smoke this in ya brain pipe...

don't fuck w/me...

seriously. WTF is wrong w/humans?

very simple consideration:

no humans in existence, does religion still exist?

very simple answer:

fuck no!

religion is a creation of the human mind in order to process the unfathomable nature of a finite being's existence within the infinite universe. no humans = no religion.

nature neither promotes nor practices religion & exists just fine w/o it. apparently unlike every other thing that exists in the universe, humans don't seem to be able to come to terms w/their grain of sand existence as physical beings.

ahh, the folly of the finite vessel...

make like humans will actually figure out their true place in the universe's community of physical realities...

PEACE
...be calm...

things learned the wrong way...

sometimes it makes no sense at all to actually follow directions or protocol. i have to admit that this is a life lesson that took me a while to absorb. in many ways i'm a direction type person. i'm no robot, but i'm the guy who says "where's the instructions?"

most times, there are no instructions, but even when there are, many people seem to find it more feasible to just wing it.

then you have the assholes that just don't follow the standard procedures because they don't seem to live in the same universe as everyone else...

i'm a little irritated. fucking asshole at my job brings his whole family to the job on some bullshit, but i'm not allowed to bring my youngest to see what we do for work. WTF!

i suppose that's what i get for asking for permission, instead of doing like the verbal hemorrhage and just doing whatever i feel like...

never ceases to amaze me...

make like this guy isn't flapping his gums out of control right now...

PEACE
...be calm...

unrepentant sheep slayer...

just to set the record straight...

fuck Orenthal...

i always said he did that shit. that bastard is a double murderer who somehow got away w/that shit...

money does amazing things in this society...

i can't stand Tyler Perry. he's the new Spike Lee. Spike's movies suck ass. i don't give a fuck if he keeps makin'em, they generally tend to suck gargantuan ass. the worse part about it is they usually have mad potential, & he somehow manages to direct the shit into a film. BLEECH!

Perry is just a joke. this is a guy who has become a millionaire by essentially minstreling himself. Madea is a bullshit stereotype character with no real comedic value whatsoever. WTF!

any time you have Janet Jackson as your lead actress in a film, you have a serious fucking problem. she sucks in every film she has ever starred in. technically, she isn't even a vocalist. she is a pop star who seems to have lost the ability to determine when her shine is no longer existent. fuck Janet's nose & fake tits too...

why do i emphasize these thoughts/comments?

because there are idiholes who believe that just because you are of a particular ethnicity, that you follow along w/certain patterns of thought as a result.

fuck that...

O.J. killed the shit outta those 2 Europeans...

take it from an African...

& fuck Chris Brown's corny ass too...

if you're gonna be dumb enough to beat a woman, be smart enough to take the heat for your pussy ass behavior...

make like i believe the perpetuation of prejudice & racism is not a means of divide & conquer that serves to keep the common people divided & controlled...

PEACE ...
be calm...

lis-sen...

why in the fuck do people ignore the fact that you identify yourself w/a particular name & chose to call you some other name instead?

WTF is that all about?

for some odd reason, cats at the gig seem to want to do this. no one calls me by my full 1st, but these cats persist to do so. for some odd reason, no matter how i sig emails & whatnot, they continue to use my full 1st.

i'm not that bent about it, i just don't feel like hearing it. not like my name is busted or anything, i just prefer the shortened version.

speaking of names, i have no idea who gave me this name or why. i asked my mean ass grandmother once, but i completely forget what she told me. ah well, guess i'll never know, 'cause i won't be asking her again...

make like my full 1st actually has some familial significance...

PEACE
...be calm...

what the nacky frack!

another week down the tube(s).

it is intriguing that certain limitations are placed on expectations for reasonable human accomplishment based on age.

i had an idea of some shit to discuss, but this ain't it. i'm not quite feeling this subject, but it's something that has been popping off in the mind lately.

why do cats say "you're too old," or "you're too young," to do whatever. fuck that. as long as you're not violating any laws, what difference does it really make one way or the other?

i thought today about a story of a turtle born to a cowardly lion who lost his hair and an angry ass elephant who fills her memories full of lies. i might do something w/this, don't know...

the fuck is wrong w/76'rs management? Elton Brand! are you serious? i so wish i had noted this during the summer when they were trying hype up this acquisition. Brand & bum both start w/"b." WTF!

