i was thinking as i woke today about how knowledge is still kept from the average human in today's society. in many senses, ignorance has been institutionalized. there appears to be a great deal of profit to be made from the perpetuation of human ignorance.
education is supposed to be important. funding education doesn't seem to be as important.
even w/the consideration of education being important, it can be observed that most educational goals are shaped around career training. education as the accumulation of universal knowledge seems rarely encouraged & seldom valued.
what career options are made available to those who study universal knowledge? what social status is rendered to those who develop ideas that cannot necessarily be turned into some kind of commodity?
how valuable is knowledge of being? how dangerous is knowledge of the truth? how sure can a human be of the truth when finite perception is limited? w/o some comprehension of the truth of the universe, it is difficult to even consider such questions & their associated issues.
why do i even bother thinking about such things when their consideration does not help me feed or support self & family?
make like knowledge is even remotely finite...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, December 20, 2010
Friday, December 17, 2010
swimming in the pull...
it sometimes seems like my infinite consciousness & my finite being are moving in opposite directions.
as i grow older & absorb more knowledge, i am better able to comprehend certain aspects of finite existence. i am able to see certain aspects of the human condition from a clearer perspective.
it can be quite frustrating because these realizations appear to be so simple to me. if i was not completely aware of the inability of the next human to perceive as i do, i would likely overly concern self w/why human society seems so stubbornly ignorant of certain human flaws.
the role of violence in human history is a great example. for thousands of years humans have persisted to address/resolve conflict w/the threat &/or use of violence. no matter how advanced human civilization seems to get, the idea of violent conflict resolution is still considered a viable option. the fact that advances in technology have only lead to more massively destructive tools for war speaks directly to this persistent flaw.
unlike many ethnically conscious humans, i do not ascribe this tendency to the prevalence of European influenced society. even a cursory study of human history outside of commonly Eurocentric presentations will reveal that humans have long been plagued by the use of violent conflict resolution. if general ethnic distinctions are made within the human family, the major groups of humans would appear to be African, Asian, American, & European. it seems reasonable to assert here that any other ethnic groupings of the human family extend from mixtures of these groups. even after making such distinctions, it cannot be said w/honesty that European expansionism introduced violent conflict to the various ethnic groupings of humans across the planet.
each major ethnic grouping would appear to have had a period in human history where its culture thrived. we currently find ourselves in a Eurocentric period. the ideas of expansionism associated w/this period would seem to reflect the unavailability of certain resources in the geographic region of the European human. many of the resources that have been considered valuable over the last few thousand years are readily found in the areas of the planet that have increasingly suffered from European expansionism. this is not likely a coincidence.
the prevalence of violence, the introduction of abstract monetary systems, the maintenance of fear inducing social institutions, & other similar social constructs all help to perpetuate expansionist ideas & activities. what better way to acquire & control that which you desire when you have nothing of considerable value to offer in return? if you attempt to trade & are told you have to offer something of similar or greater value, what are you to do when you have little or nothing that fits that description? clearly this type of situation would consistently create human conflict. consider this in relation to the developmental history of European influenced society. Europeans did not introduce the idea of violent human conflict to the human families, however, European society has gone a long way toward advancing the concept of massively destructive conflict.
even w/all this in mind, why do humans across the board continue to embrace violence as a means of resolving conflict? when will adult humans stop acting like spoiled children? why is it taking thousands of years to realize the foolishness of violent human conflict?
now, how is it that i am readily able to consider such abstract concepts, but i consistently struggle w/the everyday issues of my finite existence? in my estimation this is the nature of my gap. AVD is a distinct manifestation of this gap. the frustration is powerful. whatever issues i have as an individual do not negate the considerations above. are my perceptive abilities really so unique that other humans are unable to make such connections? i don't think this so.
what is the problem then?
perhaps if more humans were aware of the true nature of god, some of these issues would be better addressed. would revealing the truth of universal consciousness liberate the human condition, or would it imprison it by further fueling the ignorance of human conceit? it would seem to be a better idea to err on the side of knowledge instead of ignorance. make the truth known, allow the collective consciousness to thrive, & whatever issues remain can be addressed by the collective consciousness.
make like god does not help those...
PEACE
...be calm...
as i grow older & absorb more knowledge, i am better able to comprehend certain aspects of finite existence. i am able to see certain aspects of the human condition from a clearer perspective.
it can be quite frustrating because these realizations appear to be so simple to me. if i was not completely aware of the inability of the next human to perceive as i do, i would likely overly concern self w/why human society seems so stubbornly ignorant of certain human flaws.
the role of violence in human history is a great example. for thousands of years humans have persisted to address/resolve conflict w/the threat &/or use of violence. no matter how advanced human civilization seems to get, the idea of violent conflict resolution is still considered a viable option. the fact that advances in technology have only lead to more massively destructive tools for war speaks directly to this persistent flaw.
unlike many ethnically conscious humans, i do not ascribe this tendency to the prevalence of European influenced society. even a cursory study of human history outside of commonly Eurocentric presentations will reveal that humans have long been plagued by the use of violent conflict resolution. if general ethnic distinctions are made within the human family, the major groups of humans would appear to be African, Asian, American, & European. it seems reasonable to assert here that any other ethnic groupings of the human family extend from mixtures of these groups. even after making such distinctions, it cannot be said w/honesty that European expansionism introduced violent conflict to the various ethnic groupings of humans across the planet.
each major ethnic grouping would appear to have had a period in human history where its culture thrived. we currently find ourselves in a Eurocentric period. the ideas of expansionism associated w/this period would seem to reflect the unavailability of certain resources in the geographic region of the European human. many of the resources that have been considered valuable over the last few thousand years are readily found in the areas of the planet that have increasingly suffered from European expansionism. this is not likely a coincidence.
the prevalence of violence, the introduction of abstract monetary systems, the maintenance of fear inducing social institutions, & other similar social constructs all help to perpetuate expansionist ideas & activities. what better way to acquire & control that which you desire when you have nothing of considerable value to offer in return? if you attempt to trade & are told you have to offer something of similar or greater value, what are you to do when you have little or nothing that fits that description? clearly this type of situation would consistently create human conflict. consider this in relation to the developmental history of European influenced society. Europeans did not introduce the idea of violent human conflict to the human families, however, European society has gone a long way toward advancing the concept of massively destructive conflict.
even w/all this in mind, why do humans across the board continue to embrace violence as a means of resolving conflict? when will adult humans stop acting like spoiled children? why is it taking thousands of years to realize the foolishness of violent human conflict?
now, how is it that i am readily able to consider such abstract concepts, but i consistently struggle w/the everyday issues of my finite existence? in my estimation this is the nature of my gap. AVD is a distinct manifestation of this gap. the frustration is powerful. whatever issues i have as an individual do not negate the considerations above. are my perceptive abilities really so unique that other humans are unable to make such connections? i don't think this so.
what is the problem then?
perhaps if more humans were aware of the true nature of god, some of these issues would be better addressed. would revealing the truth of universal consciousness liberate the human condition, or would it imprison it by further fueling the ignorance of human conceit? it would seem to be a better idea to err on the side of knowledge instead of ignorance. make the truth known, allow the collective consciousness to thrive, & whatever issues remain can be addressed by the collective consciousness.
make like god does not help those...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, December 16, 2010
the question of an owl...
for many years i have considered self a nocturnal creature. my comprehension of AVD gives me reason to believe this is yet another aspect of my finite existence that is shaped by the aforementioned.
why?
most directly, there are few other humans up during the hours that i find most pleasurable to move about. it is quieter. there are significantly less distractions. i am far more functional in such an environment. i am able to sustain linear thought patterns for far longer when undisturbed by various other randomly occurring stimuli.
the problem w/trying to live this way permanently is that it negates 1 of the more important environmental needs of those w/AVD: human fellowship.
there aren't a great many other humans that keep such hours. when i no longer desire to be left undisturbed, it is quite difficult to find any solidly + human interaction during nocturnal maneuverings.
focus & balance...
i am far more peaceful & settled when i am able to move along w/o being jostled about & overstimulated...
god lives to further comprehend the specifics of my gap management...
make like easy is the way of the truth...
PEACE
...be calm...
why?
most directly, there are few other humans up during the hours that i find most pleasurable to move about. it is quieter. there are significantly less distractions. i am far more functional in such an environment. i am able to sustain linear thought patterns for far longer when undisturbed by various other randomly occurring stimuli.
the problem w/trying to live this way permanently is that it negates 1 of the more important environmental needs of those w/AVD: human fellowship.
there aren't a great many other humans that keep such hours. when i no longer desire to be left undisturbed, it is quite difficult to find any solidly + human interaction during nocturnal maneuverings.
focus & balance...
i am far more peaceful & settled when i am able to move along w/o being jostled about & overstimulated...
god lives to further comprehend the specifics of my gap management...
make like easy is the way of the truth...
PEACE
...be calm...
Sunday, December 12, 2010
who built this...
me?
yup...
so, based on my studies of AVD, it would appear that i have succeeded in creating & maintaining an environment that is not conducive to the pursuit of my life's goals.
how's that?
imagine that...
i suppose it ought to be mentioned that my choice of relationship(s) has not been representative of what my studies suggest would be best.
what a fuckin' combination!
so, what's next?
how the fuck would i know?
actually i do have some idea. w/o question i have to keep working on these issues. unfortunately, i need help that either does not exist, i cannot reasonably afford, or just isn't likely to be available to someone my age. it is what it is. there is some help available. i'm going to have to do what i can w/what is available.
the knowledge that i've gathered over the years would seem to be far more helpful in these circumstances. the nature of my AVD issues quite often prevents this from being the case. at least i know this. i have to retrain myself. i have to find a way to get through the down times which tend to be a major side effect from my inability to avoid the distractions that foul me up.
such is my existence. this is the foundation of my finite challenge.
it's so magical!
DOH!
make like personal issues change the nature of universal reality...
PEACE
...be calm...
yup...
so, based on my studies of AVD, it would appear that i have succeeded in creating & maintaining an environment that is not conducive to the pursuit of my life's goals.
how's that?
- too many distractions
- not enough support
- way too little + human interaction
- too few + &/or creative outlets
imagine that...
i suppose it ought to be mentioned that my choice of relationship(s) has not been representative of what my studies suggest would be best.
what a fuckin' combination!
so, what's next?
how the fuck would i know?
actually i do have some idea. w/o question i have to keep working on these issues. unfortunately, i need help that either does not exist, i cannot reasonably afford, or just isn't likely to be available to someone my age. it is what it is. there is some help available. i'm going to have to do what i can w/what is available.
the knowledge that i've gathered over the years would seem to be far more helpful in these circumstances. the nature of my AVD issues quite often prevents this from being the case. at least i know this. i have to retrain myself. i have to find a way to get through the down times which tend to be a major side effect from my inability to avoid the distractions that foul me up.
such is my existence. this is the foundation of my finite challenge.
it's so magical!
DOH!
make like personal issues change the nature of universal reality...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, November 29, 2010
a state of constant distraction...
thanks to the writings of Drs. Edward M. Hallowell & John J. Ratey, it would appear that my comprehension of what i will refer to as Attention Variability Disorder/Trait (AVD/T) is becoming more concrete.
the unusual nature of my thought process, universal perception, & the voracity of my imagination are all related to this neurobiological condition.
i'm apparently able to compile & recall large amounts of information, but i can sometimes have a rather difficult time organizing said information into consistently constructive patterns over extended periods of time.
short version: i have difficulty w/ignoring distractions...
it is quite frustrating to me because i know that i am intelligent. apparently many people who deal w/AVD have a difficult time w/their self-esteem. this is especially true w/regard to their intellectual abilities. i do not seem to have this specific issue, but i am rather troubled by the various other issues that i have experienced & continue to experience as a result of AVD.
my task at this point is to redirect my facilities in such a way as to efficiently manage the - aspects of my AVD while aggressively promoting the + aspects. this is not an easy task. it is even more difficult considering that up until this year i had no idea that i even had this issue. my life up to this point has essentially been me leading myself into a lion's den, covered in blood, while sounding a claxon. not a pretty situation. so far, i am still alive & have all my limbs!
i currently live in an environment that is counterproductive to my achievement of progress. it is highly likely that i require daily/weekly coaching, but as a result of my career meanderings, this is not financially feasible. in fact, my entire life at this point in time is not financially feasible. as people w/AVD tend to create piles of unmanageability, i have done so literally & figuratively. not only do i not seem to be able to financially care for self, i have made myself responsible for a family.
ouch!
w/all that i still hold my comprehension of the universe the same. i am still god. the problem is that i have thoroughly disconnected self. god is not singular as most seem to think. collective functioning is at the heart of human society. the idea that individuals are the core of human functioning does not reflect the universal nature of reality. as god it is not a me, but a we existence. in the case of humans like myself w/AVD, it is apparently even more relevant that the collective nature of being be emphasized.
as a collective consciousness, the finite beings that we exist as physically can compensate more for our individual gaps. the more we bridge the gap, the more we approach our universal nature. it is in our best interest overall to function as close as we can to the infinite nature of the universe.
how is it that i am able to see this so clearly? i cannot honestly answer this question. it disturbs me as much as the fact that i don't seem able to properly manage my finite course of business on a day to day basis. interestingly enough, the unusual nature of my thought process as a result of having AVD/T is most likely the source of this universal clarity. i suppose it would be quite easy for those who did not have my best interests in mind to make me out to be some kind of loon. i might even agree w/such people.
i know what i know. what i do not know requires patience & attention. 2 things that people w/AVD do not usually do well in maintaining...
the struggle continues...
make like i never have difficulty w/anything...
PEACE
...be calm...
the unusual nature of my thought process, universal perception, & the voracity of my imagination are all related to this neurobiological condition.
i'm apparently able to compile & recall large amounts of information, but i can sometimes have a rather difficult time organizing said information into consistently constructive patterns over extended periods of time.
short version: i have difficulty w/ignoring distractions...
it is quite frustrating to me because i know that i am intelligent. apparently many people who deal w/AVD have a difficult time w/their self-esteem. this is especially true w/regard to their intellectual abilities. i do not seem to have this specific issue, but i am rather troubled by the various other issues that i have experienced & continue to experience as a result of AVD.
my task at this point is to redirect my facilities in such a way as to efficiently manage the - aspects of my AVD while aggressively promoting the + aspects. this is not an easy task. it is even more difficult considering that up until this year i had no idea that i even had this issue. my life up to this point has essentially been me leading myself into a lion's den, covered in blood, while sounding a claxon. not a pretty situation. so far, i am still alive & have all my limbs!
i currently live in an environment that is counterproductive to my achievement of progress. it is highly likely that i require daily/weekly coaching, but as a result of my career meanderings, this is not financially feasible. in fact, my entire life at this point in time is not financially feasible. as people w/AVD tend to create piles of unmanageability, i have done so literally & figuratively. not only do i not seem to be able to financially care for self, i have made myself responsible for a family.
ouch!
w/all that i still hold my comprehension of the universe the same. i am still god. the problem is that i have thoroughly disconnected self. god is not singular as most seem to think. collective functioning is at the heart of human society. the idea that individuals are the core of human functioning does not reflect the universal nature of reality. as god it is not a me, but a we existence. in the case of humans like myself w/AVD, it is apparently even more relevant that the collective nature of being be emphasized.
as a collective consciousness, the finite beings that we exist as physically can compensate more for our individual gaps. the more we bridge the gap, the more we approach our universal nature. it is in our best interest overall to function as close as we can to the infinite nature of the universe.
how is it that i am able to see this so clearly? i cannot honestly answer this question. it disturbs me as much as the fact that i don't seem able to properly manage my finite course of business on a day to day basis. interestingly enough, the unusual nature of my thought process as a result of having AVD/T is most likely the source of this universal clarity. i suppose it would be quite easy for those who did not have my best interests in mind to make me out to be some kind of loon. i might even agree w/such people.
i know what i know. what i do not know requires patience & attention. 2 things that people w/AVD do not usually do well in maintaining...
the struggle continues...
make like i never have difficulty w/anything...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
the gap widens...
at times i swear i'm becoming less adept at managing this finite existence.
not a good thing.
being able to articulate the problem does not appear to be making that much of a difference in discovering viable solutions.
what is the good of having knowledge if it cannot be consistently put to use for positive gain?
comprehension is not useful w/o concrete action that reflects said comprehension.
make like i'm not frustrated...
