the human strikes again...

today i flipped out.

that is all, but all that is not.

awareness of nature does not preclude faults of being. hijacking my own blog makes days like this interesting if not challenging to discuss.

i've recently become aware of a particular flaw in my being. it is well documented but not all that well defined. the good thing is it is something that various other humans are well aware of. the problem is that not many humans are fully aware of the extent of said flaw.

i have been living w/this issue my entire finite existence as far as i am aware. the symptoms can make it quite difficult to assimilate w/the herd. oddly & pleasantly enough, i am not all that interested in assimilation anyway.

i am interested in living my finite such that i do not find menial tasks & stimuli frustrating to the point that i strongly desire to wil' the fuck out.

apparently this defined & documented flaw presents itself at times in distinctly intense flashes of anger. in my case these flashes are physically violent at times.

fortunately i have enough control over my being that i do not go around busting open humans when i am agitated.

the being & the nature are not well balanced. i can attest to this quite well w/my finite experience thus far. it is quite unsettling.

it is what it is...

make like finite being is conducive to infinite access to nature...

PEACE
...be calm...