Sunday, July 26, 2009

beating away the darkness...

when shit doesn't go right, as happens frequently w/plans in life, the best thing is to K.I.M. this is within reason. you don't want to be playing at a beach in the water after seeing a shark swimming nearby. K.I.M. in that case would mean get that ass outta the water...

i'm none too pleased w/the NYC trip outcome from Friday. this is why i tend not to plan things w/the wiz in mind: too disruptive. cooperation is the key to the success of this unit. far too often it is not a readily available commodity. the result is quite a bit of cleanup & restructuring activity. takes away from actual doings on a regular basis.

the frequency and/or nature of sabotage can be quite a downer. couple that w/the current aggravated condition of the peds & you've got the approach of a depressive episode. i'm fighting that shit. perhaps i should go find a church somewhere a la dude i went to HS with. Jesus will save my life...

it will never cease to amaze me that people think their religious beliefs actually change what the universe is doing. it only affects what you do in the universe. it shapes your thoughts & actions, not the entire universe. the universe continues no matter what you happen to believe. it doesn't need human beliefs to exist...

fortunately connecting w/advanced consciousness can help alleviate some of the obstacles created by being a finite being. it isn't saving the world, but knowing this shit is fleeting can give great perspective. as i get older i'm finding my thoughts & consciousness can be trusted companions. this is becoming more apparent as my efforts to socialize are not all that well rewarded. my perspective can be too foreign to some...

as w/so many things in life, the key is still K.I.M.

make like foot pain is awesome...

PEACE
...be calm...

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