a throwback holdover...

quite redundant i suppose.

regardless, being a universal spiritualist, i tend to thank the universe for revelations & life lessons. this week's events at the hated gig are an excellent example. i procrastinate far too much considering my level of talent & potential. these would be holdovers from the low self-esteem days. sad...

the events cracked my god time into brief sync w/common time. i need to get my ass moving & groovin' to get the fuck outta this gig. i have to kick my true career in the ass & get it moving forward at a more productive pace. i am audio. i have to be what i am & do watido as i like to witter...
and here's the throwback:

growing up as a Christian, imagine that, i was taught to thank god for the positives. i guess i was just supposed to ignore the negatives. no, i almost forgot, the negative shit was all the devil's fault. imagine...

fuck all that.

back to the throwback...

i still thank the universe for my lessons & perceived blessings. the huge difference is that there are lessons in the negative situations as well. as such, i thank the universe for all my lessons. why is this a throwback? based on the core of my belief as revealed by the universe, it does not quite matter if i thank or not. the universe just is. it does not need or require explanation. it answers to no one, especially not a singular individual in its infinite reality.

imagine that...

make like all things in existence including humans are not as grains of sand...

PEACE
...be calm...