PEACE
...be calm...
not a good thing.
being able to articulate the problem does not appear to be making that much of a difference in discovering viable solutions.
what is the good of having knowledge if it cannot be consistently put to use for positive gain?
comprehension is not useful w/o concrete action that reflects said comprehension.
make like i'm not frustrated...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, October 21, 2010
the search for excitement...
the problems that i have w/my home life seem to stem greatly from the frustration i feel w/the home i've created.
too many distractions. the young humans are quite oblivious to most of what it is i try to instill in them. this is pretty much the norm in most interactions between young & older humans. the problem w/me is i tend to get overly bent out of shape.
unacceptable.
i often try to consider their behavior & actions in terms of what i was like at their ages. i find that many older humans ignore such considerations. it is a difficult thing to maintain during those especially trying moments.
anger is not received well by young humans. anger is not really received well by any human when you fully consider it. how can 1 human expect to effectively communicate to another while presenting their messages through the haze of anger?
i am frustrated w/my frustration at this point.
this is not an exciting situation.
to know what is needed is not quite the same as actually acquiring it...
make like i don't need to get my shit together better...
PEACE
...be calm...
too many distractions. the young humans are quite oblivious to most of what it is i try to instill in them. this is pretty much the norm in most interactions between young & older humans. the problem w/me is i tend to get overly bent out of shape.
unacceptable.
i often try to consider their behavior & actions in terms of what i was like at their ages. i find that many older humans ignore such considerations. it is a difficult thing to maintain during those especially trying moments.
anger is not received well by young humans. anger is not really received well by any human when you fully consider it. how can 1 human expect to effectively communicate to another while presenting their messages through the haze of anger?
i am frustrated w/my frustration at this point.
this is not an exciting situation.
to know what is needed is not quite the same as actually acquiring it...
make like i don't need to get my shit together better...
PEACE
...be calm...
Sunday, October 17, 2010
working w/a pocket full of 0...
my everyday struggle is not commercially viable.
i have a difficult time using what i possess to make my way as a finite being w/any real consistency.
it's quite frustrating.
having the level of human comprehension that i do it would seem that i should be able to function significantly more proficiently than what i have thus far.
it's almost like being teased in a way.
i know i have to work this out, but i just don't generally seem to do what i need to do to get along w/things.
procrastination is not a strong enough word to describe the way i misappropriate the time & talents that i have been able to filter through the fog.
i can see the accident coming but i don't do much to stop it.
sounds like a bad dream.
there is no waking up from reality though...
make like i'm not tired of being tired...
PEACE
...be calm...
i have a difficult time using what i possess to make my way as a finite being w/any real consistency.
it's quite frustrating.
having the level of human comprehension that i do it would seem that i should be able to function significantly more proficiently than what i have thus far.
it's almost like being teased in a way.
i know i have to work this out, but i just don't generally seem to do what i need to do to get along w/things.
procrastination is not a strong enough word to describe the way i misappropriate the time & talents that i have been able to filter through the fog.
i can see the accident coming but i don't do much to stop it.
sounds like a bad dream.
there is no waking up from reality though...
make like i'm not tired of being tired...
PEACE
...be calm...
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
a breeze through the gap...
there is a gap between the glass & the wood in the window of my office...
makes for quite a bit of background noise & chilly air this time of year.
reminds of the finite/infinite disparity.
i have a lot of work to do.
some gaps are easier to manage than others!
make like i don't need to fill the gap...
PEACE
...be calm...
makes for quite a bit of background noise & chilly air this time of year.
reminds of the finite/infinite disparity.
i have a lot of work to do.
some gaps are easier to manage than others!
make like i don't need to fill the gap...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, October 08, 2010
50,000,000 ideas...
gaining the comprehension of my consciousness in the universe as god has not alleviated the problems experienced as a finite being.
the mind's separation from the body is a great obstacle...
i have always had many, many ideas. having them & consistently not being able to put them to constructive use is not a pleasant experience.
when your life is the product of your own manufacture, it is difficult to find fault outside of poor decisions on the part of self. it isn't about blame. it is about learning from the errors so as not to constantly repeat them.
apparently i am not doing so well. there is a reason why this perpetuates in my finite travels, but my awareness of the reason makes the experience no less distasteful.
i have created far too many unpleasant distractions for self thus far in life.
being god does not make them go away.
being responsible requires that i handle my business.
my business is not going so well.
the distance is expansive. hopefully it is not beyond my means of conscious travel...
make like this shit is easy...
PEACE
...be calm...
the mind's separation from the body is a great obstacle...
i have always had many, many ideas. having them & consistently not being able to put them to constructive use is not a pleasant experience.
when your life is the product of your own manufacture, it is difficult to find fault outside of poor decisions on the part of self. it isn't about blame. it is about learning from the errors so as not to constantly repeat them.
apparently i am not doing so well. there is a reason why this perpetuates in my finite travels, but my awareness of the reason makes the experience no less distasteful.
i have created far too many unpleasant distractions for self thus far in life.
being god does not make them go away.
being responsible requires that i handle my business.
my business is not going so well.
the distance is expansive. hopefully it is not beyond my means of conscious travel...
make like this shit is easy...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, October 01, 2010
the escape...
there is now a better explanation for the oddities that encompass my human.
my fascination w/freedom & equity...
my hedonistic nature...
my apparent sporadic artistic pursuits of being...
i've always been aware of what i refer to as a dichotomous nature to my personality. sometimes i feel trapped, but i have never exactly felt the need to hide my ways. obviously there are certain ways about me that i can't roam about & display, but i figure most humans have such ways. perhaps mine can be a bit extreme, but i've always seemed to manage that.
in some ways i'm beginning to view my management of these issues as what keeps me perpetually boggled. i am not free to be as frequently as i would like...
i do not consistently do what i need to do to be where i'd like to see...
fortunately, i do not blame others for my issue(s).
i'm working on a means of lessening the effect of said issue(s)...
make like this is going to be easy...
PEACE
...be calm...
my fascination w/freedom & equity...
my hedonistic nature...
my apparent sporadic artistic pursuits of being...
i've always been aware of what i refer to as a dichotomous nature to my personality. sometimes i feel trapped, but i have never exactly felt the need to hide my ways. obviously there are certain ways about me that i can't roam about & display, but i figure most humans have such ways. perhaps mine can be a bit extreme, but i've always seemed to manage that.
in some ways i'm beginning to view my management of these issues as what keeps me perpetually boggled. i am not free to be as frequently as i would like...
i do not consistently do what i need to do to be where i'd like to see...
fortunately, i do not blame others for my issue(s).
i'm working on a means of lessening the effect of said issue(s)...
make like this is going to be easy...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, September 16, 2010
deteriorating condition...
so...
i used to be organized.
i used to ride my bike all over the city.
i used to do quite a few things that i just don't seem to be doing at the present. it's disturbing.
i used to be working at a gig i couldn't stand.
now i'm trying to figure out where the fuck am i gonna gig. WTF...
my entrepreneurial endeavors are doing as they usually have thus far in life...nada...
a lack of consistent focus can fuck your shit up real bad.
it's not too useful to have 50 million ideas & not to follow through w/1 of them.
the only thing i seem to have some grip on is K.I.M.. problem is where exactly is it i'm moving to...
i've got about another 40-50 years left of natural finitude. obviously that's not guaranteed, but i'm not particularly enthused about living the remaining years as i have the previous 20.
no thank you!
i can't stop, but that doesn't mean i need to move forward w/a bag full of broken shit on my stick either...
make like i've got it all figured out...
PEACE
...be calm...
i used to be organized.
i used to ride my bike all over the city.
i used to do quite a few things that i just don't seem to be doing at the present. it's disturbing.
i used to be working at a gig i couldn't stand.
now i'm trying to figure out where the fuck am i gonna gig. WTF...
my entrepreneurial endeavors are doing as they usually have thus far in life...nada...
a lack of consistent focus can fuck your shit up real bad.
it's not too useful to have 50 million ideas & not to follow through w/1 of them.
the only thing i seem to have some grip on is K.I.M.. problem is where exactly is it i'm moving to...
i've got about another 40-50 years left of natural finitude. obviously that's not guaranteed, but i'm not particularly enthused about living the remaining years as i have the previous 20.
no thank you!
i can't stop, but that doesn't mean i need to move forward w/a bag full of broken shit on my stick either...
make like i've got it all figured out...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, September 06, 2010
the meaning of infinite...
whoa!
i've been missin'...
shit's just been as it always has. foraging through my reality & trying to sort the finite from the infinite...
this ADD shit is deep. doesn't change the frame of reality just perception of such. my comprehension does not at all negate my godly essence. in fact, it makes my daily struggles that much more irritating.
comprehension of the finite reality is required to balance these discrepancies between expectations & actual results.
i'm working it out as it is. some days are fucking horrible. some days are mad + w/upliftment. the goal is to increase the + while minimizing the -.
this summer's been a particularly rough 1. as always my finances are an issue. at least now i have some more depth of comprehension of the nature of my finite issues. a lack of focus is a severe detriment to accomplishing any goal.
am i fucking up, or am i fucked up?
the answer is not as important as creating an environment where it doesn't become necessary to ask such a question...
BOOM!
make like comprehension is not essential...
PEACE
...be calm...
i've been missin'...
shit's just been as it always has. foraging through my reality & trying to sort the finite from the infinite...
this ADD shit is deep. doesn't change the frame of reality just perception of such. my comprehension does not at all negate my godly essence. in fact, it makes my daily struggles that much more irritating.
comprehension of the finite reality is required to balance these discrepancies between expectations & actual results.
i'm working it out as it is. some days are fucking horrible. some days are mad + w/upliftment. the goal is to increase the + while minimizing the -.
this summer's been a particularly rough 1. as always my finances are an issue. at least now i have some more depth of comprehension of the nature of my finite issues. a lack of focus is a severe detriment to accomplishing any goal.
am i fucking up, or am i fucked up?
the answer is not as important as creating an environment where it doesn't become necessary to ask such a question...
BOOM!
make like comprehension is not essential...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, August 19, 2010
specifics of the flawed being...
this year i discovered the nature of my wacky & sometimes wack ass life. to know that you have talent & intellect, but still not quite achieve what you set out to achieve can be quite frustrating. if you have any sense of self you'll likely begin to question even your most basic movements in the finite realm.
in a worst case scenario this tends to nurture extremely low self-esteem. conceit is not pleasant, but incessant questioning of your personal motivations can be quite detrimental to accomplishing established goals.
what happens when you do not recall your motivations? what happens when you have conflicting motivations? what happens when your motivations move in & out of your working thoughts in the pursuit of a long-term goal?
there aren't really any upbeat answers to any of the above questions. these are the challenges of a very specific characteristic of finite being.
attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) has apparently been at the root of much of the frustration that i have experienced during my finite journey.
i'm not all that hyper, & the idea that ADHD (or ADD) can be simply considered as chronically short attention span is disturbingly false.
i'm quite guilty of making jokes & ignorant references regarding the presence of ADD in others. in studying the true nature of the condition i discovered that i live w/it & have done so my entire life.
knowing has a certain settling effect, but i'm still struggling w/the way i live as a result of the way my brain seems to function.
this in & of itself is quite frustrating, because i am quite intelligent, but my finite path is not quite reflective of my intellect at times. ADD explains much of this, but it is not an excuse, & it also doesn't make any of the bullshit go away. fortunately, in my elder years i am learning to develop better patience for dealing w/the bullshit. this is especially true regarding the bullshit that i create through my decision making process. finite being predicates flaws. knowing this does not mean the flaws are desirable.
the really bugged thing about this discovery is that many of the aspects of my life that are + also stem from the way my brain functions w/ADD.
i can be frustrated, but i can't be mad at that! i have a love for self goes a long way toward keeping me away from the dark ways of thinking that i used fall victim to.
every day is a new 1 & the finite must K.I.M....
make like the struggle of the finite is...
PEACE
...be calm...
in a worst case scenario this tends to nurture extremely low self-esteem. conceit is not pleasant, but incessant questioning of your personal motivations can be quite detrimental to accomplishing established goals.
what happens when you do not recall your motivations? what happens when you have conflicting motivations? what happens when your motivations move in & out of your working thoughts in the pursuit of a long-term goal?
there aren't really any upbeat answers to any of the above questions. these are the challenges of a very specific characteristic of finite being.
attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) has apparently been at the root of much of the frustration that i have experienced during my finite journey.
i'm not all that hyper, & the idea that ADHD (or ADD) can be simply considered as chronically short attention span is disturbingly false.
i'm quite guilty of making jokes & ignorant references regarding the presence of ADD in others. in studying the true nature of the condition i discovered that i live w/it & have done so my entire life.
knowing has a certain settling effect, but i'm still struggling w/the way i live as a result of the way my brain seems to function.
this in & of itself is quite frustrating, because i am quite intelligent, but my finite path is not quite reflective of my intellect at times. ADD explains much of this, but it is not an excuse, & it also doesn't make any of the bullshit go away. fortunately, in my elder years i am learning to develop better patience for dealing w/the bullshit. this is especially true regarding the bullshit that i create through my decision making process. finite being predicates flaws. knowing this does not mean the flaws are desirable.
the really bugged thing about this discovery is that many of the aspects of my life that are + also stem from the way my brain functions w/ADD.
i can be frustrated, but i can't be mad at that! i have a love for self goes a long way toward keeping me away from the dark ways of thinking that i used fall victim to.
every day is a new 1 & the finite must K.I.M....
make like the struggle of the finite is...
PEACE
...be calm...
