Saturday, February 27, 2010

perpetuating the message...

the message has existed for a very long time.

various humans over the course of our existence have tried to shape the message into language & form that can be easily absorbed by other humans.

where is the problem?

humans are prone to failure. we are finite in being.

though we are infinite in nature, our finite physical being destines us for our share of failures. this occurs individually as well as collectively.

the challenge of life is to overcome your finite being in order to embrace your godly/infinite nature.

I-N-F-I-N-I-T-E...

nature.

the message.

do not make the mistake of confusing the messages of the universe w/the messengers who work to make them available to you...

make like humans have this shit all figured out (self included)...

PEACE
...be calm...

to dispute that which is easily seen...

i do no hate organized religion.

i try to respect the belief of others as much as possible. differing spiritual paths is natural to our being as individual humans all heading to the same destination.

the problem is that many seem to not realize that what they believe & what actually exists is not exactly the same thing.

belief is great.

the truth is far greater.

the truth exists whether believed or not.

the truth exists even when not consciously recognized as being.

the universe exists in its nature regardless of whatever beliefs &/or belief systems humans devise &/or adhere to.

an inability to see what is seems to often lead to the manufacture of theories, myths, & tales of what people believe may be...

the truth is. it requires no theories, myths, or tales.

how can anyone question in sound mind that which is seen on a daily basis to be what is?

make like the universe is not the all & 1...

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, February 26, 2010

lies...


this is an angry post...

i hate fucking lies.

what is the use of a lie other than to hurt yourself? the deception of other humans can only lead to some perceived personal gain.

ultimately the dangers caused by establishing a dishonest connection w/other humans outweigh whatever gains we believe are accumulated through such a connection.

there are so many ways such a connection leads to inevitable failure. most prominent in my mind is the maintenance of an ignorant state of mind for another human. how is such an endeavor ever to be perceived as honorable in any way?

the universe is infinite. knowledge is infinite. to embrace or promote ignorance is against the nature of our very being as aspects of the universe. lies do nothing short of creating ignorance for the benefit of self. only in ignorance can the truth be denied or obscured. why deny or obscure knowledge from anyone?

it is ungodly to lie.

the fact that humans lie so much & have done so for so long is a testament to our finite nature w/respect to our infinite being...

make like humans have a fucking clue...

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, February 19, 2010

getting it together...

always w/the focus.

my lack of focus is the focus so that i can change my locus. this is not a geographical but metaphysical locus. i have to continue to attack my lack of focus. it cannot be allowed to scabatage my endeavors in life.

it really helps to understand that the problem isn't that i'm bored, or foggy, or whatever. it's purely a lack of focus. it has certain benefits that manifest when it's time to multi-task, but it also has negative side effects.

the negatives are what i have to overcome. i have to create situations where the nature of my focus is a powerful tool instead of a potential stumbling block.

as god this is entirely within my reach. it's ashamed that more humans do not comprehend better our relationship to the universe. the universe is god. we are all pieces of the universe. god is not a seperate entity. the entire universe is god. as such we are god as well. we are simply a particular physically limited manifestation of the universe. mentally we are still as close as we can get to being infinite while being in a physical shell.

no books. no organizations. no crazy stories. no need...

god is...

the universe is...

we are...

through god all things are possible...

make like god is not all being...

PEACE
...be calm...

Friday, February 12, 2010

letting too many things slide...

my focus is important. if i do have ADHD there is now a sensible explanation for why i tend to multitask so well, but sometimes not.

seems odd, but hyper-focus is 1 of the effects of ADHD. it can be quite helpful when used for + purposes. if i do it on the bullshit, it leads to anxiety, depression, & in extreme cases, efforts to merc self...

it's a damn good thing i had enough sense to realize that the technique i was using to walk the path of my physical existence had some serious flaws in it. it now appears that a good portion of the flaws are directly related to my issues w/focus.

knowing this shit really helps me to remind myself more frequently that i need to finish what i start, not start too many things at 1 time, & to use my apparent gift of hyper-focus in a way that will benefit my progressive goals...

1 thing i definitely have to do is pay slightly closer attention to the household bills & when they get financially satisfied...

make like i don't literally forget to pay some of the utility bills...

PEACE
...be calm...

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

time to make a donation to the commode...

why?

because i have an extremely low tolerance for bullshit...get it...bull (Taurus) & i gotta take a shit...LOL!

BBIAF...

i've been doing a lot of audio studying lately. this shit feels real good. i truly do love what i do when i'm in my environment.

i went to sit in on a college radio show this dude that lived in my dorm had. i knew after that i wanted to fuck w/music on a more professional level. that shit was the bizzle. the equipment was no where near top of the line, but i gave infinitely less than a fuck about that.

all i know is that whenever i'm around audio i'm in a heightened state of consciousness. i feel my connection to the universe that much more when fucking w/audio. this is my shit. the more i learn, the better i feel about this shit...

i'm getting hype just writing about this shit. i'm typing faster 'n' shit...LOL!

calm it down sir...shit!

i just don't give a fuck anymore. this is my shit. the trick for me now is to maintain my shit ridden focus. now that i am more keyed in on the fact that i have serious problems w/maintaining long-term focus, i can redirect my hyperfocus issues toward staying on task w/my long-term plans.

if i fuck this up, then i lose what i love...unacceptable...

make like i give 2 fucks about going mainstream...

PEACE
...be calm...

Thursday, February 04, 2010

trying to kill the ill...

what exactly does shit feel like?

i say this because many people seem to say that's what they feel like when experiencing the level of discomfort i currently am.

do i really feel like shit?

do i stink?

am i mushy?

did i come out of an asshole?

i probably wouldn't even be posting this pseudo-rant if i didn't feel like compressed shit (WTFIT?)...

speaking of shit, i have to take a shit. i'm not coming back to this when i'm done shitting. i'm going to go shit, wilf, & then go finish watching this movie from Netflix...

make like i'm going to my appointment today to infect the doctor...

PEACE
...be calm...

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

obesity is no friend to me...

i tend to joke that i don't fuck w/fat people 'cause the egg donor was overweight & caused me so many issues. this may have something to do w/it, but the reality is i just don't fuck w/fat people.

i'm on PT today & some obesicule decides that i don't look cramped enough in my seat & asks me to move so she can sit by the window. swollemite then proceeds to wiggle, litter, eat candy, & disturb my nostrils w/some kind of snack chip. WTF! it's bad enough she's squirming around, but she has to be littering & eating chips too?

it probably wouldn't have been so bad if i had sat elsewhere, but i had to watch the shit i picked up from the store. i would've sat in the old folks seats, but i wanted to make sure i wasn't in the way for anyone in a wheel/motorized chair.

to top it all off i've got a head cold today. i dozed while i was riding & this caused mucus to go down into my throat. i had to hold that shit 'cause i didn't have anywhere to spit it out. i had to hold that shit until i got off the bus near the crib...ultra shitay!

adventures on PT!

make like i live to hug fat motherfuckers...

PEACE
...be calm...