i've had the music off for the past couple of days. i think having music playing while i sleep was disrupting my rest pattern.
i'm sitting here now listening to the freight trains moving. not sure how far away the tracks are in miles, but they're a good 10m walk from the rest. the fan on the harddrive bay is preventing me from hearing much else.
it's kind of ironic that my sensitive hearing is what i use to enjoy & create music, but it can cause great irritation. i hear shit that i should be ignoring at times. strange noises the godren make can often disturb me to the point where i get quite upset.
the oldest has a habit of making rather loud random noises w/his mouth, but mumbles whenever we speak to him. it'd be funny if it didn't happen so frequently.
i've been slacking on the e-cises. can't be doing that shit. gotta focus. too many distractions. i have to find better ways of motivating self & blocking out some of the stupid shit that happens within the household.
conditions will not improve in the fashion i desire if i do not maintain proper focus.
make like cooperation from family members is harmful...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
challenging the finite vessel...
had an interesting meeting w/a former classmate. i believe i may have finally taught myself a lesson that i recall originally presenting itself back in '83-84.
being cool w/another human back in the day does not usually equate to being cool w/them years later. this is especially true when humans have maintained no contact whatsoever. i really had to reflect on the nature of the lack of contact & my original observations of my interpersonal interactions w/this particular human. those original observations were not such that Friday's interaction was a complete shock.
the real interesting aspect of this lesson to me is the nature of human reflection. it seems i have a long memory for my human events & interactions. my memory of certain details can be quite specific & vivid. i do not believe it is photographic, but there are things that i recall that have made others eyes light up at times.
these memories are rarely shared by others when it comes to interpersonal connections. apparently i tend to ignore this. as a result i had a somewhat unpleasant lunch on Friday. no worries. just another lesson.
fortunately it ties in w/a philosophy that i already maintain about not creating friendships loosely. IMO a friend is another human that knows your real self. any need to be guarded or reserved around another human is an indication that this human is not a friend. friends don't lie to friends. being other than self is a lie...
if i can't be me around you, then WTF am i around you on an interpersonal level for?
always learning & reinforcing that which was not learned efficiently...
speaking of learning, i just figured out how to do something new on PS...lovely...
continued skill advancement & universal lesson comprehension...+
make like nostalgia is useful for interpersonal dealings...
PEACE
...be calm...
being cool w/another human back in the day does not usually equate to being cool w/them years later. this is especially true when humans have maintained no contact whatsoever. i really had to reflect on the nature of the lack of contact & my original observations of my interpersonal interactions w/this particular human. those original observations were not such that Friday's interaction was a complete shock.
the real interesting aspect of this lesson to me is the nature of human reflection. it seems i have a long memory for my human events & interactions. my memory of certain details can be quite specific & vivid. i do not believe it is photographic, but there are things that i recall that have made others eyes light up at times.
these memories are rarely shared by others when it comes to interpersonal connections. apparently i tend to ignore this. as a result i had a somewhat unpleasant lunch on Friday. no worries. just another lesson.
fortunately it ties in w/a philosophy that i already maintain about not creating friendships loosely. IMO a friend is another human that knows your real self. any need to be guarded or reserved around another human is an indication that this human is not a friend. friends don't lie to friends. being other than self is a lie...
if i can't be me around you, then WTF am i around you on an interpersonal level for?
always learning & reinforcing that which was not learned efficiently...
speaking of learning, i just figured out how to do something new on PS...lovely...
continued skill advancement & universal lesson comprehension...+
make like nostalgia is useful for interpersonal dealings...
PEACE
...be calm...
Saturday, March 20, 2010
drama from the human side...
in my observation, my focus can cause me serious issues in that i can lose my proper connection to my universal nature.
loss of connection results in not drawing on universal consciousness to direct the course of the physical shell.
it's like a bus w/o a proper driver. if the driver is wandering around doing whatever w/passengers, who's driving the fucking bus?
it is always interesting to recognize the difference between perceptions & realities. the seemingly unfortunate thing that many humans do is to ignore reality in favor of a more favorable perception.
this is difficult, because negative perceptions of reality are a problem in themselves. the question is balance again. balancing reality w/the efforts of maintaining a + outlook based on limited physical perceptions.
ultimately the connection to the universal nature must be maintained in order keep this balance consistent.
it is arrogant to suggest that a finite being can be 100% free of error. it is foolish to use this observation as an excuse for preventable error.
the struggle will always continue as long as the universe's messages are not properly received by humans, & by properly received i mean listen & do...
it may not be easy, but it clearly needs to be done...
make like glossing over shit is the way i get down...