Saturday, July 24, 2010
perspective variance...
i tend to look at things in a fashion that often appears to differ from what is considered the norm.
i also enjoy manipulating character sequences in an effort to create communicative forms of human expression.
the finite & the infinite...
the balance is critical.
this is not a mystical message.
i suppose i'm streaming & the thoughts may appear disjointed at some later point in time.
maintaining synchronization between the nature & the being is something some apparently do better than others. my syncing is a little off at times. i find observation of the results quite interesting. experiencing the results as they are being created can sometimes be particularly disturbing.
such is my finite experience.
either way i feel much more settled in awareness than in ignorance.
unfortunately, impatience sometimes obscures my ability to truly appreciate said awareness.
make like i don't have things to do...
PEACE
...be calm...
i also enjoy manipulating character sequences in an effort to create communicative forms of human expression.
the finite & the infinite...
the balance is critical.
this is not a mystical message.
i suppose i'm streaming & the thoughts may appear disjointed at some later point in time.
maintaining synchronization between the nature & the being is something some apparently do better than others. my syncing is a little off at times. i find observation of the results quite interesting. experiencing the results as they are being created can sometimes be particularly disturbing.
such is my finite experience.
either way i feel much more settled in awareness than in ignorance.
unfortunately, impatience sometimes obscures my ability to truly appreciate said awareness.
make like i don't have things to do...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, July 23, 2010
suddenly all the jokes aren't so funny...
A.D.D./A.D.H.D....
attention defeciet disorder/attention defeciet hyperactivity disorder...
i am tending to go w/the 3 as opposed to the 4 letter version. based on what i've recently studied it should be A.V.D. - attention variability disorder. looks like the abbreviation to a sequel in the Aliens v. Predators franchise.
long story short, it would appear that i have been suffering from an inconsistent ability to maintain my attention to whatever my entire life thus far. i must say the ideas that an individual w/A.D.D. lacks in intelligence are obviously not true in my case. such ideas are actually not true in many cases.
there are supposed to be several historically great humans who have suffered from this same condition.
my comprehension of my place in the universe does not help much w/this knowledge. my awareness of this condition of living fits right in w/the finite/infinite though. i have a known but variable gap that distinctly exists between my nature & my being.
how is that?
this condition is regarded as a neurological condition. this means it is a problem w/the way the brain (finite physical) functions. i have said prior that i receive messages & share them when i do. if the brain is not properly receiving/transmitting it's signals, this would explain the all over the placeness that i've experienced over the years.
it's quite frustrating to know how intelligent you are & to not seem to be able to provide the proof of such intelligence in one's style of living. my thoughts tend to be my only reward...
odd, interesting, & often frustrating dilemma...
make like i feel like thinking of something to put here right now...
PEACE
...be calm...
attention defeciet disorder/attention defeciet hyperactivity disorder...
i am tending to go w/the 3 as opposed to the 4 letter version. based on what i've recently studied it should be A.V.D. - attention variability disorder. looks like the abbreviation to a sequel in the Aliens v. Predators franchise.
long story short, it would appear that i have been suffering from an inconsistent ability to maintain my attention to whatever my entire life thus far. i must say the ideas that an individual w/A.D.D. lacks in intelligence are obviously not true in my case. such ideas are actually not true in many cases.
there are supposed to be several historically great humans who have suffered from this same condition.
my comprehension of my place in the universe does not help much w/this knowledge. my awareness of this condition of living fits right in w/the finite/infinite though. i have a known but variable gap that distinctly exists between my nature & my being.
how is that?
this condition is regarded as a neurological condition. this means it is a problem w/the way the brain (finite physical) functions. i have said prior that i receive messages & share them when i do. if the brain is not properly receiving/transmitting it's signals, this would explain the all over the placeness that i've experienced over the years.
it's quite frustrating to know how intelligent you are & to not seem to be able to provide the proof of such intelligence in one's style of living. my thoughts tend to be my only reward...
odd, interesting, & often frustrating dilemma...
make like i feel like thinking of something to put here right now...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, July 09, 2010
the human strikes again...
today i flipped out.
that is all, but all that is not.
awareness of nature does not preclude faults of being. hijacking my own blog makes days like this interesting if not challenging to discuss.
i've recently become aware of a particular flaw in my being. it is well documented but not all that well defined. the good thing is it is something that various other humans are well aware of. the problem is that not many humans are fully aware of the extent of said flaw.
i have been living w/this issue my entire finite existence as far as i am aware. the symptoms can make it quite difficult to assimilate w/the herd. oddly & pleasantly enough, i am not all that interested in assimilation anyway.
i am interested in living my finite such that i do not find menial tasks & stimuli frustrating to the point that i strongly desire to wil' the fuck out.
apparently this defined & documented flaw presents itself at times in distinctly intense flashes of anger. in my case these flashes are physically violent at times.
fortunately i have enough control over my being that i do not go around busting open humans when i am agitated.
the being & the nature are not well balanced. i can attest to this quite well w/my finite experience thus far. it is quite unsettling.
it is what it is...
make like finite being is conducive to infinite access to nature...
PEACE
...be calm...
that is all, but all that is not.
awareness of nature does not preclude faults of being. hijacking my own blog makes days like this interesting if not challenging to discuss.
i've recently become aware of a particular flaw in my being. it is well documented but not all that well defined. the good thing is it is something that various other humans are well aware of. the problem is that not many humans are fully aware of the extent of said flaw.
i have been living w/this issue my entire finite existence as far as i am aware. the symptoms can make it quite difficult to assimilate w/the herd. oddly & pleasantly enough, i am not all that interested in assimilation anyway.
i am interested in living my finite such that i do not find menial tasks & stimuli frustrating to the point that i strongly desire to wil' the fuck out.
apparently this defined & documented flaw presents itself at times in distinctly intense flashes of anger. in my case these flashes are physically violent at times.
fortunately i have enough control over my being that i do not go around busting open humans when i am agitated.
the being & the nature are not well balanced. i can attest to this quite well w/my finite experience thus far. it is quite unsettling.
it is what it is...
make like finite being is conducive to infinite access to nature...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
the latest reworking...
in year 5 of producing this expression of human/universal communication i've made some changes. the changes reflect the way(s) i see the reality that we all share. for whatever reason, i see things that some do not wish or bother to see. it would additionally appear that i do not fear speaking the truth.
sadly these traits are not that useful in sharing knowledge when those who recognize their own deficiency in knowledge are willing to work to maintain said deficiency.
make like embracing ignorance is productive...
PEACE
...be calm...
sadly these traits are not that useful in sharing knowledge when those who recognize their own deficiency in knowledge are willing to work to maintain said deficiency.
make like embracing ignorance is productive...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, July 05, 2010
limited transmissions...
i usually establish a goal for posts per month. i don't generally like to make more than 1 post a calendar day, but sometimes i do. since i'm now actually maintaining multiple virtual communication forums, the posts may get light.
10 posts is usually solid for a minimum, but forcing posts is not something i find interesting. perhaps the posting will return to the more finite realm for a few days/weeks.
i suppose it will be however it is...
make like post quotas are imperative...
PEACE
...be calm...
10 posts is usually solid for a minimum, but forcing posts is not something i find interesting. perhaps the posting will return to the more finite realm for a few days/weeks.
i suppose it will be however it is...
make like post quotas are imperative...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, June 28, 2010
wholistic presentation...
since this blog's inception there has been some change in the perspectives & musings expressed. lately i've been leaning more towards discussing my exploring & discoveries as relates to universal reality.
i considered either deleting &/or seperating off the older posts of the blog. it might seem to the mind of a random reader that the entries are not of similar content.
the truth would be that the blog is further proof of the finite being & infinite nature. the earlier posts are highly representative of my finite being perspectives & experiences. these more recent posts are representative of a realignment w/my consciousness of self in relation to the universe & the infinite nature.
this relationship exists for all things, but most if not all finites are quite oblivious to it. for whatever reason, i have had a long relationship w/my interest in studying the realities of universal existence.
i figure it explains my extreme interest in becoming an astronaut as a young finite. i am still quite interested in travelling through the physical universe, but as i am not an astronaut, it is what it is.
speaking of which, this blog is that as well. it is still representative of the journey. i have no interest in truncating this representation of the journey. the importance of the whole superceeds any potential for mistaken comprehension of any of its parts. the efforts to reach across the gap require endless effort.
make like being infinite in the physical is an option...
PEACE
...be calm...
i considered either deleting &/or seperating off the older posts of the blog. it might seem to the mind of a random reader that the entries are not of similar content.
the truth would be that the blog is further proof of the finite being & infinite nature. the earlier posts are highly representative of my finite being perspectives & experiences. these more recent posts are representative of a realignment w/my consciousness of self in relation to the universe & the infinite nature.
this relationship exists for all things, but most if not all finites are quite oblivious to it. for whatever reason, i have had a long relationship w/my interest in studying the realities of universal existence.
i figure it explains my extreme interest in becoming an astronaut as a young finite. i am still quite interested in travelling through the physical universe, but as i am not an astronaut, it is what it is.
speaking of which, this blog is that as well. it is still representative of the journey. i have no interest in truncating this representation of the journey. the importance of the whole superceeds any potential for mistaken comprehension of any of its parts. the efforts to reach across the gap require endless effort.
make like being infinite in the physical is an option...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, June 24, 2010
changes reflect the universe...
it would seem that finite consciousness tends to desire an unchanging reality. a static existence.
the idea would appear to have its foundation in the inability/unwillingness to deal w/the truth of being physically finite.
consciousness of being finite means consciousness of a beginning & an ending. fear of the unknown combined w/this knowledge is apparently enough to motivate finite beings to create all kinds of ideas that would otherwise be nonsensical.
what is it that stops the human from accepting that there are things that just are not known? would comprehension of the fact that we are finite in the physical make it easier to accept this state of essentially permanent ignorance?
why do some humans try to avoid &/or preempt death? why should death be mourned? this is not to encourage or embrace death prematurely, but discourage the creation of any negative energy around a perfectly universal occurrence. the transfer of energetic states from finite to infinite...
change is 1 of the universe's constants that finite beings should readily comprehend. fighting change so vehemently is 1 of the most disturbing flaws of human social activity. obviously changes toward - behavior should not be embraced or encouraged, but why do many resist + change w/violent behaviors?
fear...
fear is the great controller & motivator of finite being behavior. it has been for far too long. interestingly enough, the more ignorant finite beings seem to be of the infinite nature of reality, the more susceptible to fear they seem to be.
make like it is in god's best interest to control through fear...
PEACE
...be calm...
the idea would appear to have its foundation in the inability/unwillingness to deal w/the truth of being physically finite.
consciousness of being finite means consciousness of a beginning & an ending. fear of the unknown combined w/this knowledge is apparently enough to motivate finite beings to create all kinds of ideas that would otherwise be nonsensical.
what is it that stops the human from accepting that there are things that just are not known? would comprehension of the fact that we are finite in the physical make it easier to accept this state of essentially permanent ignorance?
why do some humans try to avoid &/or preempt death? why should death be mourned? this is not to encourage or embrace death prematurely, but discourage the creation of any negative energy around a perfectly universal occurrence. the transfer of energetic states from finite to infinite...
change is 1 of the universe's constants that finite beings should readily comprehend. fighting change so vehemently is 1 of the most disturbing flaws of human social activity. obviously changes toward - behavior should not be embraced or encouraged, but why do many resist + change w/violent behaviors?
fear...
fear is the great controller & motivator of finite being behavior. it has been for far too long. interestingly enough, the more ignorant finite beings seem to be of the infinite nature of reality, the more susceptible to fear they seem to be.
make like it is in god's best interest to control through fear...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
blip & gone...
had something i was going to post about, but the subject seems to have left the finite area...
perhaps it shall return. if so i will collect & recollect it here...
make like the mind is not light at all times...
PEACE
...be calm...
perhaps it shall return. if so i will collect & recollect it here...
make like the mind is not light at all times...
PEACE
...be calm...
Saturday, June 12, 2010
not being invited to the party...
does being a European mean that you are not capable of being conscious of the truth?
there are those that would suggest such things. i have to admit, the arguments for such an idea can be quite suggestive.
the problem i have w/such an implication is that if European humans are incapable of comprehending & respecting universal law(s), why are they alive?
to this question some might answer that a - exists to balance a +. sounds safe, but again, what is really being said here? is European oriented society incorrigible when it comes to respecting the true nature of the universe? again, there is much evidence to support such an argument.
consider this though:
many of the same humans who have labeled Europeans as trouble makers are likely to suggest that Europeans were separated from the other members of the human family at some point. why did this separation take place? was it because they looked so different? was the initial separation for this reason alone, or was it behavioral as well?
why is this even an issue?
it's an issue in some ways because of the repercussions of such a separation. humans are social. if the human families learn from each other & interact w/each other, what happens when a particular group is ostracized? how does that affect their comprehension of universal laws. if this group has been pushed away, who is teaching them these laws. how does this separated group learn the truth of their nature & being?
these are important questions.
don't get it twisted. i am by no means working to justify the blatant ignorance of universal laws that is witnessed within today's Eurocentric society. this is in addition to the sadly consistent history of European cultural development that reflects a similar ignorance of universal laws. the question is not if the laws are being broken, the question is more of why.
after moving beyond why, is it possible that European oriented society is capable of being corrected in it's ignorance of the truth of nature & being? i suppose no one will know until these issues start being discussed openly & truthfully.
from a universal perspective, no human is superior to any other. if this is not true, i will have to be presented w/some extremely thorough evidence to the contrary. we are our god selves. our energy. our minds. the mind is what makes the choices that determine the ways of our physical existence. is the mind of European humans corrupt? are their physicals genetically corrupt to the extent that they are unable to access the universe as other human families are? to argue in the affirmative is not much different than what is found in any other ethnically biased argument for human inferiority. none of these arguments are valid from a universal perspective.
not everyone is prepared to deal w/the truth of nature & being. our energy has no ethnicity, no gender, no limitations. our energy is our mind. our bodies are not limitless. our bodies have finite characteristics. these limitations do not preclude any member of the human family from their universal nature.
the truth is empowering to all. i suppose that has a great deal to do w/the fact that much if not all of human society is currently subject to living great lies on a daily basis...
make like god hates...
