back to the essence...blessings of the universe...

okay, i'm gonna be on some slightly mystical stuff for a few secs...


comprehend

family is not

what's blood or genes

or who birthed who and when

family is

what's faithful and honest

and who nurtures again and again

discover

family is not

attached with strings

to yank and pull your card

family is

attached by heart

and reflects the image of god

family does not

weigh with brow beaten decision

to condemn and trivialize your efforts

family does

consider without condition

to support and recognize the validity of your life goals

family

a reflection of the universe's love

for all things in it's creation

family is

the universe's love

family is love

ready to riot...

i don't like this country and/or its socio-political/economic climate. i am decidedly not happy with living amongst the crumbsnatchers. i'm trying to make cake over here & these crackheads keep settling for the stale crumbs of the powers that be. fuck'em...

i'm a li'l pissed that i'm not going to see E. Badu in concert. WTF! everytime she tours i fucking find a way to miss it. WTF! i don't believe in destiny, but how in the hell do i miss every show? that's like the time i got tix to see Sade in concert. that was 1 of the greatest live shows i have ever recalled seeing. i went w/my nut ass father. YAAAAY!

so it is what it is. it's good that she's selling tix to the extent that i couldn't get any good seats in NY, Baltimore, or the Illadelph. i refuse to go all the way to D.C. to see a show. goddamn it. i was really looking forward to the show.

on a brighter note, i get to watch Gojira this evening w/the youngest god. 2 gods watching Zils fuck shit up. that's hot as fuck. almost as good as watching mature media offerings with the god partner. one must come to recognize the small joys of life as the great victories that they are. small joys when properly embraced become huge triumphs in the war against the evils that humans do. embrace the joy and light in life w/o ignoring the darkness of reality and you may find that you have discovered how to perform as a human at near optimum levels...

on that note, make like i am not that which i am and always will have been be...

PEACE
...be calm...

impetus for change...

the world needs artists. at least humans do anyway. artists are the true prophets of human society. without artists to embrace the forbidden, humans wouldn't have much of shit right about now. even in the realms of so-called science. it is the creative thinking scientist that makes the new discoveries. the usual shit just doesn't usually cut it. innovators, inventors, entrepreneurs, etc., these are all artistic minded people. a creative vision must exist at some point to influence one to devise a plan of actualization. yet in still, academia will attempt in many cases of the common human's concern to minimize or completely discredit the function of art & artists in human society. art serves as historical record. as logistical/geographic record. as interpretive thought provoking discussion piece. this last one is the real killer, discussion.

communication is a premium, and no one seems to want to communicate about anything significant. people talk all day, every day, about not one goddamned significant thing. meanwhile, some of the most important topics known to humans everywhere are commonly regarded as taboo. sex. politics. religion. if i can't talk about this shit, then fuck it: here, take my damn tongue, it's practically useless. why limit the perpetuation of common knowledge amongst common people? makes sense if it's powerful knowledge and certain l'il freaks don't want to share all that shit commonly. limited knowledge easily leads to false wisdom. wisdom appears to be the guide of life. it's like Jiminy Cricket, but not at all really.

the bottom line is [since i clearly went wandering off in my brain somewhere...] change does not occur w/o suffering. that is a human fact of history. so fuck it, i'm down w/change. bring it on you little fuckers.

on that note, make like my younger sister has some goddamned sense at all...

PEACE
...be calm...

with a black & tan in hand...

as i stroll off into the sun that sets
i relax a bit for w/o a jest
life's hardship shant get me down
if i'm not there who'll be around
abandoned i refuse to be
even if i'm the only one supporting me
i'll stand alone
i'll stand so tall
i'll stand even though
it's me that's all
i'll stand up straight
and be so proud
just to stand out
from the crowd
i'll be the one unlike the rest
i try so hard and do my best
i know for sure i'm doing my job
when the average cat says
this nigga's odd...

some thoughts to do when i am me and you are you

make like i haven't been a poet my entire life, if not my entire adult life...

BONUS-

make like my younger sister isn't fucking up her life w/utterly useless attachments to dead people...