PEACE
...be calm...
loss of connection results in not drawing on universal consciousness to direct the course of the physical shell.
it's like a bus w/o a proper driver. if the driver is wandering around doing whatever w/passengers, who's driving the fucking bus?
it is always interesting to recognize the difference between perceptions & realities. the seemingly unfortunate thing that many humans do is to ignore reality in favor of a more favorable perception.
this is difficult, because negative perceptions of reality are a problem in themselves. the question is balance again. balancing reality w/the efforts of maintaining a + outlook based on limited physical perceptions.
ultimately the connection to the universal nature must be maintained in order keep this balance consistent.
it is arrogant to suggest that a finite being can be 100% free of error. it is foolish to use this observation as an excuse for preventable error.
the struggle will always continue as long as the universe's messages are not properly received by humans, & by properly received i mean listen & do...
it may not be easy, but it clearly needs to be done...
make like glossing over shit is the way i get down...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, March 15, 2010
taking a break...
it would seem it is rather difficult for me to consistently maintain focus.
unfortunately i live w/3 other humans who apparently have a similar issue w/focus. this can lead to what seems like constant mayhem.
at least i'm aware of the nature of my issue. they are as well, but they do not seem to realize the extent of the negative effect created by perpetuating such an environment.
it is quite a challenge. i refuse to abandon my family. it can lead to somewhat outrageous interactions between the 4 of us.
when the energy is positively mindpointed, the results are beautiful.
make like focus is not necessary to acheive success in pursuit of 1's goals...
PEACE
...be calm...
unfortunately i live w/3 other humans who apparently have a similar issue w/focus. this can lead to what seems like constant mayhem.
at least i'm aware of the nature of my issue. they are as well, but they do not seem to realize the extent of the negative effect created by perpetuating such an environment.
it is quite a challenge. i refuse to abandon my family. it can lead to somewhat outrageous interactions between the 4 of us.
when the energy is positively mindpointed, the results are beautiful.
make like focus is not necessary to acheive success in pursuit of 1's goals...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
nature v. being...
infinite is nature. finite is being.
why do i close these messages w/PEACE & be calm?
PEACE is the nature. it is the natural state of the entire universe. there are various phenomenon that humans tend to associate w/violence that occur in the universe. these things are not violent in their nature. they are only violent in human perception.
the universe is infinitely balanced. infinitely...
all things universal are balanced. even humans in our finite physical being are subject to this balance. since i am finite, i do not have the answers to all things universal. clearly there are things that i have yet to comprehend. this is the finite being experience.
the important thing is to be open in mind to allow comprehension to expand as much as possible. to further facilitate the achievement of balance. to approach as much as possible in the physical our infinite nature.
the closer we get to our nature, the more peace-filled we will become. more peaceful...
calm is the best way to access the connection between the being & the nature...
disruption, distraction, & distortion of balance does not lead to proper enlightenment.
through peace & calm the human being can learn to appreciate, approach, & embrace the universal nature. embrace the light...
make like i live to benefit from spreading lies amongst my fellow physicals...
PEACE
...be calm...
why do i close these messages w/PEACE & be calm?
PEACE is the nature. it is the natural state of the entire universe. there are various phenomenon that humans tend to associate w/violence that occur in the universe. these things are not violent in their nature. they are only violent in human perception.
the universe is infinitely balanced. infinitely...
all things universal are balanced. even humans in our finite physical being are subject to this balance. since i am finite, i do not have the answers to all things universal. clearly there are things that i have yet to comprehend. this is the finite being experience.
the important thing is to be open in mind to allow comprehension to expand as much as possible. to further facilitate the achievement of balance. to approach as much as possible in the physical our infinite nature.
the closer we get to our nature, the more peace-filled we will become. more peaceful...
calm is the best way to access the connection between the being & the nature...
disruption, distraction, & distortion of balance does not lead to proper enlightenment.
through peace & calm the human being can learn to appreciate, approach, & embrace the universal nature. embrace the light...
make like i live to benefit from spreading lies amongst my fellow physicals...
PEACE
...be calm...
Sunday, March 07, 2010
explosions...
much of my frustration on the human side apparently results from the loss of my focus.
i get bent like shit when shit distracts me. the fucked up thing is that the hyperfocus tendencies bring me to focus on nearly everything around me.
this is especially true of sound. working to embrace my nature more is the goal. my being is extremely temperamental to negative energy.
the 1 thing the 2 seem to agree on is being creative.
that's a good that cannot be truly measured.
less distractions = more creativity.
i have to focus better!
less explosions.
i'm working on it. i can always work harder. what's the worst thing that can happen from me working more toward my godly nature?
make like embracing my nature has a negative side...