PEACE
...be calm...
there are those that would suggest such things. i have to admit, the arguments for such an idea can be quite suggestive.
the problem i have w/such an implication is that if European humans are incapable of comprehending & respecting universal law(s), why are they alive?
to this question some might answer that a - exists to balance a +. sounds safe, but again, what is really being said here? is European oriented society incorrigible when it comes to respecting the true nature of the universe? again, there is much evidence to support such an argument.
consider this though:
many of the same humans who have labeled Europeans as trouble makers are likely to suggest that Europeans were separated from the other members of the human family at some point. why did this separation take place? was it because they looked so different? was the initial separation for this reason alone, or was it behavioral as well?
why is this even an issue?
it's an issue in some ways because of the repercussions of such a separation. humans are social. if the human families learn from each other & interact w/each other, what happens when a particular group is ostracized? how does that affect their comprehension of universal laws. if this group has been pushed away, who is teaching them these laws. how does this separated group learn the truth of their nature & being?
these are important questions.
don't get it twisted. i am by no means working to justify the blatant ignorance of universal laws that is witnessed within today's Eurocentric society. this is in addition to the sadly consistent history of European cultural development that reflects a similar ignorance of universal laws. the question is not if the laws are being broken, the question is more of why.
after moving beyond why, is it possible that European oriented society is capable of being corrected in it's ignorance of the truth of nature & being? i suppose no one will know until these issues start being discussed openly & truthfully.
from a universal perspective, no human is superior to any other. if this is not true, i will have to be presented w/some extremely thorough evidence to the contrary. we are our god selves. our energy. our minds. the mind is what makes the choices that determine the ways of our physical existence. is the mind of European humans corrupt? are their physicals genetically corrupt to the extent that they are unable to access the universe as other human families are? to argue in the affirmative is not much different than what is found in any other ethnically biased argument for human inferiority. none of these arguments are valid from a universal perspective.
not everyone is prepared to deal w/the truth of nature & being. our energy has no ethnicity, no gender, no limitations. our energy is our mind. our bodies are not limitless. our bodies have finite characteristics. these limitations do not preclude any member of the human family from their universal nature.
the truth is empowering to all. i suppose that has a great deal to do w/the fact that much if not all of human society is currently subject to living great lies on a daily basis...
make like god hates...
PEACE
...be calm...
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
immense foolishness...
i hate none.
there are those who stimulate my finite sense of being in ways that i find angering. these humans are either consistently unintelligent, perpetually dishonest, or some combination of the 2.
being the god that 1 is requires much work. in actuality, as a finite, it is a life long development process that will never be truly completed. the challenge is to continue the work regardless. it is difficult, but such is the life of the finite in an infinite reality.
some of the ideas in these posts may seem redundant, but that is because the truth of the universe is of a similar nature. at this point in the development of my consciousness, it seems necessary to reinforce some of these observed realities through repetition. too many lies have been told to too many humans for too long to do otherwise.
Christians are dangerous. i find most religious human are dangerous, but my experience w/the Judeo-Christian influenced humans thus far really makes me question their ability to see the universe as it exists. the influence that certain members of this group of humans has on society is thoroughly disturbing. the use of religion to instigate conflict, justify otherwise questionable behavior, promote intolerance, teach acquiescence, etc. is not to be ignored. the repercussions of ignoring such things can be seen around the entire planet daily.
there are those of various belief systems that will defend the validity of the Bible & other texts to no end. these are not useless books. i would however suggest that many religious oriented texts are grossly misinterpreted. the interesting thing about using them to guide human behavior is the relatively common suggestion that they are the word of god.
it would seem that i would argue that they are not. the truth is they are. how is that?
EVERY THING EVER WRITTEN TO THIS DATE IS THE WORD OF GOD!!!
we are god. there is no word that is written or spoken that is NOT the word of god. the point here is that the truth of the universe is not contained in 1 specific place. the truth of the universe comes from various places in many shapes & forms. the word of god is spoken infinitely. the messages of the universe are transmitted by infinite vessels. these messages are constantly being communicated to god by god from god for god.
reality is infinite, it is highly illogical to suggest that 1 finite text can legitimately describe it. it is also illogical to suggest that 1 human or another is the sole messenger of the truths of the universe. who would make such a claim? what would be this person's motive(s)?
no human is more or less worthy of being universal than any other human. each human is best served by seeking their own path to universal truth. no other human can accurately detail the course of this path of discovery to/for another human.
the truly beautiful yet sad thing is that if each of us actually listened to these messages from the universe & then actually worked w/each other to gain a better comprehension of reality, we would be closing that much more of the gap...
finite to infinite...a life's work...all of life's work...the universal truth.
make like the word is textually singular in nature...
PEACE
...be calm...
there are those who stimulate my finite sense of being in ways that i find angering. these humans are either consistently unintelligent, perpetually dishonest, or some combination of the 2.
being the god that 1 is requires much work. in actuality, as a finite, it is a life long development process that will never be truly completed. the challenge is to continue the work regardless. it is difficult, but such is the life of the finite in an infinite reality.
some of the ideas in these posts may seem redundant, but that is because the truth of the universe is of a similar nature. at this point in the development of my consciousness, it seems necessary to reinforce some of these observed realities through repetition. too many lies have been told to too many humans for too long to do otherwise.
Christians are dangerous. i find most religious human are dangerous, but my experience w/the Judeo-Christian influenced humans thus far really makes me question their ability to see the universe as it exists. the influence that certain members of this group of humans has on society is thoroughly disturbing. the use of religion to instigate conflict, justify otherwise questionable behavior, promote intolerance, teach acquiescence, etc. is not to be ignored. the repercussions of ignoring such things can be seen around the entire planet daily.
there are those of various belief systems that will defend the validity of the Bible & other texts to no end. these are not useless books. i would however suggest that many religious oriented texts are grossly misinterpreted. the interesting thing about using them to guide human behavior is the relatively common suggestion that they are the word of god.
it would seem that i would argue that they are not. the truth is they are. how is that?
EVERY THING EVER WRITTEN TO THIS DATE IS THE WORD OF GOD!!!
we are god. there is no word that is written or spoken that is NOT the word of god. the point here is that the truth of the universe is not contained in 1 specific place. the truth of the universe comes from various places in many shapes & forms. the word of god is spoken infinitely. the messages of the universe are transmitted by infinite vessels. these messages are constantly being communicated to god by god from god for god.
reality is infinite, it is highly illogical to suggest that 1 finite text can legitimately describe it. it is also illogical to suggest that 1 human or another is the sole messenger of the truths of the universe. who would make such a claim? what would be this person's motive(s)?
no human is more or less worthy of being universal than any other human. each human is best served by seeking their own path to universal truth. no other human can accurately detail the course of this path of discovery to/for another human.
the truly beautiful yet sad thing is that if each of us actually listened to these messages from the universe & then actually worked w/each other to gain a better comprehension of reality, we would be closing that much more of the gap...
finite to infinite...a life's work...all of life's work...the universal truth.
make like the word is textually singular in nature...
PEACE
...be calm...
Sunday, June 06, 2010
staying w/the self...
tuning self w/the universe is not simply done. repeat NOT SIMPLY DONE...
constant work is needed. i suppose some humans are better at it than others. that would explain maniacs that off their entire fam simply 'cause they had a few unsettling experiences.
i have throwed off tendancies w/my finite being, but i'm far more in touch w/my infinite than to fuck around & do some nut ass shit like that.
i realize now as i'm getting older that panic is not a means to solution finding. it is often the repsonse seen when problems appear to have no readily available solution.
panic has led me to follow finite thoughts into dark places in the past. when the finite is darkest, it is in the best interest of self to make all efforts to enhance consciousness of the infinite nature. knowledge of the truth combined w/consciousness is an endless source of light.
god lives through...
...as in through the bullshit, through trials & tribulations, through the various errors of judgement that result in finite being courses of action. sometimes it is easier to clear the fog than others.
consequences can be a motherfucker!
depending on the choice(s) made, some decisions can permenantly end the pursuit to build self. building is the best means to close this gap that exists between the finite being & the infinite nature.
ceasement of being is not conducive to building...
we build individually as finite beings to enhance the collective consciousness. 1 less builder means that much more work towards handling the gap for the rest of us. through the collective consciousness we have a far greater capacity to deal w/this gap. the individual is truly only relevant w/respect to the collective...
too many do not have a solid grip on this concept of our reality.
there was a time when frustration prevented me from realizing the true value of the continued search. as a result i allowed discouragement to negatively influence my decisions. it can be difficult, but it is of ultimate importance to continue to build self & share knowledge w/others.
when faced w/problems, not addressing them is usually not the most efficient course of action.
build. adapt. grow. move on...
no matter where the physical travels, self will come along for the ride. deal w/reality. fuck a fantasy...
make like god is unseen...
PEACE
...be calm...
constant work is needed. i suppose some humans are better at it than others. that would explain maniacs that off their entire fam simply 'cause they had a few unsettling experiences.
i have throwed off tendancies w/my finite being, but i'm far more in touch w/my infinite than to fuck around & do some nut ass shit like that.
i realize now as i'm getting older that panic is not a means to solution finding. it is often the repsonse seen when problems appear to have no readily available solution.
panic has led me to follow finite thoughts into dark places in the past. when the finite is darkest, it is in the best interest of self to make all efforts to enhance consciousness of the infinite nature. knowledge of the truth combined w/consciousness is an endless source of light.
god lives through...
...as in through the bullshit, through trials & tribulations, through the various errors of judgement that result in finite being courses of action. sometimes it is easier to clear the fog than others.
consequences can be a motherfucker!
depending on the choice(s) made, some decisions can permenantly end the pursuit to build self. building is the best means to close this gap that exists between the finite being & the infinite nature.
ceasement of being is not conducive to building...
we build individually as finite beings to enhance the collective consciousness. 1 less builder means that much more work towards handling the gap for the rest of us. through the collective consciousness we have a far greater capacity to deal w/this gap. the individual is truly only relevant w/respect to the collective...
too many do not have a solid grip on this concept of our reality.
there was a time when frustration prevented me from realizing the true value of the continued search. as a result i allowed discouragement to negatively influence my decisions. it can be difficult, but it is of ultimate importance to continue to build self & share knowledge w/others.
when faced w/problems, not addressing them is usually not the most efficient course of action.
build. adapt. grow. move on...
no matter where the physical travels, self will come along for the ride. deal w/reality. fuck a fantasy...
make like god is unseen...
PEACE
...be calm...
Saturday, May 29, 2010
when humans run free...
any situation where humans act w/o accessing their god self is likely not to end well.
i had 1 today.
these situations can be quite messy. today's was not so bad, but unpleasant nonetheless.
the problem w/the way i handle my human is that i tend to shut down most if not all operations when it appears that the human/god connection has become faulty. my life's challenge is to find the best ways to push my human forward toward more + growth w/o shutting down in such fashion.
w/society being the way it is, shutting down to address the discrepancies between my god consciousness & my human functioning is not a consistently viable option. even from a universal perspective, this is just not acceptable. it is far more beneficial to possess the ability to maintain the connection to the infinite during the most difficult finite being induced situations.
this requires great work. as w/most experiences in the finite realm of being, this is easier for some than others. in my time as a physical being, it has proven to be somewhat difficult for me. being god conscious does not instantly remove this difficulty.
in some respects, it makes the process that much more challenging. i am often quite aware of what it is that needs to be changed. it would seem that this would mean i address the issue & be done w/it. this has not proven to be the case.
i continue to have much work to do. fortunately, my understanding of the finite being & my infinite nature allows for a more realistic approach to moving forward w/this life work. easy is not the answer & necessary is the reality.
i am working on the gap...
make like being god means having special magical powers...
PEACE
...be calm...
i had 1 today.
these situations can be quite messy. today's was not so bad, but unpleasant nonetheless.
the problem w/the way i handle my human is that i tend to shut down most if not all operations when it appears that the human/god connection has become faulty. my life's challenge is to find the best ways to push my human forward toward more + growth w/o shutting down in such fashion.
w/society being the way it is, shutting down to address the discrepancies between my god consciousness & my human functioning is not a consistently viable option. even from a universal perspective, this is just not acceptable. it is far more beneficial to possess the ability to maintain the connection to the infinite during the most difficult finite being induced situations.
this requires great work. as w/most experiences in the finite realm of being, this is easier for some than others. in my time as a physical being, it has proven to be somewhat difficult for me. being god conscious does not instantly remove this difficulty.
in some respects, it makes the process that much more challenging. i am often quite aware of what it is that needs to be changed. it would seem that this would mean i address the issue & be done w/it. this has not proven to be the case.
i continue to have much work to do. fortunately, my understanding of the finite being & my infinite nature allows for a more realistic approach to moving forward w/this life work. easy is not the answer & necessary is the reality.
i am working on the gap...
make like being god means having special magical powers...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
god's proof...
how is it that i make the assertion that the mind is infinite & as such we are god?
the answer to the above is brought to light by a simple question:
thoughts are creations of the mind. can any human you know specifically/finitely determine when a particular thought began? where did the thought come from? when did it stop being a thought?
these are questions that generally cannot be answered. this is because the mind is infinite. the mind is not the brain's creation. the mind is what we access using our brains. some might argue that the ending of brain functioin brings an ending to life. does this mean that the mind ceases to exist as well? since i have yet to die, i cannot answer this w/fact. speculation of what occurs is not useful.
the truth is no human can tell for fact what occurs at/after physical ceasement. there are many beliefs that have been held for long periods of human accounted time. these beliefs are most frequently based on closely held mythology that is perpetuated through ignorance of our universal reality. this same line of thought follows our initial introduction as physicals in the universe. when does the embryo 1st become consciously attached to the mind? we do not know for fact when our mind or its creations begin.
the universe is infinite. the mind is infinite. knowledge is infinite. time is infinite. god is infinite. we are not our physicals. we are our mind(s). we are god...
do not be fooled by the limited perceptive abilities of the finite physical shell. i repeat, we are our mind(s). the mind is infinite...
make like knowledge is not...
PEACE
...be calm...
the answer to the above is brought to light by a simple question:
where do our thoughts begin &/or end?
thoughts are creations of the mind. can any human you know specifically/finitely determine when a particular thought began? where did the thought come from? when did it stop being a thought?
these are questions that generally cannot be answered. this is because the mind is infinite. the mind is not the brain's creation. the mind is what we access using our brains. some might argue that the ending of brain functioin brings an ending to life. does this mean that the mind ceases to exist as well? since i have yet to die, i cannot answer this w/fact. speculation of what occurs is not useful.
the truth is no human can tell for fact what occurs at/after physical ceasement. there are many beliefs that have been held for long periods of human accounted time. these beliefs are most frequently based on closely held mythology that is perpetuated through ignorance of our universal reality. this same line of thought follows our initial introduction as physicals in the universe. when does the embryo 1st become consciously attached to the mind? we do not know for fact when our mind or its creations begin.
the universe is infinite. the mind is infinite. knowledge is infinite. time is infinite. god is infinite. we are not our physicals. we are our mind(s). we are god...
do not be fooled by the limited perceptive abilities of the finite physical shell. i repeat, we are our mind(s). the mind is infinite...
make like knowledge is not...
PEACE
...be calm...
S.W.B. or is it S.W.A.A....
a few hours ago i decided to remove self from some pervasive negative energies.
i'm outside in a rather desolate area of the neighborhood & i get approached by the blues.
apparently some foolish human decided to target me.
i suppose the blues could have been lying & thought i looked out of order.
such great fun to be approached & asked to show government ID while simply sitting on your ass by self...
make like god digs the blues...