PEACE
...be calm...

closing out 03 w/the importance of finance...

i don't much care for nor adhere to the reasoning that society today is tiered more by racial/ethnic disparity than economic disparity. a simple statement should clear up any ambiguity here. humans generally seem to only focus on the ethnicity of less affluent humans. sure, prejudice & racism are everyday factors, but not to the extent that most U.S. influenced humans would believe. a rich person is just that. generally speaking, rich people do not tend to become poor. this is not to say that it is unreasonable to expect, or that it does not happen. the point is that once a certain level of financial status has been achieved by a group or individual, the group or individual tends to do any and every thing they want to do.

poor folks do not have such luxury. an awareness of econ & financial issues could go a long way towards success in life. arranging, observing, and investing in one's financial resources are empowering activities. a proper understanding of the stock exchange and other resources is far more likely to remove destitution from a living situation than any government funded stimulus package. it's very much like the Jesus parable dealing w/the fish & the fishing rod. fuck the fish man. get yourself a rod and find out where the fish bite. get your own fish. fuck around and get your own rod too. make that shit. fuck hand outs.

most of this shit is knowledge based. it takes time to study and understand the concepts that govern the markets that make up global commerce. time and study. shit that most cats do not wanna fucking do. time and study. time to find the shit that is pertinent to changing/improving your life condition. study that shit to put it in the practice of changing/improving your life condition. if you think race is still that much of a barrier, then you must not have been alive much over the last 20-25 years. O.J. Simpson blew all that shit outta the water in such a dramatic way that cats are still trying to stick his ass.

consider, this guy murdered or assisted in the murder of 2 Europeans and did no real prison time whatsoever. the civil case went against him, and he's still doing whatever the fuck he wants to do. if race was really the issue it is portrayed to be, O.J. would have been lynched by now. seriously. don't even think about it. acknowledge the fact that this shit is the reality that it is. O.J. is still running around fucking up, but we live in a dominantly racist Western society. does that shit make any damn sense at all? hells fucking no...

it's the finance people. get that motherfucking finance. don't get paid, get invested. don't spend it, grow it. don't think it, know it. this is the real shit folks...

make like my younger sister has any goddamned sense at all...

PEACE
...be calm...

interestingly enough...

i just realized how it may seem quite contradictory to use the word nigger and/or negro, while being clearly established as opposing the use of the word colored by the NAAP. perhaps this is my human side being limited, but i'll hold to my distaste for the word colored. the youngest god explained that he enjoyed using the word fuck in the phrase "fuck you." now, most aged gods would have a serious problem with a young god using such language. i had to respect the young god's conscious awareness of the fact that certain phrases and words in speech are actually enjoyable to use. this even applies to some of the inappropriate words and phrases. i say this to point out that there is nothing remotely enjoyable or interesting about using the word colored in speech or writing. WTF? perhaps it is because colored makes no goddamned sense to me. WTF is a colored? that word describes every-fucking-body on this entire goddamned planet with such perfect ambiguity that is essentially a useless word. again, WTF! colored. hey, look at that colored man w/his blond hair & blue eyes. his skin is pinkish. wow, he really has some interesting colors to him...

fucking colored? how fucking inane. i can't get upset about nigger or even negro like this. at least it has a rooted definition in something that cannot be deemed ambiguous. fucking plants & animals are colored. the entire fucking universe is nothing but colored. how in the hell could you possibly ever refer to anything as colored in an effort to distinguish it from any other thing. that to me is patently inefficient use of symbolic thought. it is offensive because it is supremely, universally even, ignorant as all hell and fiery brimstone (that one is for the Easter Christians, just a little gift egg for ya...). suffice it to say, it's just ungodly ignorant to use such a word to try to distinguish anything in existence from anything else in existence: colored. stupidity. yes.

moving on, i will continue to advocate for the dilution of the word nigger and its derivatives. more power to Damaon Wayans and his like for their efforts to do the same. this include Eddie Griffin. artists are the prophets. that's why humans discredit, demean, minimize and kill art. history has shown that prophets have rarely ever been loved and embraced at the times of their prophetic revelations...it's some more stupid human trick manifestation...

make like nigger is actually an offensive word...

