hell's meanderings...

'the fuck am i here to accomplish?

not a question you want to be asking on a regular basis. leads to disturbing thought patterns. story of my life thus far.

have a message, but not necessarily the most satisfactory methods to disseminate to a thoroughly unwilling audience...

i am the 1st to clearly acknowledge that whatever suffering i perceive to experience pales in comparison to thousands/millions of other beings, but it is suffering no less painful to me.

is that selfish? perhaps.

fuck it.

maybe my idealism blinds me to believe that none should suffer, at least not to the extent that many do in this era of human existence. is there not enough global resource to do away w/such shit?

are professional sports necessary for humans to live? anyone bored enough to add the salaries of all those involved in pro sports? athletes, coaches, & executive staff? what's the total on that? how does it compare to the current deficit?

how much does it cost to produce the various forms of entertainment programming for media consumption? billions? trillions?

CGI isn't free is it? is it needed?

i know food, shelter, healthcare, etc. is...

humans are pretty fucked up if you consider the complete lack of priority that pervades the daily existence of the species.

this is not a reflection of high intelligence at all.

choice ≠ intellectual prowess

WTF!

make like the human race actually has this shit all figured out...

PEACE
...be calm...