more work = less posts...

that's pretty self explanatory.

looks like i might not be as assed out as i thought in the whip department. i always said i didn't want a note, but if i try to wait until i save enough to get a more reliable vehicle, i'll have to rely on Crepta to get to the gig in the suburbs. i'm not really feeling that shit. there is actually a bus that stops near the gig, but that turns my 40m commute into a 150m commute. big difference considering sleep, family and life activity arrangements. i actually like riding public transportation (PT), but when it's time to grocery shop or get to locations outside the city proper, PT just doesn't get it done consistently. anyway, i've got a couple of lines on some vehicles and i actually got pre-approved for from my preferred financial institution. i just have to find something within the budget and keep the note under $150. that's the goal. now i've got 30 days to find a ride and make sure it's safe. that's not an easy task, but it's good to know i've got the option...

make like i ain't gettin' ridda Needa...

PEACE

Ineeda...

new motherfuckin' car.

nuff said. well not really, but the fucking engine has a bad cylinder with fucking oil in it. isn't that just the shit? and how about i didn't find this out until after i bought new tires ($200) and got a tune-up & oil change ($225). ain't that some hot shit? $425 later and i find out this piece of shit car has finally given up on me. oh well, WTF can i do? i could spend another $950+ to get a used engine installed! [FUCKING YAAY!] am i going to do that nut ass shit? of course not. i'm going to sell Needa as is and try to get what cash i can out of her ass. unfortunately, i don't have enough saved up yet to get another joint and use Needa as a trade. sucks to be my ride.

speaking of sucks i gotta start paying off my school debt soon. i found out i owe $300+ in monthly installments for the next 15-20 years. [HOLYSHITWOW!] good to see someone will be experiencing some financial gain from my recent status change to college graduate. too bad it ain't me yet...

ah well, at least the Steelers won the Super Bowl last season. of course, that has nothing to do with this season. [SHEESH!] i had to drop Rothlisberger from my fantasy squad on Yahoo! ah well, guess i can't monopolize taking an 'L.' too bad i don't get paid for mine like they've been. imagine that: professional athletes not getting paid when they lose games. sounds too much like right...

make like my car isn't shitting all over me...

PEACE

#1 reason to have steady income...

so you can buy a fucking house.

i'm tired of renting. i applied for a mortgage w/my local financial service provider. doesn't look good though. my savings isn't like that yet, and my employment history isn't the most loan friendly. anyways, i tried this a coupla years ago, but i had an asshole landlord who managed to fuck that shit up. this is some extremely important shit. basically i wanna build a studio in my crib. key part to that fucking sentence is MY. i don't wanna be moving equipment around and i don't wanna have to keep getting permission to make alterations to my domicile. not really a difficult decision: gotta get my own crizzle.

i'm not a materialistic type, but i would like to own properties. notice the 's.' that's not an accident. my problem is my late ass start at getting my fucking life to be some type of productive. at least that's one of my problems anyway. probably more significant is the inordinate ratio of lint to cash in my pockets. it's rather difficult to manage your debts using lint...

make like i'm just a rich fucker...

PEACE

eye yam tire add shhh eat!

did a 12 at the new gig and then came home and got new tires put on Needa the $ eata. almost fucked up my rim trying to drive to the garage on the shitty flat tire. i thought i could make it, but it pulled off of the rim as i was turning onto the garage's street (about 5 blocks from the actual garage mind you). had to make an emer ringo 2 da cribo for the wifo to bring me a tiro. fortunately, when my old fronts balded to the wire, i kept 1 on it's original rim. had to bust that one on the ride to finish my trip to the garage.

thought i was gonna get some rest, but the wife shitted on me and went to a meeting instead. YAAAY! oh well, at least Needa's tires got fixed. she needs a friggin' tune-up now. sheesh. oh well, looks like i have to find some kind of way to occupy myself without falling asleep on the kids...

make like i'm so interested in all the T. O. stories this week...

PEACE

i'm getting fat and i don't like it...

ever since i turned the big tre nada, my metabolism has been making up for all those years of Captain Skinny Dude! up 'til now, i've been pretty comfortable with my new found ability to keep my weight above 200lbs. now my shit is getting out of hand. my fucking clothes are uncomfortable. it's mostly my pants. in fact, it's primarily my pants. i do need to cop some slightly bigger dress shirts, but my pants are on some other shit. worst things is, it isn't my waist. my waist is essentially still the same size. my goddamn gut is on a mission. i friggin' look like i swallowed Needa's donut spare.

the problem is that i've become extremely sedentary over the past 8 years. there was a time when i used to ride my mountain bike all over the city. now i spend my time flattening my office chair and breaking the driver's seat from my ass being to damn big. i used to be pretty good at motivating myself to do push ups and crunches in addition to riding my bizell. i'm like Captain Lazy Fuck nowadays. i gotta snap outta this shit.

part of the problem is my depressive states, but i refuse to use that as an excuse. i'm just mad fuckin' lazy nowadays. gotta get my shizzle ta gizzle.

make way for the fat man...

make like the Titans are not Haynesworthless...

PEACE