PEACE
...be calm...

fuck the bullshit media ploy Nas has decided to use for his album title...

yeah, i'm back again. i'm currently debating whether or not to incorporate the use of a word that is unnecessarily controversial into these pages of thought. if i've never mentioned it, i am a huge fan of Aaron McGruder & The Boondocks, in whatever its form. i think i am especially excited about the writing that is going into season 2 of the series on Adult Swim. it's great. McGruder is channeling the universe in such a proficient way. it is highly impressive. i recently came to the conclusion that artists are the great messengers of the human race. artists will discuss, address, and/or expose issues that the average status quo joe will die trying to ignore. artists are greatest when they are free, no matter how offensive it may be to some, to express the shit that is on their mind(s). it has taken me a while to realize this, but it is very true in my estimation of human history/existence.

think of whoever is referred to as a great speaker or this or that other thing: is that person artistic? more than likely, even in cases where you would normally say "hells no," the person is exhibiting artistic/creative talents. take either Malcolm or Martin for example. both were known as great speakers. where is the art & creativity in that? their speeches, their words, their delivery, their voice, their cadence, and any other number of elements of their presentations are all manifestations of their particular creative talent. their talent seemed to be based in the realm of speech. doesn't seem artistic, but it is. Muhammad Ali is considered the, if not one of the, greatest heavyweights of all time. his boxing style is referenced as artistry. Ali is an artist. could go on, but i'm not. you should get the idea. if not, i've already passed my need to move on to other things.

so, back to my internal debate: nigger. should i use this word? why the fuck not? fuck it. if a European or any other ethnicity refers to an African as a nigger, what exactly does that mean? why the fuck does the African respond in such a way? will the European cease to use the word as an insult if it appears that the African doesn't really give 2 shits about being called a name? do Europeans flip out when they are called cracker, cracka, ofay, whitey, pale face, pencil dick, numb nuts, pasty, Yacub, coos, ya-yas, mutants, peans, etc.? WTF! recognizing the historical significance and amount of suffering that has been inflicted upon Africans by Europeans does not empower nigger. it could empower an African to do something about the situation, but it should not empower a symbol, which is what all words are. for the NAAP to bury a word is some stupid shit. nothing else needs to be addressed apparently.

this brings me back to McGruder & The Boondocks. the episode that addressed the use of nigger in common speech is the shit. this episode is crazy and on point. what a contradiction is the word nigger. for example, who in their right mind could possibly legitimately suggest that nigger and nigga are not the same word? i guess nucka is different too. or how about nikka? what about nig? the variations are not much different from each other. do they all have different meanings? if i call an African nigger and the African is not offended, am i likely to keep doing it? probably not. if other ethnic groups began to embrace the word, which is already happening because of hip-hop, does that not dilute or utterly negate the effectiveness of the word as an insult to Africans? i say fuck it. nigger, nigga, nucka, negro, whatever. not to be completely blind, but the word only means what it is allowed by society to mean. so again i say fuck it. now i personally do not intend to advocate this perspective by throwing niggers into every sentence and thought that i express, but again i say fuck it.

if i can call a complete stranger cuz, bro, fam'ly, etc., then i should be able to call anyone of any ethnicity whatever the fuck i want to call them in a positive communicative way. now, there is a caveat to this. if that particular ethnic group as a collective chooses to hold this particular symbol hostage as having negative connotation and denotation, then further consideration is necessary. this does not really apply to nigger though, because is has been used for many years by Africans as a commonly accepted term of endearment, among other things. it is essentially the same as women referring to themselves as bitches. homosexuals referring to themselves as faggots. Latino cats referring to themselves as wetbacks or spics. if you don't get the idea, then your brain is lacking the ability to follow logical thought in some kind of way. not that you have to agree w/what i propose, but if you cannot see the contradiction, then your shit just ain't right.

so, on that note, i think i've made somewhat of a decision, but not really...

make like i should be offended by anyone calling my any variation of nigger in today's society...

PEACE

understanding your purpose in life...

there is a certain confidence not related to arrogance that comes with the feeling that one has come to the above conclusion. i don't presume to know this for a fact, but it is something i feel. for the last 13 or so years, i have been dealing w/some mad bullshit. lately the bullshit has been subsiding and even the remaining bullshit has been rather manageable. this is a great time to be alive in terms of my spiritual/intellectual/universal consciousness. i'm embracing and allowing my consciousness to expand appropriately. in turn, i have begun to find my muse again. i thought i lost that motherfucker back in '95 or so. apparently the bastard was sleeping it off for the last 10+ years. son of a bitch. anyway. contrary to the language used, i ain't mad at my muse.