PEACE
...be calm...
i'm outside in a rather desolate area of the neighborhood & i get approached by the blues.
apparently some foolish human decided to target me.
i suppose the blues could have been lying & thought i looked out of order.
such great fun to be approached & asked to show government ID while simply sitting on your ass by self...
make like god digs the blues...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, May 21, 2010
the trap...
i have hijacked my own blog.
this blog used to consist of random thoughts, comments, musings, &/or observations of my physical experiences. lately the content has not been so random.
i suppose i'm observing my own observations. being an observer of human behavior means that i observe my human in addition to all the others that roam the face of the planet.
speaking of which, i am very interested in observing humans outside of this particular geographic area where i currently find my physical.
this interest, like many of my others, requires that i devise schemes & plans to defeat the capitalist ways of the global economy. joining the military is out of the question. i considered Peace Corps at 1 point, but as i recall, there were issues w/my references for some reason.
i ought to look into it again.
my physical can be quite restless. my interest in the mind & my consciousness of being god do not cease the limitations of my physical. my human seems to get in my way at times.
some would attempt to use such an observation to dispute the universal fact that i am god. i believe i stated previously that being god does not mean i am perfect in the physical. thinking of that nature is constricting.
such a line of thinking essentially leaves a universal being w/little recourse but to adopt 1 of these ritualistic behavior systems that humans generally refer to as religions. the odd thing about that is that they provide no better means of filling the finite/infinite gap than can be found w/o their use.
thus far all of my studies have reinforced this long standing observation in various ways. as a result, i will continue to work toward closing the gap between my infinite mind & my finite being through the continuous pursuit of knowledge.
make like knowledge is not infinite (god)...
PEACE
...be calm...
this blog used to consist of random thoughts, comments, musings, &/or observations of my physical experiences. lately the content has not been so random.
i suppose i'm observing my own observations. being an observer of human behavior means that i observe my human in addition to all the others that roam the face of the planet.
speaking of which, i am very interested in observing humans outside of this particular geographic area where i currently find my physical.
this interest, like many of my others, requires that i devise schemes & plans to defeat the capitalist ways of the global economy. joining the military is out of the question. i considered Peace Corps at 1 point, but as i recall, there were issues w/my references for some reason.
i ought to look into it again.
my physical can be quite restless. my interest in the mind & my consciousness of being god do not cease the limitations of my physical. my human seems to get in my way at times.
some would attempt to use such an observation to dispute the universal fact that i am god. i believe i stated previously that being god does not mean i am perfect in the physical. thinking of that nature is constricting.
such a line of thinking essentially leaves a universal being w/little recourse but to adopt 1 of these ritualistic behavior systems that humans generally refer to as religions. the odd thing about that is that they provide no better means of filling the finite/infinite gap than can be found w/o their use.
thus far all of my studies have reinforced this long standing observation in various ways. as a result, i will continue to work toward closing the gap between my infinite mind & my finite being through the continuous pursuit of knowledge.
make like knowledge is not infinite (god)...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
tapping in to the network...
it would seem there are occasions when i travel out of range of my universal nature. these are occasions when i am essentially left to the finite wits of my physical being. dangerous times are these.
unlike many i do not work w/ideas of demons & hell. human flaws & frailty are functionally explained by our finite being. why are demons so awe inspiring to some who would discredit any other form of mythology w/o even really thinking about it?
as a physical being it would be improper to suggest that i know all things & can answer every question. i work to avoid such conceited perspectives.
being universal provides access to the infinite. being physical means that access is not a given. accessing the universal nature requires tuning. apparently many physicals tune through religious ritual. i find that unnecessary.
the only ritualistic behavior i have found to be consistently productive in accessing the infinite lessons of the universe is study. limiting study to a particular line of human thought is not beneficial. knowledge is infinite. study as a physical appears to be best when the process is unlimited. this would be unlimited as in infinite. infinite would be as in synonymous w/the universe.
so god studies.
what of a world where all humans recognized the truth & studied as the god we are?
make like disconnects are pleasant...
PEACE
...be calm...
unlike many i do not work w/ideas of demons & hell. human flaws & frailty are functionally explained by our finite being. why are demons so awe inspiring to some who would discredit any other form of mythology w/o even really thinking about it?
as a physical being it would be improper to suggest that i know all things & can answer every question. i work to avoid such conceited perspectives.
being universal provides access to the infinite. being physical means that access is not a given. accessing the universal nature requires tuning. apparently many physicals tune through religious ritual. i find that unnecessary.
the only ritualistic behavior i have found to be consistently productive in accessing the infinite lessons of the universe is study. limiting study to a particular line of human thought is not beneficial. knowledge is infinite. study as a physical appears to be best when the process is unlimited. this would be unlimited as in infinite. infinite would be as in synonymous w/the universe.
so god studies.
what of a world where all humans recognized the truth & studied as the god we are?
make like disconnects are pleasant...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, May 17, 2010
excuse me, i've misplaced my sense...
there seems to be a certain arrogance held by humans as technology advances. it's as if there is a race & by advancing technology the idea is that humans are winning. how do you race to an unknown ending from an unknown start?
the desire to control the infinite by finite beings is a fascinating thing to observe. it is quite disturbing at times, but still immensely fascinating.
respect for reality often seems to be replaced w/a false sense of being. when reality's truths are unmistakably revealed many humans appear to be very discomforted by such revelations. perhaps being made aware of how little is actually known, how finite human perception actually is, is too unsettling. it definitely doesn't fit well w/arrogance.
when is arrogance ever a good thing?
arrogance & ignorance...
so similar sounding...
make like ignorance is beautiful...
PEACE
...be calm...
the desire to control the infinite by finite beings is a fascinating thing to observe. it is quite disturbing at times, but still immensely fascinating.
respect for reality often seems to be replaced w/a false sense of being. when reality's truths are unmistakably revealed many humans appear to be very discomforted by such revelations. perhaps being made aware of how little is actually known, how finite human perception actually is, is too unsettling. it definitely doesn't fit well w/arrogance.
when is arrogance ever a good thing?
arrogance & ignorance...
so similar sounding...
make like ignorance is beautiful...
PEACE
...be calm...
error's instruction...
what is a mistake? the Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary defines a mistake as the following:
quite simply because if it is not realized that mistakes & lessons are synonymous, a great many problems experienced by humans are not properly put into perspective. a much more constructive life dynamic can be created once it is realized that mistakes are not something to be regretted. this does not mean mistakes should be embraced &/or sought after. it does mean that humans should be seeking knowledge infinitely.
every time a mistake is made an opportunity to learn is presented. what are the lessons associated w/the particular mistake? we have to be vigilant in pursuing such information. there are always lessons associated w/mistakes. some are more clearly evident than others. the apparent problem that many of us have as humans is our inability &/or unwillingness to listen to these lessons. many of these lessons are reflections of universal laws. it would appear that much human suffering is caused by ignoring the lessons of the universe.
something that i have been noticing more lately is that these lessons don't just come from human experience. there are those who clearly recognize that it is in an individual's best interest to be able to learn the lessons from the mistakes of other humans. how many pay attention to the rest of the universe? how many would actually consider the lessons of animals? modern society seems to ignore many of the universal lessons that have been taught for what appears to be as long as anyone can suggest reality has existed. many of these lessons are not exclusive to human experience.
in my observation, human arrogance has lead to the establishment & perpetuation of an environment where we repeatedly ignore universal messages & substitute them w/essentially artificial messages created by our finite perceptions. this is a great mistake. we would seem to have not quite yet learned the lesson from this mistake. i would suggest such based on the surprise that is exhibited by humans when we experience the truths of the universe. the more harsh the truth the more clearly it seems that we have yet to learn the lesson.
make like humans have stopped working to destroy life...
PEACE
...be calm...
- to blunder in the choice of
- a : to misunderstand the meaning or intention of : misinterpret
- to identify wrongly : confuse with another
- a passage from sacred writings read in a service of worship
- a : a piece of instruction b : a reading or exercise to be studied by a pupil c : a division of a course of instruction
- a : something learned by study or experience
b : an instructive example c : reprimand
quite simply because if it is not realized that mistakes & lessons are synonymous, a great many problems experienced by humans are not properly put into perspective. a much more constructive life dynamic can be created once it is realized that mistakes are not something to be regretted. this does not mean mistakes should be embraced &/or sought after. it does mean that humans should be seeking knowledge infinitely.
every time a mistake is made an opportunity to learn is presented. what are the lessons associated w/the particular mistake? we have to be vigilant in pursuing such information. there are always lessons associated w/mistakes. some are more clearly evident than others. the apparent problem that many of us have as humans is our inability &/or unwillingness to listen to these lessons. many of these lessons are reflections of universal laws. it would appear that much human suffering is caused by ignoring the lessons of the universe.
something that i have been noticing more lately is that these lessons don't just come from human experience. there are those who clearly recognize that it is in an individual's best interest to be able to learn the lessons from the mistakes of other humans. how many pay attention to the rest of the universe? how many would actually consider the lessons of animals? modern society seems to ignore many of the universal lessons that have been taught for what appears to be as long as anyone can suggest reality has existed. many of these lessons are not exclusive to human experience.
in my observation, human arrogance has lead to the establishment & perpetuation of an environment where we repeatedly ignore universal messages & substitute them w/essentially artificial messages created by our finite perceptions. this is a great mistake. we would seem to have not quite yet learned the lesson from this mistake. i would suggest such based on the surprise that is exhibited by humans when we experience the truths of the universe. the more harsh the truth the more clearly it seems that we have yet to learn the lesson.
make like humans have stopped working to destroy life...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
more physically oriented...
as i have become more aware of my natural existence, i have also become aware of a separation between my mind & my physical. the separation did not just occur. it is the level of awareness that has changed. i have recently experienced a physical metaphor that reflects the shaping of this awareness of nature.
since i protect my sense of sound for engineering, i have been wearing earplugs. it started out as a means to protect my hearing while riding PT. i realized that wearing them while i sleep/rest allowed me to rest more thoroughly. i used to wake up to pretty much any sound that was made within my hearing range. this included mundane things like leaks in the bathroom, the windows rattling in the wind, buses driving by 1 block over, etc. for a few months now, i have been able to rest w/little to no disturbance by sound. it's been quite excellent.
this has changed recently. apparently my hearing has adjusted to the earplugs. i can now hear things through the earplugs that i previously was unable to hear. i was under the impression that my sense of hearing could not be improved as i age. this is either not true, or something else is going on here. either way, i am able to hear more now. my theory is that i have developed an increased awareness of my auditory perceptions.
this is the physical metaphor that relates to my spiritual/natural perceptions as well. as i continue to focus on the nature of my mind, i believe i am becoming more aware of its distinct existence beyond my physical being. this is god awareness. the mind is the universe. it is not a piece of the universe as the physical shell is. the mind has no beginning & no end. it is not a piece of anything. it is what is...as the universe is. god is...
make like the mind is not infinite in nature...
PEACE
...be calm...
since i protect my sense of sound for engineering, i have been wearing earplugs. it started out as a means to protect my hearing while riding PT. i realized that wearing them while i sleep/rest allowed me to rest more thoroughly. i used to wake up to pretty much any sound that was made within my hearing range. this included mundane things like leaks in the bathroom, the windows rattling in the wind, buses driving by 1 block over, etc. for a few months now, i have been able to rest w/little to no disturbance by sound. it's been quite excellent.
this has changed recently. apparently my hearing has adjusted to the earplugs. i can now hear things through the earplugs that i previously was unable to hear. i was under the impression that my sense of hearing could not be improved as i age. this is either not true, or something else is going on here. either way, i am able to hear more now. my theory is that i have developed an increased awareness of my auditory perceptions.
this is the physical metaphor that relates to my spiritual/natural perceptions as well. as i continue to focus on the nature of my mind, i believe i am becoming more aware of its distinct existence beyond my physical being. this is god awareness. the mind is the universe. it is not a piece of the universe as the physical shell is. the mind has no beginning & no end. it is not a piece of anything. it is what is...as the universe is. god is...
make like the mind is not infinite in nature...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, May 10, 2010
the perfection of reality...
this post references a concept that has apparently fucked w/humans during our entire existence thus far:
balance
the ideas of good/evil, rich/poor, truth/lie, etc.
the ultimate instance in my study of reality thus far presents itself as god/human. it is necessary to comprehend that the universe is what it is. i suppose i will keep repeating this concept as it is something that many humans would either dispute or disregard completely.
we are god. notice the we. all of us. god is the universe. there is no individuality. there is infinite reality. the problem that we as humans have in realization of such things is that we are not wholly god in our individual physical human forms. we are physically finite. we are physically defined. we have physical limitations. we are collectively god. there is no separation. many of us appear to find this concept difficult to comprehend.
mentally we are not finite. it is quite important to develop as full a comprehension of this as possible as a finite being. our minds are not finite. there are no real limitations to our mental being. this is the evidence that we are god. god is limitless, like the universe has no beginning or ending. our minds are the universe. where do thoughts begin & end? the human that can definitively answer such a question should be closely studied. that person may have some advanced knowledge of our infinite reality. i am not that human.
due to my finite being limitations i am only able to relate what i have been able to discover through study thus far. if i had all the answers, i likely would not be making these posts at all. having all the answers would be a reflection of being wholly universal &/or infinite. clearly i am still physical. this negates my being infinite.
how is the balance between infinite mind god & finite physical human maintained? this is what represents living. we are continually challenged as finite beings to strive toward our infinite potential.
evil is a reflection of our inability to get beyond our human limitations. the more universal laws we consider & obey as humans, the more we maintain in godly ways. accessing our universal state of mind allows us to actualize our nature in spite of our finite physical being. the good of our physical experience is the reflection of our godly manifestations as finite beings.
the fight for balance is within us & we lose frequently because many of us are not fully aware of the true nature of our reality. many of us have not been empowered by the truth of our nature. we have been lied to by some who know our true nature & others who simply know no better.
our challenge as humans is to grow closer to our nature. it is not to become perfect. we are not able to be physically perfect as we are finite. mentally we are not finite. perhaps through embracing the enhancement of our minds we can more closely approach our nature. unfortunately, this society does not seem to favor such things.
the universe has been trying to teach us these things through various means for likely as long as we have existed. we don't tend to listen to the messages well at all.
make like knowledge is not perpetuated through communication...
