Thursday, October 21, 2010

the search for excitement...

the problems that i have w/my home life seem to stem greatly from the frustration i feel w/the home i've created.

too many distractions. the young humans are quite oblivious to most of what it is i try to instill in them. this is pretty much the norm in most interactions between young & older humans. the problem w/me is i tend to get overly bent out of shape.

unacceptable.

i often try to consider their behavior & actions in terms of what i was like at their ages. i find that many older humans ignore such considerations. it is a difficult thing to maintain during those especially trying moments.

anger is not received well by young humans. anger is not really received well by any human when you fully consider it. how can 1 human expect to effectively communicate to another while presenting their messages through the haze of anger?

i am frustrated w/my frustration at this point.

this is not an exciting situation.

to know what is needed is not quite the same as actually acquiring it...

make like i don't need to get my shit together better...

PEACE
...be calm...

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