the dark clouds always look worse in the mirror...

i had an idea for a post, but some formatting issues distracted me. now i cannot recall what it was i was going to post about.

i just read some fucked up shit from someone else's blog. it is amazing how fucked up life can get when you don't have a good handle on your business. sadly, most of us seem to not want to accept our role in such developments.

i can blame my gene donors all day for the fucked uppedness of my life, but they are only responsible for the lack of support & negative influences they exposed me too. the rest of the shit i deal w/is my motherfucking fault. at some point, you have to stop finding causes outside of self for certain issues. granted, this is a fucked up society, but the ultimate reality is that our actions/reactions to situations are not chosen for us.

there are always options. the less resourceful of us tend to limit access to these options, thereby increasing the occurrence of life's difficult situations.

one thing i've noticed so far is that this society requires that you have certain economic abilities. capitalism is a merciless economic system that only respects those who understand how to dominate its ways. it may seem to be all about $$$, but cash is not what it's all about. so many humans get fucked on a regular basis for not seeing the larger system at work.

i'm still fucking w/this shit myself. i don't like it, but until enough humans realize that this system is not in our best interest, this is what it is...

make like dependence on others will lead you to the promised land in this society...

PEACE
...be calm...