Illadelph sports is almost always on some ol' bullshit. fuck'em...

GO STEELERS!

make like i don't have any reason to doubt the winning potential of Illadelph professional sports organizations...

PEACE
...be calm...

arrgh! i crush you voice box...

what exactly is karma?

is it real?

i'll do some research, but likely, karma isn't much different from the other human attempts to explain our unexplainable position in the goings on of the infinite universe.

i would look it up & post a link like i usually do, but i don't friggin' feel like it.

this dude at the gig will not shut the fuck up. it is quite a reminder of how peeps must feel when i won't shut the fuck up. problem is, i at least have some goddamn science about my shit.

this cat is practically scienceless...

so anyway, perhaps this is to lead me to not only appreciate the sanctity of my mind's peace, but to better respect the strength of not saying any goddamned thing at all sometimes...

make like i'm not hungry right fucking now...

PEACE
...be calm...

is the universe gay or what?

following some recent thought patterns, what is the significance of gender and/or preference from a spiritual perspective?

much like the insignificance of ethnicity w/spiritual consideration, i have to say i strongly propose that it really doesn't matter at all. i patently do not believe that homosexuality is natural, but so what. humans do tons of shit that is universally unnatural.

why are gender, preference, and ethnicity for that matter, such fucked up issues in human experience?

fucking crazy humans...

make like all humans are not different versions of the same damn animal...

PEACE
...be calm...

gom blib segonday...

loose translation:

STEELERS BABY!!!!

make like i didn't almost lose my voice yelling @ the game last night...

PEACE
...be calm...

the art of savanting one's idiocy...

according to my maternal progenitor, i am an idiot savant. why in the fuck would she ever tell anyone something like that? 'cause she was throwed the fuck off. call it hate. call it whatever you'd like, but that was pretty dark to say the least. i prefer to call it the evilness that seemed to prevail in her human minglings. i try not to function in such a way. don't wanna die like she did...

i find the incorrect assessment interesting at this stage in my human existence for a very significant reason: i am an artist.

i have been artistic my entire life. sadly, my intellectual prowess became the beloved characteristic of my emotionally dysfunctional biological contributors. perhaps it's the Taurus in me, but i have consistently found ways to resuscitate the life of my true nature. somehow, many people seem to believe that artistic types are not quite intellectual. i find this odd. my studies recall various cats that clearly do not support such ideas. Mr. DaVinci especially sheds light on the foolishness of such concepts.

i suppose one could neglect intellectual endeavors for the sake of purely artistic pursuits, but the abilities of the artist benefit from the accumulation of knowledge no different from the perceived academic. how do you improve your natural skill level w/o study? does not one's natural ability become more finely tuned through the practice of one's study? this applies to many if not all fields. which athlete performs better, the one w/raw talent, or the one w/raw talent & a high capacity for understanding the strategy & mechanics of the athletic endeavor?

i am quite excited to be in a position where i can truly support my artistic endeavors far more vigorously than at any time in my human journey so far. no thanks to either of my cell donors, i am beginning to realize levels of creative energy & expression that i have only previously dreamt about.

resilience is making life work...

make like i hope the Cardinals win the Super Bowl...

PEACE
...be calm...

the angry black man...

life's progress has lead me to be far more considerate & peaceful w/respect to my universal being. there is nothing more significant than my spiritual presence & what it represents in the universe.

that said, it is mildly frustrating to consider that as a human, in my finite being state of mind, that i will likely not ever have the choice of ignoring my ethnic nationality. the idea of Black/African-American history month is blah & stank to me.

WTF is an African-American? how often other than here are European-Americans referred to as such? i could be a Native/Irish/Whatever African nationality-American. again, i will likely never get to know such a thing. Africa is not a fucking country. Chinese, Korean, Japanese, Thai, etc. people do not refer to themselves generally as Asian-Americans. it isn't something to necessarily focus on in an effort to be permanently irate, but it is an issue.

thanks to the African Holocaust, my ethnic nationality is as ambiguous as whatever the fuck. i'm not rolling like A. Haley, so i'm not about to go looking for my original peeps. even if i did, there is the sick realization that i may be unacceptable to those cats. imagine that...

this is 1 of the reasons i remain independent in my thoughts & continue to explore this sick as thing we all agree is our perceived reality...

make like Obama isn't the guy who recently secured presence in history...

PEACE
...be calm...