for many years i have considered self a nocturnal creature. my comprehension of AVD gives me reason to believe this is yet another aspect of my finite existence that is shaped by the aforementioned.
why?
most directly, there are few other humans up during the hours that i find most pleasurable to move about. it is quieter. there are significantly less distractions. i am far more functional in such an environment. i am able to sustain linear thought patterns for far longer when undisturbed by various other randomly occurring stimuli.
the problem w/trying to live this way permanently is that it negates 1 of the more important environmental needs of those w/AVD: human fellowship.
there aren't a great many other humans that keep such hours. when i no longer desire to be left undisturbed, it is quite difficult to find any solidly + human interaction during nocturnal maneuverings.
focus & balance...
i am far more peaceful & settled when i am able to move along w/o being jostled about & overstimulated...
god lives to further comprehend the specifics of my gap management...
make like easy is the way of the truth...
PEACE
...be calm...
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