PEACE
...be calm...
i get bent like shit when shit distracts me. the fucked up thing is that the hyperfocus tendencies bring me to focus on nearly everything around me.
this is especially true of sound. working to embrace my nature more is the goal. my being is extremely temperamental to negative energy.
the 1 thing the 2 seem to agree on is being creative.
that's a good that cannot be truly measured.
less distractions = more creativity.
i have to focus better!
less explosions.
i'm working on it. i can always work harder. what's the worst thing that can happen from me working more toward my godly nature?
make like embracing my nature has a negative side...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, March 05, 2010
pattern recall becoming a member cognition...
this music shit is not a game for me.
pattern recognition is a large key in my approach to audio reshaping for rhythmatic enjoyment. what is music?
the patterns are what determine pleasure or distaste in audio reception...
as a result, developing an appreciation for pattern & identifying the nature of particular patterns is extremely important to my endeavors as a creator of audio rhythmatics.
p-a-t-t-e-r-n-s...
k-e-y...
not a game...study...point...mind...focus...
god is in the building...
comprehend...
make like the truth is commonly known...
PEACE
...be calm...
pattern recognition is a large key in my approach to audio reshaping for rhythmatic enjoyment. what is music?
the patterns are what determine pleasure or distaste in audio reception...
as a result, developing an appreciation for pattern & identifying the nature of particular patterns is extremely important to my endeavors as a creator of audio rhythmatics.
p-a-t-t-e-r-n-s...
k-e-y...
not a game...study...point...mind...focus...
god is in the building...
comprehend...
make like the truth is commonly known...
PEACE
...be calm...
mindpointing...
the direction of your nature is the path of your being...
the direction of your mind is the path of your body...
the nature of all things is the universe. the human mind is the grain of the universe's sand. the sand is infinite. the elements of the sand are infinite. the human mind is infinite.
the mind is not physical. thought has no beginning or end. there is no alpha or omega. energy is light is the universe is time is knowledge is god is all...
i am as you as we as all are god...
the human physical is limited. the finite vessel is unable to conduct itself in the likeness of the mind in it's infinite capacity. the physical form has definition. the existence of the physical shell is finite. this is not unique to the human shell. all physicals deteriorate & cease to exist at some point. the length of this activity is not relevant within the infinite scope of reality. some physicals follow this process significantly faster/slower than others.
this does not in any way minimize or negate the nature of reality.
the universe has been broadcasting messages to humans for an extremely long time. because the human's being is infinite, many of these messages are either not heard or horribly misinterpreted.
the result has been hundreds if not thousands of years of human conflict.
there are humans who understand the nature of reality but do not make it known. these humans perpetuate ignorance among other humans for selfish reasons. confusion, division, & fear are the apparent primary means of maintaining control of the ignorant.
clarity, unity, & courage would seem to be the answer. what is courage though?
forget courage. courage is only significant in being willing to sacrifice the physical realm for the sake of true consciousness. consciousness is the true nature of all things in existence.
there is no evil in the universe. evil is a deficiency. the universe is infinite. that which is infinite has no deficiency. deficiency is a reflection of a finite existence.
the mind is infinite. pointing it in the direction of the universe will yield the best results for finite human existence. this does not require religion. this does not require government. this does not require economies.
this requires listening to the messages of the universe, understanding the messages, & using the lessons of the messages to better approach the universal self even though we are in a finite physical form.
make like this is easier done than said...
PEACE
...be calm...
the direction of your mind is the path of your body...
the nature of all things is the universe. the human mind is the grain of the universe's sand. the sand is infinite. the elements of the sand are infinite. the human mind is infinite.
the mind is not physical. thought has no beginning or end. there is no alpha or omega. energy is light is the universe is time is knowledge is god is all...
i am as you as we as all are god...
the human physical is limited. the finite vessel is unable to conduct itself in the likeness of the mind in it's infinite capacity. the physical form has definition. the existence of the physical shell is finite. this is not unique to the human shell. all physicals deteriorate & cease to exist at some point. the length of this activity is not relevant within the infinite scope of reality. some physicals follow this process significantly faster/slower than others.
this does not in any way minimize or negate the nature of reality.
the universe has been broadcasting messages to humans for an extremely long time. because the human's being is infinite, many of these messages are either not heard or horribly misinterpreted.
the result has been hundreds if not thousands of years of human conflict.
there are humans who understand the nature of reality but do not make it known. these humans perpetuate ignorance among other humans for selfish reasons. confusion, division, & fear are the apparent primary means of maintaining control of the ignorant.
clarity, unity, & courage would seem to be the answer. what is courage though?
