a questioned reality's conclusions...

if you're not doing what you really want to be doing in life, what do you change w/o losing your identity as an individual?

this question is sponsored by my life condition as compared to my desired life condition, tempered w/a heavy dose of reality on the side.

can't say my life is all fucked up & shitty, but it ain't quite a rose bed either. the main thing w/me is to keep moving in a forward direction. stagnating helps nothing. i know i'm not the only 1 w/dysfunctions, but mine seem to have their way w/my life plans too frequently for my liking.

what to change to stop the negatively recurring events? some things unknown, some things known but difficult to change. the game of life is easily lost & difficult to play, but can be won. what does winning mean in this game?

no one can answer that question but the individual asking. what is worth the loss of life? what is gained by sacrifice? what is sacrifice? WTF am i going on about?

feeling kinda down. my unit is not well put together. it is not the most supportive at all. i tend to attribute that to the fact that i have never really known what support is. how could i possibly endeavor to surround myself w/a supportive unit when i'm generally unfamiliar w/the concept, let alone the experience?

the challenge is to keep working towards the goals regardless of the support levels within the unit...

make like it is easy for me to be who i be...

PEACE
...be calm...