i tend to look at things in a fashion that often appears to differ from what is considered the norm.
i also enjoy manipulating character sequences in an effort to create communicative forms of human expression.
the finite & the infinite...
the balance is critical.
this is not a mystical message.
i suppose i'm streaming & the thoughts may appear disjointed at some later point in time.
maintaining synchronization between the nature & the being is something some apparently do better than others. my syncing is a little off at times. i find observation of the results quite interesting. experiencing the results as they are being created can sometimes be particularly disturbing.
such is my finite experience.
either way i feel much more settled in awareness than in ignorance.
unfortunately, impatience sometimes obscures my ability to truly appreciate said awareness.
make like i don't have things to do...
PEACE
...be calm...
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
suddenly all the jokes aren't so funny...
A.D.D./A.D.H.D....
attention defeciet disorder/attention defeciet hyperactivity disorder...
i am tending to go w/the 3 as opposed to the 4 letter version. based on what i've recently studied it should be A.V.D. - attention variability disorder. looks like the abbreviation to a sequel in the Aliens v. Predators franchise.
long story short, it would appear that i have been suffering from an inconsistent ability to maintain my attention to whatever my entire life thus far. i must say the ideas that an individual w/A.D.D. lacks in intelligence are obviously not true in my case. such ideas are actually not true in many cases.
there are supposed to be several historically great humans who have suffered from this same condition.
my comprehension of my place in the universe does not help much w/this knowledge. my awareness of this condition of living fits right in w/the finite/infinite though. i have a known but variable gap that distinctly exists between my nature & my being.
how is that?
this condition is regarded as a neurological condition. this means it is a problem w/the way the brain (finite physical) functions. i have said prior that i receive messages & share them when i do. if the brain is not properly receiving/transmitting it's signals, this would explain the all over the placeness that i've experienced over the years.
it's quite frustrating to know how intelligent you are & to not seem to be able to provide the proof of such intelligence in one's style of living. my thoughts tend to be my only reward...
odd, interesting, & often frustrating dilemma...
make like i feel like thinking of something to put here right now...
PEACE
...be calm...
attention defeciet disorder/attention defeciet hyperactivity disorder...
i am tending to go w/the 3 as opposed to the 4 letter version. based on what i've recently studied it should be A.V.D. - attention variability disorder. looks like the abbreviation to a sequel in the Aliens v. Predators franchise.
long story short, it would appear that i have been suffering from an inconsistent ability to maintain my attention to whatever my entire life thus far. i must say the ideas that an individual w/A.D.D. lacks in intelligence are obviously not true in my case. such ideas are actually not true in many cases.
there are supposed to be several historically great humans who have suffered from this same condition.
my comprehension of my place in the universe does not help much w/this knowledge. my awareness of this condition of living fits right in w/the finite/infinite though. i have a known but variable gap that distinctly exists between my nature & my being.
how is that?
this condition is regarded as a neurological condition. this means it is a problem w/the way the brain (finite physical) functions. i have said prior that i receive messages & share them when i do. if the brain is not properly receiving/transmitting it's signals, this would explain the all over the placeness that i've experienced over the years.
it's quite frustrating to know how intelligent you are & to not seem to be able to provide the proof of such intelligence in one's style of living. my thoughts tend to be my only reward...
odd, interesting, & often frustrating dilemma...
make like i feel like thinking of something to put here right now...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, July 09, 2010
the human strikes again...
today i flipped out.
that is all, but all that is not.
awareness of nature does not preclude faults of being. hijacking my own blog makes days like this interesting if not challenging to discuss.
i've recently become aware of a particular flaw in my being. it is well documented but not all that well defined. the good thing is it is something that various other humans are well aware of. the problem is that not many humans are fully aware of the extent of said flaw.
i have been living w/this issue my entire finite existence as far as i am aware. the symptoms can make it quite difficult to assimilate w/the herd. oddly & pleasantly enough, i am not all that interested in assimilation anyway.
i am interested in living my finite such that i do not find menial tasks & stimuli frustrating to the point that i strongly desire to wil' the fuck out.
apparently this defined & documented flaw presents itself at times in distinctly intense flashes of anger. in my case these flashes are physically violent at times.
fortunately i have enough control over my being that i do not go around busting open humans when i am agitated.
the being & the nature are not well balanced. i can attest to this quite well w/my finite experience thus far. it is quite unsettling.
it is what it is...
make like finite being is conducive to infinite access to nature...
PEACE
...be calm...
that is all, but all that is not.
awareness of nature does not preclude faults of being. hijacking my own blog makes days like this interesting if not challenging to discuss.
i've recently become aware of a particular flaw in my being. it is well documented but not all that well defined. the good thing is it is something that various other humans are well aware of. the problem is that not many humans are fully aware of the extent of said flaw.
i have been living w/this issue my entire finite existence as far as i am aware. the symptoms can make it quite difficult to assimilate w/the herd. oddly & pleasantly enough, i am not all that interested in assimilation anyway.
i am interested in living my finite such that i do not find menial tasks & stimuli frustrating to the point that i strongly desire to wil' the fuck out.
apparently this defined & documented flaw presents itself at times in distinctly intense flashes of anger. in my case these flashes are physically violent at times.
fortunately i have enough control over my being that i do not go around busting open humans when i am agitated.
the being & the nature are not well balanced. i can attest to this quite well w/my finite experience thus far. it is quite unsettling.
it is what it is...
make like finite being is conducive to infinite access to nature...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
the latest reworking...
in year 5 of producing this expression of human/universal communication i've made some changes. the changes reflect the way(s) i see the reality that we all share. for whatever reason, i see things that some do not wish or bother to see. it would additionally appear that i do not fear speaking the truth.
sadly these traits are not that useful in sharing knowledge when those who recognize their own deficiency in knowledge are willing to work to maintain said deficiency.
make like embracing ignorance is productive...
PEACE
...be calm...
sadly these traits are not that useful in sharing knowledge when those who recognize their own deficiency in knowledge are willing to work to maintain said deficiency.
make like embracing ignorance is productive...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, July 05, 2010
limited transmissions...
i usually establish a goal for posts per month. i don't generally like to make more than 1 post a calendar day, but sometimes i do. since i'm now actually maintaining multiple virtual communication forums, the posts may get light.
10 posts is usually solid for a minimum, but forcing posts is not something i find interesting. perhaps the posting will return to the more finite realm for a few days/weeks.
i suppose it will be however it is...
make like post quotas are imperative...
PEACE
...be calm...
10 posts is usually solid for a minimum, but forcing posts is not something i find interesting. perhaps the posting will return to the more finite realm for a few days/weeks.
i suppose it will be however it is...
make like post quotas are imperative...
PEACE
...be calm...
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