PEACE
...be calm...
balance
the ideas of good/evil, rich/poor, truth/lie, etc.
the ultimate instance in my study of reality thus far presents itself as god/human. it is necessary to comprehend that the universe is what it is. i suppose i will keep repeating this concept as it is something that many humans would either dispute or disregard completely.
we are god. notice the we. all of us. god is the universe. there is no individuality. there is infinite reality. the problem that we as humans have in realization of such things is that we are not wholly god in our individual physical human forms. we are physically finite. we are physically defined. we have physical limitations. we are collectively god. there is no separation. many of us appear to find this concept difficult to comprehend.
mentally we are not finite. it is quite important to develop as full a comprehension of this as possible as a finite being. our minds are not finite. there are no real limitations to our mental being. this is the evidence that we are god. god is limitless, like the universe has no beginning or ending. our minds are the universe. where do thoughts begin & end? the human that can definitively answer such a question should be closely studied. that person may have some advanced knowledge of our infinite reality. i am not that human.
due to my finite being limitations i am only able to relate what i have been able to discover through study thus far. if i had all the answers, i likely would not be making these posts at all. having all the answers would be a reflection of being wholly universal &/or infinite. clearly i am still physical. this negates my being infinite.
how is the balance between infinite mind god & finite physical human maintained? this is what represents living. we are continually challenged as finite beings to strive toward our infinite potential.
evil is a reflection of our inability to get beyond our human limitations. the more universal laws we consider & obey as humans, the more we maintain in godly ways. accessing our universal state of mind allows us to actualize our nature in spite of our finite physical being. the good of our physical experience is the reflection of our godly manifestations as finite beings.
the fight for balance is within us & we lose frequently because many of us are not fully aware of the true nature of our reality. many of us have not been empowered by the truth of our nature. we have been lied to by some who know our true nature & others who simply know no better.
our challenge as humans is to grow closer to our nature. it is not to become perfect. we are not able to be physically perfect as we are finite. mentally we are not finite. perhaps through embracing the enhancement of our minds we can more closely approach our nature. unfortunately, this society does not seem to favor such things.
the universe has been trying to teach us these things through various means for likely as long as we have existed. we don't tend to listen to the messages well at all.
make like knowledge is not perpetuated through communication...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, May 06, 2010
moments in passing...
sometimes it would seem that my human prevails. i have taken these occurances to indicate the times when my connection to my universal self is not all that great.
it happens. at least i'm aware of this finite phenomenon. it can be quite irritating.
i am well aware of my access to that which is, but being finite presents the fact that i simply will not be infinite in the physical.
i suppose some would quit trying in light of such information. i used to be like that. now i've learned it is best to make the most out of the times when i have maximum access to my infinite self.
god helps those who help self...
this is a real statement.
this does not mean go about taking as you please & saying fuck other humans. this means that you must make the most of your universally given talents. the universe has abandoned none.
no group of humans is favored over any other. statements to the contrary are spiritually absurd. feel free to take exception to the previous statement.
i am no longer concerned w/what others may think of my connection to the universe.
my primary concern going forward is maximizing my connection in order to make self most useful for disseminating universal messages.
sounds easy, or does it? either way, it sure as hell is not easy. i have quite a bit of work still & i really cannot waste the time worrying about how i am perceived by others.
make like it isn't god time all the time all the mind...
PEACE
...be calm...
it happens. at least i'm aware of this finite phenomenon. it can be quite irritating.
i am well aware of my access to that which is, but being finite presents the fact that i simply will not be infinite in the physical.
i suppose some would quit trying in light of such information. i used to be like that. now i've learned it is best to make the most out of the times when i have maximum access to my infinite self.
god helps those who help self...
this is a real statement.
this does not mean go about taking as you please & saying fuck other humans. this means that you must make the most of your universally given talents. the universe has abandoned none.
no group of humans is favored over any other. statements to the contrary are spiritually absurd. feel free to take exception to the previous statement.
i am no longer concerned w/what others may think of my connection to the universe.
my primary concern going forward is maximizing my connection in order to make self most useful for disseminating universal messages.
sounds easy, or does it? either way, it sure as hell is not easy. i have quite a bit of work still & i really cannot waste the time worrying about how i am perceived by others.
make like it isn't god time all the time all the mind...
PEACE
...be calm...
Saturday, May 01, 2010
a personal challenge...
my relationship/awareness of my god is empowering, but not in an amazingly miraculous way.
god consciousness is empowering in that it removes the ability for shady ass humans to manipulate one through fear.
i'm not scared of any other human on this planet. they are no more or less godly than i. within the scope of the universe we are as grains of sand in an infinite reality.
it is more godly to be humble than to be going around trying to control people through force. this does not mean you let others take advantage of you. this does not mean that you remove yourself from others who do not recognize your nature or their own. it is more universal to be patient.
i take it as a personal challenge to embrace my god nature & try to incorporate my nature into my human being.
it is quite a challenge. i do not lie to self about my faults & mistakes. the difficulty in this can be observed through behaviors that reflect low self-esteem or self doubt. the key to removing this difficulty is developing fearlessness. a fear of making mistakes as a human is a fear of living. as a finite being i am prone to make mistakes. this is part of our reality as humans. to not act for fear of fucking up is like social suicide. it's like psychological suicide.
taking responsibility for mistakes & rejoicing in successes go hand in hand. there is no mysterious force that makes us choose the correct/incorrect choice. the mind is the source of these actions. the mind is god. the mind is the universe. the mind is infinite whether we realize it or not. this source is available to all of us. the source is unlimited. our connection to the source is where we experience our difficulties as finite beings. as finite beings, we have a finite connection to our infinite nature. the connection can be "fuzzy" at times. we have to work to remove the fuzz...
having an infinite nature & being aware of who you really are within the universe provides a solid foundation for moving past the mistakes of the human being. the god nature is the source of positive energy & logical decision making. tapping into the nature w/conscious thought & activity is necessary to minimize the mistakes made as a human being. knowledge being infinite is no small realization. the entire life of the finite being is best spent working to narrow the gap between finite being knowledge & universal knowledge.
make like this society respects universal truth...
PEACE
...be calm...
god consciousness is empowering in that it removes the ability for shady ass humans to manipulate one through fear.
i'm not scared of any other human on this planet. they are no more or less godly than i. within the scope of the universe we are as grains of sand in an infinite reality.
it is more godly to be humble than to be going around trying to control people through force. this does not mean you let others take advantage of you. this does not mean that you remove yourself from others who do not recognize your nature or their own. it is more universal to be patient.
i take it as a personal challenge to embrace my god nature & try to incorporate my nature into my human being.
it is quite a challenge. i do not lie to self about my faults & mistakes. the difficulty in this can be observed through behaviors that reflect low self-esteem or self doubt. the key to removing this difficulty is developing fearlessness. a fear of making mistakes as a human is a fear of living. as a finite being i am prone to make mistakes. this is part of our reality as humans. to not act for fear of fucking up is like social suicide. it's like psychological suicide.
taking responsibility for mistakes & rejoicing in successes go hand in hand. there is no mysterious force that makes us choose the correct/incorrect choice. the mind is the source of these actions. the mind is god. the mind is the universe. the mind is infinite whether we realize it or not. this source is available to all of us. the source is unlimited. our connection to the source is where we experience our difficulties as finite beings. as finite beings, we have a finite connection to our infinite nature. the connection can be "fuzzy" at times. we have to work to remove the fuzz...
having an infinite nature & being aware of who you really are within the universe provides a solid foundation for moving past the mistakes of the human being. the god nature is the source of positive energy & logical decision making. tapping into the nature w/conscious thought & activity is necessary to minimize the mistakes made as a human being. knowledge being infinite is no small realization. the entire life of the finite being is best spent working to narrow the gap between finite being knowledge & universal knowledge.
make like this society respects universal truth...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, April 30, 2010
original growth...
these digital musings used to be referred to as my Daze. the original title was a play on the similarity between the words daze & days. over the last few years i have to come to certain universal realizations. i have become far more aware of my nature than what i previously was. as i increased my level of universal consciousness, i changed the title of the blog. this change is a reflection of the recognition of infinite universal nature as opposed to finite physical being.
consciousness of being physically finite is awareness of being human. consciousness of the infinite nature of the universe is knowledge of god. i have actually recognized my nature as god for quite some time. for a long time i didn't like to use the word because of its capacity for confusion. the word god is quite loaded in today's society because of all the misguided religious manipulation that humans have experienced over the thousands of years of human history.
lately i've returned to the use of the word because i find the need to empower other humans w/the truth. being god does not mean you have all the answers. being god does not mean you can do magic tricks. being god means you are aware of your nature as a universal being. being god means you respect the universe & its ways. being god means you seek & honor the truth above all other things. god is a revolutionary.
why?
because there are humans on this planet who know very well that we are all god, but they will not tell everyone this. they would prefer to keep this information isolated in order to benefit self. these people are quite dangerous. these humans are willing & able to kill to protect this way of life that they perpetuate. the challenge of those of us who recognize our true nature & do not desire to maintain this status quo is to bring light to the truth w/o having the light shaded by darkness. the humans who maintain the grand lie will remove the truthful gods & create intricate stories to cloud the truths that the honorable gods have made available to less aware humans.
these are some of the mind's truths...
make like you have go to heaven to know god...
PEACE
...be calm...
consciousness of being physically finite is awareness of being human. consciousness of the infinite nature of the universe is knowledge of god. i have actually recognized my nature as god for quite some time. for a long time i didn't like to use the word because of its capacity for confusion. the word god is quite loaded in today's society because of all the misguided religious manipulation that humans have experienced over the thousands of years of human history.
lately i've returned to the use of the word because i find the need to empower other humans w/the truth. being god does not mean you have all the answers. being god does not mean you can do magic tricks. being god means you are aware of your nature as a universal being. being god means you respect the universe & its ways. being god means you seek & honor the truth above all other things. god is a revolutionary.
why?
because there are humans on this planet who know very well that we are all god, but they will not tell everyone this. they would prefer to keep this information isolated in order to benefit self. these people are quite dangerous. these humans are willing & able to kill to protect this way of life that they perpetuate. the challenge of those of us who recognize our true nature & do not desire to maintain this status quo is to bring light to the truth w/o having the light shaded by darkness. the humans who maintain the grand lie will remove the truthful gods & create intricate stories to cloud the truths that the honorable gods have made available to less aware humans.
these are some of the mind's truths...
make like you have go to heaven to know god...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, April 29, 2010
looking outside to find within...
it is dangerous to seek outside of self that which is needed within. if a human recognizes some missing element of self, the void is essentially a reflection of the gap between the finite & the infinite.
some of us will travel our entire finite journey & never even notice this gap. others notice it & try to hide it or from it. it appears that far more others attempt to fill the recognized gap w/mythology & other unusual creations of the human imagination.
if you don't know what is missing & some other human gives you something in place of it, how do you know the other human isn't trying to manipulate you? what if this other human is aware of the gap & sees you looking, but does not have a desire to help your search? this other human could use their awareness of your gap in self to feed you nonsense. they could manipulate you through ignorance & fear.
there appear to be a great number of humans who experience this type of situation. i noticed this personally growing up as a Christian. when i began to ask questions, the answers i was given by elders were not sufficient. as i've grown older i've learned more & more about my place in the universe. on a large scale some of my discoveries from study have come to be quite disturbing. there are too many people being mislead about the their true nature as members of the universe. humans are not being taught about their nature. most of us have only been taught about our being.
through our being we are subject to much manipulation. our nature is not subject to such things. our nature is infinite. i will state this clearly: our nature is the universe. we are physical manifestations of god. we are not god's children. we are god. the universe is not a group of separate entities. it is a living changing whole. for whatever reason, our finite being perceptions apparently make it rather difficult for many humans to see our existence from this direction.
the implications of this universal truth are obviously quite profound. this is especially the case when it is acknowledged that the basis of universal being is our energy. not our physical shell. ethnicity & gender are not factors for differentiation from this perspective. life energy is...universal nature is...
make like the universe is not we...
PEACE
...be calm...
some of us will travel our entire finite journey & never even notice this gap. others notice it & try to hide it or from it. it appears that far more others attempt to fill the recognized gap w/mythology & other unusual creations of the human imagination.
if you don't know what is missing & some other human gives you something in place of it, how do you know the other human isn't trying to manipulate you? what if this other human is aware of the gap & sees you looking, but does not have a desire to help your search? this other human could use their awareness of your gap in self to feed you nonsense. they could manipulate you through ignorance & fear.
there appear to be a great number of humans who experience this type of situation. i noticed this personally growing up as a Christian. when i began to ask questions, the answers i was given by elders were not sufficient. as i've grown older i've learned more & more about my place in the universe. on a large scale some of my discoveries from study have come to be quite disturbing. there are too many people being mislead about the their true nature as members of the universe. humans are not being taught about their nature. most of us have only been taught about our being.
through our being we are subject to much manipulation. our nature is not subject to such things. our nature is infinite. i will state this clearly: our nature is the universe. we are physical manifestations of god. we are not god's children. we are god. the universe is not a group of separate entities. it is a living changing whole. for whatever reason, our finite being perceptions apparently make it rather difficult for many humans to see our existence from this direction.
the implications of this universal truth are obviously quite profound. this is especially the case when it is acknowledged that the basis of universal being is our energy. not our physical shell. ethnicity & gender are not factors for differentiation from this perspective. life energy is...universal nature is...
make like the universe is not we...
PEACE
...be calm...
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
germs...
i'm not feeling well. i went to the store the other day & apparently picked up an illness while i was out. i seem to be recovering, but i'm reminded of an interesting docu i caught a few days ago. it's about Indians in the Amazon rainforest & how a road built up into the rainforest affected them. there is a particular part about the Indians being exposed to government officials & then becoming ill w/pneumonia & measles.
there were 700 humans in this particular ethnic group prior to exposure. by the time everyone had died or recovered, there were only 200 humans left. many of the dead were the elders who maintained cultural history. the docu went on to show how missionaries were then brought in to essentially frighten the Indians into following Christianity. the Bible was translated into the indigenous language. this is not harmful in & of itself. the Bible has some great messages for humans w/regard to certain universal truths. the thing that was interesting & quite disturbing was the drawings/images that were used along w/the Bible stories. whoever the artists were, they created some very scary images to give the Indians.
i grew up as a Christian. the images that i grew up w/were not like these at all. why would you find the need to scare a person into believing something? the truth does not require fear. knowledge does not come from being afraid. discovery is the result of fearless exploration. the docu reminded me pretty clearly of 1 of the primary reasons i don't fuck w/religion.
this situation occurred not long ago, beginning in the late '60's early '70's. if you study world history, this type of thing seems to have occurred regularly as a result of European global exploration. to see it still happening in the modern era just goes to show how fucked up the process is.
this is a link to the docu:
Children Of The Amazon
make like manifest destiny is not a mandate for genocide...