in fact, this train of thought reminds me of a recent concept i realized based on the old image/idea of having a devil & an angel on your shoulders as your conscious. my cats are unique in appearance. they are both completely nude w/the exception of the head gear & their footwear. my angel wears a pair of black Nikes and a matching velour Kangol. when he's loungin' he wears deep purple Nikes and matching Kangol. my devil is a nut ass dude. he wears one of those Russian style fur hats w/the ear flaps always down. black Timbs are his footwear of choice. when my devil is loungin he wears a pair of black sandals w/black ankle socks. devil & angel are associates. they confer when necessary to provide me w/the possible options available in any particular situation. sometimes they actually agree. usually that happens when i ignore them both and fuck something up all by myself. that's when they talk shit. under regular circumstances though, i generally listen to one or the other of them depending on the direction of the wind at the moment that day. oh yeah, both of these cats wear glasses and have wings. my angel has wings that disappear in daylight. when nightfall arrives his wings become partially visible. if hey flys the become fully visible, but are still difficult to see. the reason for this is that angel's wings blend w/the night sky similar to a camoflauge. devil's wings just kind of sit on his back while he's doing his thing. these cats go w/me everywhere. when they both step off, that's when i'm at my most fuckin' upest moments. that's when they get together and talk shit...

on that note, make like i don't love ho's...

PEACE

slam dunk the chunky funk...

don't ask about the title. i'm just fuckin' around w/it. seemed like a fun thing to say. could have sexual connotations...hmmm...

anyway, i'd have to say that i have been somewhat fixated on things of a sexual nature for quite a significant portion of my adult & pre-adult life. i recall quite vividly when i became old enough to rent porn from the video store. great time in life. weird thing is the place used car air fresheners to keep the "adult" video room smelling fresh. the room was essentially a closet. in fact, as i recall it, all the video stores that rented porn kept that shit in a fucking closet. i guess that's a vast improvement over not even having the option of renting porn. now you can get DVD's in the mail. i would say that you don't have to worry about peeps knowing you rent porn in the mail, but the envelopes aren't the most inconspicuous. they're like anti-Netflix or something: they're blue. so, if you see a neighbor with a blue Netflix envelope, or the postal carrier with one, you can pretty much assume that it isn't a Netflix.

the negativity that is associated with porn is so stupid. i know that isn't the most intellectual word to describe this retarded social perspective, but fuck it. it's existence is about as intelligent. what is wrong w/porn? not a goddamned thing. think about this: we are the only animal on the planet that finds reasons to discourage ourselves from procreating activities. think about all the negative aspects of sexual relations among adults that are constantly being forced on the average individual. yes, sex is an activity that requires the use of a great deal of respect and responsibility. however, if we weren't supposed to do it, why in the fuck is it so pleasurable? that is not some fucking accident of nature. nature does not have accidents. the universe has a reason & purpose for everything natural. doesn't mean humans get to know what the reason is, but in this case, i don't particularly care. if we weren't supposed to fuck, enjoy fucking, watch people fuck, enjoy watching people fuck, and/or any combination of the above, why in the hell is it so much fucking fun? figure that shit out and call me next life. it's some of the thickest bullshit that has ever been laid on Western society. the fact that this mentality has prevailed for so many generations is rather disturbing. it's a wonder that humans have managed to perpetuate the species with any success. WTF!

i have the utmost respect for porn stars. it ain't the easy ass job that the average idiot thinks it is. it isn't important how i know this, but i am somewhat aware of certain aspects of such a career choice. would i be a porn performer if i could? hells yeah! it wouldn't be just for the ass either. i think most cats would answer in the affirmative simply for the assumption that you will be getting mad pussy as a porn performer. i suppose that is true, but the gig just isn't all that simple. like any other gig, you have certain responsibilities and workplace issues that can be fucking irritating. i know for one thing, i don't have to worry much at my current gig about contracting the HIV. awareness of this aspect of porn does not deter my interest in being a porn performer whatsoever. i guess that's my fuck it side. there are precautions that are taken, so i'm not too stressed about that part. in all likelihood, i will probably not realize this particular career aspiration, but i still have a great deal of respect for people who provide such a great service of performance to the crumbsnatchers of Western society. porn stars are 100% better than athletes...

on that note...

make like porn didn't make $13.33B in 2006...

