staying w/the self...

tuning self w/the universe is not simply done. repeat NOT SIMPLY DONE...

constant work is needed. i suppose some humans are better at it than others. that would explain maniacs that off their entire fam simply 'cause they had a few unsettling experiences.

i have throwed off tendancies w/my finite being, but i'm far more in touch w/my infinite than to fuck around & do some nut ass shit like that.

i realize now as i'm getting older that panic is not a means to solution finding. it is often the repsonse seen when problems appear to have no readily available solution.

panic has led me to follow finite thoughts into dark places in the past. when the finite is darkest, it is in the best interest of self to make all efforts to enhance consciousness of the infinite nature. knowledge of the truth combined w/consciousness is an endless source of light.

god lives through...

...as in through the bullshit, through trials & tribulations, through the various errors of judgement that result in finite being courses of action. sometimes it is easier to clear the fog than others.

consequences can be a motherfucker!

depending on the choice(s) made, some decisions can permenantly end the pursuit to build self. building is the best means to close this gap that exists between the finite being & the infinite nature.

ceasement of being is not conducive to building...

we build individually as finite beings to enhance the collective consciousness. 1 less builder means that much more work towards handling the gap for the rest of us. through the collective consciousness we have a far greater capacity to deal w/this gap. the individual is truly only relevant w/respect to the collective...

too many do not have a solid grip on this concept of our reality.

there was a time when frustration prevented me from realizing the true value of the continued search. as a result i allowed discouragement to negatively influence my decisions. it can be difficult, but it is of ultimate importance to continue to build self & share knowledge w/others.

when faced w/problems, not addressing them is usually not the most efficient course of action.

build. adapt. grow. move on...

no matter where the physical travels, self will come along for the ride. deal w/reality. fuck a fantasy...

make like god is unseen...

PEACE
...be calm...