i don't say whatever the fuck i feel...

PEACE
...be calm...

Thursday, November 13, 2008

what an interesting year...

this year has seen some very distinctly memorable events. some obviously more important than others, but all memorable.

Obama got elected. i had a major revelation. the Phillies won the World Series. that's a double, 'cause Illadelph teams tend to choke during championship opportunities. makes me glad i'm not an Illadelph sports fan...

apparently, my revelation has ushered in a higher sense of universal consciousness. although i'm not always mindful of it, i believe my state of mind has matured somewhat significantly this year.

this is not something that happened instantly, but i have noticed certain changes in my patterns of thought that are more pronounced this year.

sadly, the negative economic circumstances have served to dampen some of my personal achievements, but i ain't dead.

focus & balance are a bitch when shit's falling apart around you. all the more reason to maintain.

make like i've got $2400 sitting in my front pocket...

PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

as the unknown speaks...

fear of the unknown is a great fear if not the greatest of humans in general.

this is of utmost significance when it is recognized that the sum of our physical existence is essentially that of a group of beings existing in a vast unknown universe.

few if any would like to acknowledge the truth of the nature of the universe. it is quite disturbing. perhaps this is why humans have devised so many coping mechanisms to avoid dealing w/this reality.

it could be considered a grand scale case of overcompensation. imagine convincing yourself that you are of utmost importance, when in actuality you are no more important than any other living entity...

a self-proclaimed devout Christian suggested quite openly that he would kill himself if he were to believe the true nature of the universe...

imagine that...

make like the truth is always safe & comfortable...

PEACE
...be calm...

fuck cars...

i recently learned to actually enjoy operating a motor vehicle. it is profoundly joyful. however, i fucking hate cars...


i'm dead the fuck serious.


i hate fucking cars.

i went to pick up Gotta from the repair shop. this vehicle is fucked beyond belief. imagine having to pay a note & insurance on a vehicle that completely does not properly function.

i don't have to imagine the shit...

other than wheeling on the open highway, i have no real interest in operating a motor vehicle for any frivolous purposes. vehicles are utilitarian to me. sadly, i have yet to acquire a vehicle that operates properly for any extended length of time.

now i've got to figure out how to get this damn thing fixed...

woo hoo!

make like i'll be wheelin'it to work next week...

PEACE
...be calm...

Monday, November 10, 2008

a recent observation...

success is not determined or measured by an infrequency of failure. it is measured by the resiliency of one's psyche in relation to experiencing failure.

more simply, it isn't how frequently you fail, but how able you are to quickly recover from failure and move on to the next success...

make like i not only understand this, but actually regularly put it to use...

PEACE
...be calm...

it's sealed, or damn near ought to be anyway...

there is a painfully clear absence of intellectual ability in the average human. even worse, among those with an apparent gift of intellectual prowess, many do not fully understand the true breadth of the gift.

the universe is an odd place with respect to the human perception and interpretation of said universe.

it seems it would be quite fair to say that many if not all humans have so little idea of what is actually happening that there is a growing gap between reality as it exists and what humans believe is reality...

make like this isn't a sad realization...

PEACE
...be calm...

Sunday, November 09, 2008

decided to change the blizzile tizzile...

i think this is a more appropriate title as i use this forum to express whatever the fuck i feel like...

fuck it...

speaking of fuck it, i still think the goddamn government may be fucking w/my phizone lizine...

i'm not on some paranoid shit. it could just be an issues w/the wires at my nearest pole, but com'on? the same exact problem 3-4X in about a 6mo period.

every time the problem magically repairs itself.

no network issues...

no reports of poles down...

WTF!

make like the godren lack essential intellect...

PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

jury's still out for another 4 years...

i ain't mad, but i ain't foolish either...

many peeps seem to think that Obama is going to change everything & make life fucking magical...

com'on man...

let's see what happens. shit could end up worse. best intentions don't always yield best results. can you say Jimmy Carter?

make like McCain supporters were not bitter/sore losers last night at his AZ rally...

PEACE
...be calm...

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

today could be historic?

no prediction...

nothing is guaranteed & you never know w/these cats...

i'ma get my V-O-T-E on & see what rolls...

it's shitty either way, but 1 may provide better sewage removal than the other...

make like the 2 party system actually makes any damn sense at all...

PEACE
...be calm...

Saturday, November 01, 2008

the essence of fiscal stupidity

whose bright ass idea was it to consider gross income as a means of determining financial worth?

WTF!

no one ever sees the gross. how does that come about & no one fights the shit? outside of income tax filings, this shit is utter foolishness.

how do you tell someone, "sorry fellow, we can't help you because you make $X." shittily, fellow never once gets to see $X.

just a thought...

make like my feet aren't fucking bothering me right now...

PEACE
...be calm...