PEACE

WTF'08...

i'm supposed to be advocating the positivities of pornography consumption here, but i logged onto the web (actuallly opened evil IE) and saw the nutest shit on Yahoo! some fuck ups in OK dropped a fucking bomb on an apartment building. how do you fuck that one up? did it fall out of somebody's pocket while they were flying through the air? WTF! did somebody have a bad itch and couldn't get to it in the cockpit of the plane? maybe while trying to get at the itch, some idiot accidentally pressed the special drop-the-bomb-on-civilians button. again, WTF!

so anyway, porn is an awesome expression of human existence. i won't go to into detail here, but i believe my assertion is justified. i really can't go into details, 'cause that fucking bomb story blew a hole in my immediate train of thought for this post to advocate pornography...

on that note...

make like Carmen Hayes & L.T. are not 2 of the coolest...

PEACE

blam stamina...

yes, today is a great day.

copped & received Songs Of Freedom. it's not the numbered set, but fuck it. all the valuable/collectible pieces of media i own are valueless. why? 'cause i'll never sell any of it...quite simple actually.

besides, the message supercedes the media...always...never forget...fuck a crumb!

yes, it's a shortie today.

no quota's, but i'm trying to come at it from a different angle this growth...

i'ma just bus'em out randomly and relatively frequently. i'm trying to get back to '06 status...

on that note...

make like Barack did not, repeat did not sell out his minister to be p'dent...

yup!

PEACE

k...um...

guess you could say the mind is under new management. spiritually, i can say i have acheived a certain level of extended wisdom. i believe i've experienced a life moment that has allowed me to properly channel the communication(s) of the universe. it's a rather lofty belief, i admit, but i feel it is rather justified.

as evidenced by the image posted previously, the "new management" is the ideology/concept/lifestyle arrangement of being calm. to elaborate somewhat, be calm is nothing like the foolishness that some Christians perpetuate with the concept of turning the other cheek. that's some dumb ass shit to do. never let anyone abuse or mistreat your person physically or psychologically under the assumption that it is in your best interest to not defend/protect your person. that is some pure-d bullshit. anyways, the current co-mingling of my perpetual thought process and the communications from the reality that is what i call the universe has brought about the realization of the importance of be calm as a life concept.

it has occurred to me that this is an enlightened message that needs to be clarified and disseminated to the best of my known ability. it may take me many years to refine this process to the point where it is actually useful to other humans on a truly global scale, but i am willing to accept that circumstance. the goal is to find people who channel as well and have them hopefully understand the concept enough to perpetuate it w/o falsely indoctrinating heads.

so, with that said, periodically, much like the rest of this blog, i will reference this life concept as i discuss whatever it is that i choose to discuss. the world as it currently exists is shit. this is not a fatalistic or pessimistic view. it is reality. the difference between myself and the average cat out here on the streets is that i am not afraid to openly acknowledge the festering wound that is today's society. w/o acknowledgement, the healing cannot possibly begin to take place. there are so many things that are being improperly addressed. the winds of change are being held in check by the hands of those who write the checks. this will never change until this social reality is acknowledged and addressed.

fuck a crumb. wake the fuck up people. by the way, i will likely be laying out my argument for the lack of socio-economic significance of ethnicity and/or race in society as well. don't get it twisted, race is a factor, but to borrow from a sociological concept that i recently became aware of, race is a latent issue. the manifest social issue is economics. the grit of the shit in this society is economics. yes, economics is the big shitter in Western society. this theory explains foolish concepts like manifest destiny far better than simple race/ethnic inferiority concepts. anyways, that what will likely be jumping off here at the Daze for the next few awhiles...

on that note, make like i don't dig that i finally copped my Steelers jers & as an added feature, i got a dookie IRS refund this year...(take the time to read this in its proper context, or it may be misunderstood.)

PEACE

and the universe says to all...

life is good...

From: The Universe peace & blessings to all...

may all your positive endeavors achieve the success of your intentions...

may all your intentions be realized with compassion and empathy...

may all your compassion and empathy be filled with the positive energy of the universe...

may all your interactions with other humans be influenced by the above...

BE CALM...

this message is intended to improve the life condition of you and those around you. think about it definitely...

be calm...

this is a message from a fellow human

PEACE