PEACE
...be calm...
there were 700 humans in this particular ethnic group prior to exposure. by the time everyone had died or recovered, there were only 200 humans left. many of the dead were the elders who maintained cultural history. the docu went on to show how missionaries were then brought in to essentially frighten the Indians into following Christianity. the Bible was translated into the indigenous language. this is not harmful in & of itself. the Bible has some great messages for humans w/regard to certain universal truths. the thing that was interesting & quite disturbing was the drawings/images that were used along w/the Bible stories. whoever the artists were, they created some very scary images to give the Indians.
i grew up as a Christian. the images that i grew up w/were not like these at all. why would you find the need to scare a person into believing something? the truth does not require fear. knowledge does not come from being afraid. discovery is the result of fearless exploration. the docu reminded me pretty clearly of 1 of the primary reasons i don't fuck w/religion.
this situation occurred not long ago, beginning in the late '60's early '70's. if you study world history, this type of thing seems to have occurred regularly as a result of European global exploration. to see it still happening in the modern era just goes to show how fucked up the process is.
this is a link to the docu:
Children Of The Amazon
make like manifest destiny is not a mandate for genocide...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, April 23, 2010
mmmm...thoughts...
if i put an h in front of the m's it's the making of a somewhat different idea...
i pay attention to things like this. apparently this is a reflection of my affinity for thinking.
imagine that...actually enjoying thought...
this society is not particularly built to encourage true freedom of thought & the pursuit of truth. there are many illusions of such things, but the actual behavior exhibited by certain members of society across the globe indicate otherwise.
universal truth is the only real truth. humans, in their limited/finite physical being state, can only know so much at a particular time. knowing this makes learning & studying that much more important as an integral part of the growth process of the human animal. the learning process i refer to does not mean the conventional educational system that most humans are subjected to today either.
conventional is a large part of the problem. the conventional system is teaching humans to be followers of the status quo. it is a training program. it is essentially training humans to be sheep &/or automatons. follow the rules. don't think outside the box. do not challenge authority. free thought opposes such ideas. free &/or creative thought has no rules, comes from no box, & generally challenges what is perceived to be authority.
fear is what is most effectively used to discourage an acceptance of truly free thought. what will happen if we begin to accept this kind of thinking? the world will go to hell! chaos will become the order of the day! etc.
this is bullshit!
control = fear = standard ways of thinking.
why is art generally minimized in society? because artists can be dangerous minds. artists are truly creative thinkers. artists are not limited to the thinking processes of the general public who have been purposely taught to limit their ways of filtering their human experience. an artist sees & expresses things from a perspective that those who wish to control the general public may find quite threatening. is it a coincidence that it is difficult to make a living as an artist? is it a coincidence that pursuing artistic careers is seen as frivolous? no & no.
this has been a personal dilemma for me for many years. i am a creative. i have an artistic mind. my immediate family never really encouraged me to be artistic. because of my academic prowess, they always encouraged me to pursue professional, scientific &/or technical careers. while i am intellectually able to do such things, these career options have never really held my interests like creative pursuits.
it's taken me some years to flesh out some of these observations, but the implications are quite fascinating to me.
make like a creative mind is not a threat...
PEACE
...be calm...
i pay attention to things like this. apparently this is a reflection of my affinity for thinking.
imagine that...actually enjoying thought...
this society is not particularly built to encourage true freedom of thought & the pursuit of truth. there are many illusions of such things, but the actual behavior exhibited by certain members of society across the globe indicate otherwise.
universal truth is the only real truth. humans, in their limited/finite physical being state, can only know so much at a particular time. knowing this makes learning & studying that much more important as an integral part of the growth process of the human animal. the learning process i refer to does not mean the conventional educational system that most humans are subjected to today either.
conventional is a large part of the problem. the conventional system is teaching humans to be followers of the status quo. it is a training program. it is essentially training humans to be sheep &/or automatons. follow the rules. don't think outside the box. do not challenge authority. free thought opposes such ideas. free &/or creative thought has no rules, comes from no box, & generally challenges what is perceived to be authority.
fear is what is most effectively used to discourage an acceptance of truly free thought. what will happen if we begin to accept this kind of thinking? the world will go to hell! chaos will become the order of the day! etc.
this is bullshit!
control = fear = standard ways of thinking.
why is art generally minimized in society? because artists can be dangerous minds. artists are truly creative thinkers. artists are not limited to the thinking processes of the general public who have been purposely taught to limit their ways of filtering their human experience. an artist sees & expresses things from a perspective that those who wish to control the general public may find quite threatening. is it a coincidence that it is difficult to make a living as an artist? is it a coincidence that pursuing artistic careers is seen as frivolous? no & no.
this has been a personal dilemma for me for many years. i am a creative. i have an artistic mind. my immediate family never really encouraged me to be artistic. because of my academic prowess, they always encouraged me to pursue professional, scientific &/or technical careers. while i am intellectually able to do such things, these career options have never really held my interests like creative pursuits.
it's taken me some years to flesh out some of these observations, but the implications are quite fascinating to me.
make like a creative mind is not a threat...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, April 19, 2010
religion is not my decision...
several months back i picked up on an interesting assumption that certain humans make relative to their spiritual connection to the universe. i use the word relative because religion is relative to spirituality. relative, not the same...
there are humans that believe their life situations are determined by their religious affiliation. there is an inherent problem in this line of thinking. it requires the assumption that no affiliation w/a particular religion dooms a human to fail in their endeavors.
this is not at all sensible. there are people who are not at all religious who have achieved high levels of what most humans across the planet would consider success.
make like filling gaps w/mythology works well...
PEACE
...be calm...
there are humans that believe their life situations are determined by their religious affiliation. there is an inherent problem in this line of thinking. it requires the assumption that no affiliation w/a particular religion dooms a human to fail in their endeavors.
this is not at all sensible. there are people who are not at all religious who have achieved high levels of what most humans across the planet would consider success.
make like filling gaps w/mythology works well...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
the messenger's plight...
this post may offend the religious. there are essentially 3 reasons why i am not at all concerned.
our reality as finite beings is based on our perceptions. our perceptions are generally flawed because of our limited being. what many humans apparently fail to comprehend is that our mind, not to be confused at all w/the physical (finite) brain, is infinite. our mind is the universe. it is our interface w/what is actual reality, as opposed to our perception of reality. this is extremely important in relation to what i am about to express.
1 of the primary reasons i will not likely ever become religious is that religion tends to suggest to humans that the answers can be known in a quantifiable amount. either that or religions teach humans not to ask questions anymore because that is showing a lack of faith. faith is essentially the act of trusting another human's perceptions. why do that? all human perception is faulty. i repeat ALL human perception is faulty. no 1 human has all the answers. no 1 human is capable of having all the answers.
even if you do believe there was a human known as Jesus (or whatever his name would have been in the language of the region at the time), the stories as told in the Bible show that even he did not have all the answers. i personally do not believe the Bible is a book of facts. i have been fascinated by mythology my entire life. the idea that the Bible is a book of such stories is not off at all. what i'm about to point out next makes this even more significant.
the universe has been transmitting messages to us. the universe continues to transmit messages to us. the messages are not coming solely from humans associated w/religions. religion is a human phenomenon. neither the universe nor its messages are such. there are certain humans that are transmitting these messages as best they can, considering their limited being. these people are often referred to as artists &/or creatives. ARTISTS. not religious people. some of them are vocally against religion. some of them will clearly tell you that they are highly spiritual instead of religious. some of them may label themselves as agnostic & atheist. it doesn't much matter. the names & labels are quite irrelevant.
the important thing to focus on w/these humans is their transmission of the messages of the universe. these people are concerned w/the truth of our nature. they have been coming for ages to talk to us. they look at our existence very differently from most other humans. they often talk & act quite different. all this yet they are still human. this means that they are finite. they have flaws. they have foibles, idiosyncrasies, oddities, psychological issues, deficiencies, etc. this is important to note, because there are those who are well aware of the truth that will use these extremely common finite being characteristics to obscure the communication functions of the universally important humans referred to as artists/creatives. those who benefit from being dishonest w/other humans do not want to the truth to become commonly or universally known amongst humans. they will figuratively & literally kill the messengers whenever they can.
keep an ear/eye/mind out for the truth tellers, the artists, the messengers, the prophets. there is no 1. there have been & will continue to be many. comprehend this: M-A-N-Y. why? because the universe is infinite & it takes care of itself. it is in essence perfect. it is quite reasonable to suggest that infinite messages have been transmitted through an infinite number of humans. the problem is not the message transmission to us. the problem is human perception & human function. the problem is the transmission from the human messenger to the other humans. whisper down the lane is the ultimate statement as to why humans fuck up the messages w/great consistency. we are imperfect in a perfect reality.
as to why a perfect would create an imperfect, i cannot personally answer that question. i am human. i have yet to be provided w/that answer in any of the messages that i've received so far in my finite being existence...
make like a finite vessel can hold an infinite amount...
PEACE
...be calm...
- i am not at all religious
- the truth is far more important to me
- very few if any humans other than self read these (LOL!)
our reality as finite beings is based on our perceptions. our perceptions are generally flawed because of our limited being. what many humans apparently fail to comprehend is that our mind, not to be confused at all w/the physical (finite) brain, is infinite. our mind is the universe. it is our interface w/what is actual reality, as opposed to our perception of reality. this is extremely important in relation to what i am about to express.
1 of the primary reasons i will not likely ever become religious is that religion tends to suggest to humans that the answers can be known in a quantifiable amount. either that or religions teach humans not to ask questions anymore because that is showing a lack of faith. faith is essentially the act of trusting another human's perceptions. why do that? all human perception is faulty. i repeat ALL human perception is faulty. no 1 human has all the answers. no 1 human is capable of having all the answers.
even if you do believe there was a human known as Jesus (or whatever his name would have been in the language of the region at the time), the stories as told in the Bible show that even he did not have all the answers. i personally do not believe the Bible is a book of facts. i have been fascinated by mythology my entire life. the idea that the Bible is a book of such stories is not off at all. what i'm about to point out next makes this even more significant.
the universe has been transmitting messages to us. the universe continues to transmit messages to us. the messages are not coming solely from humans associated w/religions. religion is a human phenomenon. neither the universe nor its messages are such. there are certain humans that are transmitting these messages as best they can, considering their limited being. these people are often referred to as artists &/or creatives. ARTISTS. not religious people. some of them are vocally against religion. some of them will clearly tell you that they are highly spiritual instead of religious. some of them may label themselves as agnostic & atheist. it doesn't much matter. the names & labels are quite irrelevant.
the important thing to focus on w/these humans is their transmission of the messages of the universe. these people are concerned w/the truth of our nature. they have been coming for ages to talk to us. they look at our existence very differently from most other humans. they often talk & act quite different. all this yet they are still human. this means that they are finite. they have flaws. they have foibles, idiosyncrasies, oddities, psychological issues, deficiencies, etc. this is important to note, because there are those who are well aware of the truth that will use these extremely common finite being characteristics to obscure the communication functions of the universally important humans referred to as artists/creatives. those who benefit from being dishonest w/other humans do not want to the truth to become commonly or universally known amongst humans. they will figuratively & literally kill the messengers whenever they can.
keep an ear/eye/mind out for the truth tellers, the artists, the messengers, the prophets. there is no 1. there have been & will continue to be many. comprehend this: M-A-N-Y. why? because the universe is infinite & it takes care of itself. it is in essence perfect. it is quite reasonable to suggest that infinite messages have been transmitted through an infinite number of humans. the problem is not the message transmission to us. the problem is human perception & human function. the problem is the transmission from the human messenger to the other humans. whisper down the lane is the ultimate statement as to why humans fuck up the messages w/great consistency. we are imperfect in a perfect reality.
as to why a perfect would create an imperfect, i cannot personally answer that question. i am human. i have yet to be provided w/that answer in any of the messages that i've received so far in my finite being existence...
make like a finite vessel can hold an infinite amount...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, April 09, 2010
navigating the mind field...
apparently i am quite susceptible to distraction. no official designation, but the symptoms are generally looked at & described as ADD/ADHD.
this is not to say as a handicap or an excuse, but to recognize some causal relationship between certain behaviors exhibited & the nature of the thoughts that precede said behaviors.
there at least 3 books written by the same author(s) detailing the characteristics of humans that deal w/such issues.
it truly does help to have some sensible explanation for certain courses of action that i have taken over the years.
it also helps to have an idea of what the issue is so i can make more of an effort to compensate for whatever finite limitation exists through certain changes in behavior & decision making.
to know the enemy is to be more suited to achieve victory.
make like i don't have to focus on being more focused...
PEACE
...be calm...
this is not to say as a handicap or an excuse, but to recognize some causal relationship between certain behaviors exhibited & the nature of the thoughts that precede said behaviors.
there at least 3 books written by the same author(s) detailing the characteristics of humans that deal w/such issues.
it truly does help to have some sensible explanation for certain courses of action that i have taken over the years.
it also helps to have an idea of what the issue is so i can make more of an effort to compensate for whatever finite limitation exists through certain changes in behavior & decision making.
to know the enemy is to be more suited to achieve victory.
make like i don't have to focus on being more focused...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, April 05, 2010
reconciling the being w/the nature...
if the mind is infinite & the physical is finite, what is there to stop self from operating in the physical as the infinite?
obviously the limitations of the physical, but what of the travels w/in the mind? what limits the spaces & places of thought movement?
focus...
it is required to render the infinite's creations in finite forms. idea to reality.
w/this i seem to have some issue. maybe more than some. definitely an issue. i feel a whole lot less anxious than i used to since i am aware of this. it is still a problem though. it does me little good to come up w/many ideas if i do not actualize them in the physical for testing.
at times it's like i am moving around too much in my mind. the physical is not able to keep pace w/sufficient regularity. this is difficult to reconcile w/my comprehension of the nature of reality. i do not wish to be less like the universe...less infinite like. why would i strive for such a thing?
focus & balance...
w/o proper focus i am hindered in my efforts to balance my infinite nature w/my finite being.
prioritizing can be a challenge. multi-tasking requires efficient priority designation. a to do list is not useful when it is not prioritized properly. confusion is an additional distraction. 1 does not work well on to do lists when 1 is not focused on priorities.
balance...
such is the apparent challenge of my being in opposition of our nature...
there is significant consolation in being aware of such issues. i am acutely aware of the importance of addressing them...definitely a priority!
make like it is not disturbing to see self all over the place...
PEACE
...be calm...
obviously the limitations of the physical, but what of the travels w/in the mind? what limits the spaces & places of thought movement?
focus...
it is required to render the infinite's creations in finite forms. idea to reality.
w/this i seem to have some issue. maybe more than some. definitely an issue. i feel a whole lot less anxious than i used to since i am aware of this. it is still a problem though. it does me little good to come up w/many ideas if i do not actualize them in the physical for testing.
at times it's like i am moving around too much in my mind. the physical is not able to keep pace w/sufficient regularity. this is difficult to reconcile w/my comprehension of the nature of reality. i do not wish to be less like the universe...less infinite like. why would i strive for such a thing?
focus & balance...
w/o proper focus i am hindered in my efforts to balance my infinite nature w/my finite being.
prioritizing can be a challenge. multi-tasking requires efficient priority designation. a to do list is not useful when it is not prioritized properly. confusion is an additional distraction. 1 does not work well on to do lists when 1 is not focused on priorities.
balance...
such is the apparent challenge of my being in opposition of our nature...
there is significant consolation in being aware of such issues. i am acutely aware of the importance of addressing them...definitely a priority!
make like it is not disturbing to see self all over the place...