forget courage. courage is only significant in being willing to sacrifice the physical realm for the sake of true consciousness. consciousness is the true nature of all things in existence.
there is no evil in the universe. evil is a deficiency. the universe is infinite. that which is infinite has no deficiency. deficiency is a reflection of a finite existence.
the mind is infinite. pointing it in the direction of the universe will yield the best results for finite human existence. this does not require religion. this does not require government. this does not require economies.
this requires listening to the messages of the universe, understanding the messages, & using the lessons of the messages to better approach the universal self even though we are in a finite physical form.
make like this is easier done than said...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, March 04, 2010
universal balance...
the challenge of finite being is actualizing your god/infinite nature in the physical realm...
as god all things are possible. this means that i can kill other humans & there are no other worldly repercussions. THIS DOES NOT MEAN IT IS OKAY! the universe & i as god in recognition of my infinite nature have neither a desire or purpose in actualizing such a - reality.
what possible + reality other than revolution on the path to true freedom would ever justify removing a fellow physical from this plane of existence? the cliché about great responsibility going in hand w/great power is real. it is truth.
the messages that the universe has been sending to the human animal through the human's physical form have not been properly received as yet. the nature of these messages is essentially the same across the entire planet. unfortunately, the message has been repeatedly distorted, forgotten, lost, perverted, etc.
the physical shell is the definition of your being as a member of the universe. our nature is an entirely different reality. our nature is our mind. our mind is infinite. our mind is the universe. this is what makes psychics not so mystical or fantastic. if a human is able to access the areas of the mind that contain universal information, the future & the past are non-existent.
it isn't mystical...
make like god is mysterious...
PEACE
...be calm...
as god all things are possible. this means that i can kill other humans & there are no other worldly repercussions. THIS DOES NOT MEAN IT IS OKAY! the universe & i as god in recognition of my infinite nature have neither a desire or purpose in actualizing such a - reality.
what possible + reality other than revolution on the path to true freedom would ever justify removing a fellow physical from this plane of existence? the cliché about great responsibility going in hand w/great power is real. it is truth.
the messages that the universe has been sending to the human animal through the human's physical form have not been properly received as yet. the nature of these messages is essentially the same across the entire planet. unfortunately, the message has been repeatedly distorted, forgotten, lost, perverted, etc.
the physical shell is the definition of your being as a member of the universe. our nature is an entirely different reality. our nature is our mind. our mind is infinite. our mind is the universe. this is what makes psychics not so mystical or fantastic. if a human is able to access the areas of the mind that contain universal information, the future & the past are non-existent.
it isn't mystical...
make like god is mysterious...
PEACE
...be calm...
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
am i who i be?
not necessarily...
i am infinite. it is my assertion based on the connection i have w/the universe that the mind is not a function of the brain. the brain is physical...the mind is not at all...
the mind generally has no ending or beginning that can be ascertained by human means. this is not an unreasonable observation. as god we are as infinite as our reality: the universe.
our minds are our connection to the reality in which we exist.
the great human problem is our inherent disconnection as finite beings w/our infinite reality.
tuning into the messages & listening to them can help to re-establish our connection to the universe.
apparently our finite nature has led to us developing & perpetuating various means of not only interfering w/the transmission of such messages, but also of negating many of the universal messages that can be tuned into.
our most common forms of global communication often work quite diligently toward creating further disconnection instead of re-establishing this natural connection that will exist as infinitely as our reality exists. the forms of communication are the various aspects of mainstream media that serve to influence humans to ignore the true nature of themselves & their reality.
how can i possibly be who i am when i am told i am otherwise than who i be?
make like ignorance of nature is beneficial to all...
PEACE
...be calm...
i am infinite. it is my assertion based on the connection i have w/the universe that the mind is not a function of the brain. the brain is physical...the mind is not at all...
the mind generally has no ending or beginning that can be ascertained by human means. this is not an unreasonable observation. as god we are as infinite as our reality: the universe.
our minds are our connection to the reality in which we exist.
the great human problem is our inherent disconnection as finite beings w/our infinite reality.
tuning into the messages & listening to them can help to re-establish our connection to the universe.
apparently our finite nature has led to us developing & perpetuating various means of not only interfering w/the transmission of such messages, but also of negating many of the universal messages that can be tuned into.
our most common forms of global communication often work quite diligently toward creating further disconnection instead of re-establishing this natural connection that will exist as infinitely as our reality exists. the forms of communication are the various aspects of mainstream media that serve to influence humans to ignore the true nature of themselves & their reality.
how can i possibly be who i am when i am told i am otherwise than who i be?
make like ignorance of nature is beneficial to all...
PEACE
...be calm...
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