PEACE
...be calm...
the worst defeat...
self caused losses are the least tolerable.
speaking for self they would also appear to be the most damaging. the inability to recover properly from negative situations removes the ability to progress toward positive situations.
failure for finite beings is to be expected. finite = limited. limitations lead to faulty judgment. this isn't to suggest that failure is acceptable, it just isn't the end of all being.
the severity of the failure experienced is obviously a factor in considering how the recovery process moves, but no movement at all is a serious issue.
specific failure at 1 point should not result in future failure from incorrectly focusing on prior failure.
failure is best viewed in light of the lessons its experience teaches. w/o these lessons the acts that caused the failure to be experienced are bound to repeat in relation to the inability to absorb the meaning/cause of the failure. from this perspective, the only real failure that ever exists is that of not learning from mistakes made.
all life experience as a finite being serves as learning experience. the more we learn as finite beings, the more closely we can approach our infinite nature. experience is only negative when we do not learn from it. it is unproductive to ignore our lessons & continue on in ignorance w/self defeating behaviors.
speaking on self again, i tend to dwell on certain aspects of failed experiences in ways that are not at all productive.
if i do not change this behavior, i'm going to continue to suffer certain consequences. as w/most things, being aware of this does not necessarily mean a change is going to occur.
i have work to do...
i have to work on recovering more efficiently, notice i did not say hastily, from perceived failures & distractive behaviors exhibited by self & others.
make like having problems w/focus is great for pursuit of goals...
PEACE
...be calm...
speaking for self they would also appear to be the most damaging. the inability to recover properly from negative situations removes the ability to progress toward positive situations.
failure for finite beings is to be expected. finite = limited. limitations lead to faulty judgment. this isn't to suggest that failure is acceptable, it just isn't the end of all being.
the severity of the failure experienced is obviously a factor in considering how the recovery process moves, but no movement at all is a serious issue.
specific failure at 1 point should not result in future failure from incorrectly focusing on prior failure.
failure is best viewed in light of the lessons its experience teaches. w/o these lessons the acts that caused the failure to be experienced are bound to repeat in relation to the inability to absorb the meaning/cause of the failure. from this perspective, the only real failure that ever exists is that of not learning from mistakes made.
all life experience as a finite being serves as learning experience. the more we learn as finite beings, the more closely we can approach our infinite nature. experience is only negative when we do not learn from it. it is unproductive to ignore our lessons & continue on in ignorance w/self defeating behaviors.
speaking on self again, i tend to dwell on certain aspects of failed experiences in ways that are not at all productive.
if i do not change this behavior, i'm going to continue to suffer certain consequences. as w/most things, being aware of this does not necessarily mean a change is going to occur.
i have work to do...
i have to work on recovering more efficiently, notice i did not say hastily, from perceived failures & distractive behaviors exhibited by self & others.
make like having problems w/focus is great for pursuit of goals...
PEACE
...be calm...
Sunday, April 04, 2010
it only comes out if...
what if the washer doesn't work, does it still all come out?
we bought a new washer, but the damn thing doesn't work at all. i plugged it in & it DID NOT come on...
salty...
by the time i figured out the nature of the issue the customer service dept. was well closed.
salty again...
going commando is not exactly something i'm trying to be doing on the daily. guess it's time to bust out the washing board, or hit the laundresmats.
FIZ DI NUCK...
a little venting w/some associated frustration. hopefully this won't be an issue of the major form...
a replacement w/little or no wait or hassle would be quite ideal.
make like the old washer could not at least wash SOME clothes...
PEACE
...be calm...
we bought a new washer, but the damn thing doesn't work at all. i plugged it in & it DID NOT come on...
salty...
by the time i figured out the nature of the issue the customer service dept. was well closed.
salty again...
going commando is not exactly something i'm trying to be doing on the daily. guess it's time to bust out the washing board, or hit the laundresmats.
FIZ DI NUCK...
a little venting w/some associated frustration. hopefully this won't be an issue of the major form...
a replacement w/little or no wait or hassle would be quite ideal.
make like the old washer could not at least wash SOME clothes...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, April 01, 2010
imaginary obstacles...
life is difficult enough w/o creating problems that do not actually exist.
perception will kick your ass if you let it.
assumptions will assassinate your character...
words are of little if any value if they do not reflect the actions that come w/or after them...
today i devised a great plan of action. i did not follow through w/it. this is something that i realize i do too frequently. knowing this & stopping it from happening are 2 entirely different things.
make like problems can be solved w/a clouded mind...
PEACE
...be calm...
perception will kick your ass if you let it.
assumptions will assassinate your character...
words are of little if any value if they do not reflect the actions that come w/or after them...
today i devised a great plan of action. i did not follow through w/it. this is something that i realize i do too frequently. knowing this & stopping it from happening are 2 entirely different things.
make like problems can be solved w/a clouded mind...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, March 25, 2010
the trains...the trains...
i've had the music off for the past couple of days. i think having music playing while i sleep was disrupting my rest pattern.
i'm sitting here now listening to the freight trains moving. not sure how far away the tracks are in miles, but they're a good 10m walk from the rest. the fan on the harddrive bay is preventing me from hearing much else.
it's kind of ironic that my sensitive hearing is what i use to enjoy & create music, but it can cause great irritation. i hear shit that i should be ignoring at times. strange noises the godren make can often disturb me to the point where i get quite upset.
the oldest has a habit of making rather loud random noises w/his mouth, but mumbles whenever we speak to him. it'd be funny if it didn't happen so frequently.
i've been slacking on the e-cises. can't be doing that shit. gotta focus. too many distractions. i have to find better ways of motivating self & blocking out some of the stupid shit that happens within the household.
conditions will not improve in the fashion i desire if i do not maintain proper focus.
make like cooperation from family members is harmful...
PEACE
...be calm...
i'm sitting here now listening to the freight trains moving. not sure how far away the tracks are in miles, but they're a good 10m walk from the rest. the fan on the harddrive bay is preventing me from hearing much else.
it's kind of ironic that my sensitive hearing is what i use to enjoy & create music, but it can cause great irritation. i hear shit that i should be ignoring at times. strange noises the godren make can often disturb me to the point where i get quite upset.
the oldest has a habit of making rather loud random noises w/his mouth, but mumbles whenever we speak to him. it'd be funny if it didn't happen so frequently.
i've been slacking on the e-cises. can't be doing that shit. gotta focus. too many distractions. i have to find better ways of motivating self & blocking out some of the stupid shit that happens within the household.
conditions will not improve in the fashion i desire if i do not maintain proper focus.
make like cooperation from family members is harmful...
PEACE
...be calm...
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
challenging the finite vessel...
had an interesting meeting w/a former classmate. i believe i may have finally taught myself a lesson that i recall originally presenting itself back in '83-84.
being cool w/another human back in the day does not usually equate to being cool w/them years later. this is especially true when humans have maintained no contact whatsoever. i really had to reflect on the nature of the lack of contact & my original observations of my interpersonal interactions w/this particular human. those original observations were not such that Friday's interaction was a complete shock.
the real interesting aspect of this lesson to me is the nature of human reflection. it seems i have a long memory for my human events & interactions. my memory of certain details can be quite specific & vivid. i do not believe it is photographic, but there are things that i recall that have made others eyes light up at times.
these memories are rarely shared by others when it comes to interpersonal connections. apparently i tend to ignore this. as a result i had a somewhat unpleasant lunch on Friday. no worries. just another lesson.
fortunately it ties in w/a philosophy that i already maintain about not creating friendships loosely. IMO a friend is another human that knows your real self. any need to be guarded or reserved around another human is an indication that this human is not a friend. friends don't lie to friends. being other than self is a lie...
if i can't be me around you, then WTF am i around you on an interpersonal level for?
always learning & reinforcing that which was not learned efficiently...
speaking of learning, i just figured out how to do something new on PS...lovely...
continued skill advancement & universal lesson comprehension...+
make like nostalgia is useful for interpersonal dealings...
PEACE
...be calm...
being cool w/another human back in the day does not usually equate to being cool w/them years later. this is especially true when humans have maintained no contact whatsoever. i really had to reflect on the nature of the lack of contact & my original observations of my interpersonal interactions w/this particular human. those original observations were not such that Friday's interaction was a complete shock.
the real interesting aspect of this lesson to me is the nature of human reflection. it seems i have a long memory for my human events & interactions. my memory of certain details can be quite specific & vivid. i do not believe it is photographic, but there are things that i recall that have made others eyes light up at times.
these memories are rarely shared by others when it comes to interpersonal connections. apparently i tend to ignore this. as a result i had a somewhat unpleasant lunch on Friday. no worries. just another lesson.
fortunately it ties in w/a philosophy that i already maintain about not creating friendships loosely. IMO a friend is another human that knows your real self. any need to be guarded or reserved around another human is an indication that this human is not a friend. friends don't lie to friends. being other than self is a lie...
if i can't be me around you, then WTF am i around you on an interpersonal level for?
always learning & reinforcing that which was not learned efficiently...
speaking of learning, i just figured out how to do something new on PS...lovely...
continued skill advancement & universal lesson comprehension...+
make like nostalgia is useful for interpersonal dealings...
PEACE
...be calm...
Saturday, March 20, 2010
drama from the human side...
in my observation, my focus can cause me serious issues in that i can lose my proper connection to my universal nature.
loss of connection results in not drawing on universal consciousness to direct the course of the physical shell.
it's like a bus w/o a proper driver. if the driver is wandering around doing whatever w/passengers, who's driving the fucking bus?
it is always interesting to recognize the difference between perceptions & realities. the seemingly unfortunate thing that many humans do is to ignore reality in favor of a more favorable perception.
this is difficult, because negative perceptions of reality are a problem in themselves. the question is balance again. balancing reality w/the efforts of maintaining a + outlook based on limited physical perceptions.
ultimately the connection to the universal nature must be maintained in order keep this balance consistent.
it is arrogant to suggest that a finite being can be 100% free of error. it is foolish to use this observation as an excuse for preventable error.
the struggle will always continue as long as the universe's messages are not properly received by humans, & by properly received i mean listen & do...
it may not be easy, but it clearly needs to be done...
make like glossing over shit is the way i get down...
PEACE
...be calm...
loss of connection results in not drawing on universal consciousness to direct the course of the physical shell.
it's like a bus w/o a proper driver. if the driver is wandering around doing whatever w/passengers, who's driving the fucking bus?
it is always interesting to recognize the difference between perceptions & realities. the seemingly unfortunate thing that many humans do is to ignore reality in favor of a more favorable perception.
this is difficult, because negative perceptions of reality are a problem in themselves. the question is balance again. balancing reality w/the efforts of maintaining a + outlook based on limited physical perceptions.
ultimately the connection to the universal nature must be maintained in order keep this balance consistent.
it is arrogant to suggest that a finite being can be 100% free of error. it is foolish to use this observation as an excuse for preventable error.
the struggle will always continue as long as the universe's messages are not properly received by humans, & by properly received i mean listen & do...
it may not be easy, but it clearly needs to be done...
make like glossing over shit is the way i get down...
PEACE
...be calm...
Monday, March 15, 2010
taking a break...
it would seem it is rather difficult for me to consistently maintain focus.
unfortunately i live w/3 other humans who apparently have a similar issue w/focus. this can lead to what seems like constant mayhem.
at least i'm aware of the nature of my issue. they are as well, but they do not seem to realize the extent of the negative effect created by perpetuating such an environment.
it is quite a challenge. i refuse to abandon my family. it can lead to somewhat outrageous interactions between the 4 of us.
when the energy is positively mindpointed, the results are beautiful.
make like focus is not necessary to acheive success in pursuit of 1's goals...
PEACE
...be calm...
unfortunately i live w/3 other humans who apparently have a similar issue w/focus. this can lead to what seems like constant mayhem.
at least i'm aware of the nature of my issue. they are as well, but they do not seem to realize the extent of the negative effect created by perpetuating such an environment.
it is quite a challenge. i refuse to abandon my family. it can lead to somewhat outrageous interactions between the 4 of us.
when the energy is positively mindpointed, the results are beautiful.
make like focus is not necessary to acheive success in pursuit of 1's goals...
PEACE
...be calm...
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
nature v. being...
infinite is nature. finite is being.
why do i close these messages w/PEACE & be calm?
PEACE is the nature. it is the natural state of the entire universe. there are various phenomenon that humans tend to associate w/violence that occur in the universe. these things are not violent in their nature. they are only violent in human perception.
the universe is infinitely balanced. infinitely...
all things universal are balanced. even humans in our finite physical being are subject to this balance. since i am finite, i do not have the answers to all things universal. clearly there are things that i have yet to comprehend. this is the finite being experience.
the important thing is to be open in mind to allow comprehension to expand as much as possible. to further facilitate the achievement of balance. to approach as much as possible in the physical our infinite nature.
the closer we get to our nature, the more peace-filled we will become. more peaceful...
calm is the best way to access the connection between the being & the nature...
disruption, distraction, & distortion of balance does not lead to proper enlightenment.
through peace & calm the human being can learn to appreciate, approach, & embrace the universal nature. embrace the light...
make like i live to benefit from spreading lies amongst my fellow physicals...
PEACE
...be calm...
why do i close these messages w/PEACE & be calm?
PEACE is the nature. it is the natural state of the entire universe. there are various phenomenon that humans tend to associate w/violence that occur in the universe. these things are not violent in their nature. they are only violent in human perception.
the universe is infinitely balanced. infinitely...
all things universal are balanced. even humans in our finite physical being are subject to this balance. since i am finite, i do not have the answers to all things universal. clearly there are things that i have yet to comprehend. this is the finite being experience.
the important thing is to be open in mind to allow comprehension to expand as much as possible. to further facilitate the achievement of balance. to approach as much as possible in the physical our infinite nature.
the closer we get to our nature, the more peace-filled we will become. more peaceful...
calm is the best way to access the connection between the being & the nature...
disruption, distraction, & distortion of balance does not lead to proper enlightenment.
through peace & calm the human being can learn to appreciate, approach, & embrace the universal nature. embrace the light...
make like i live to benefit from spreading lies amongst my fellow physicals...
PEACE
...be calm...
Sunday, March 07, 2010
explosions...
much of my frustration on the human side apparently results from the loss of my focus.
i get bent like shit when shit distracts me. the fucked up thing is that the hyperfocus tendencies bring me to focus on nearly everything around me.
this is especially true of sound. working to embrace my nature more is the goal. my being is extremely temperamental to negative energy.
the 1 thing the 2 seem to agree on is being creative.
that's a good that cannot be truly measured.
less distractions = more creativity.
i have to focus better!
less explosions.
i'm working on it. i can always work harder. what's the worst thing that can happen from me working more toward my godly nature?
make like embracing my nature has a negative side...
PEACE
...be calm...
i get bent like shit when shit distracts me. the fucked up thing is that the hyperfocus tendencies bring me to focus on nearly everything around me.
this is especially true of sound. working to embrace my nature more is the goal. my being is extremely temperamental to negative energy.
the 1 thing the 2 seem to agree on is being creative.
that's a good that cannot be truly measured.
less distractions = more creativity.
i have to focus better!
less explosions.
i'm working on it. i can always work harder. what's the worst thing that can happen from me working more toward my godly nature?
make like embracing my nature has a negative side...
PEACE
...be calm...
Friday, March 05, 2010
pattern recall becoming a member cognition...
this music shit is not a game for me.
pattern recognition is a large key in my approach to audio reshaping for rhythmatic enjoyment. what is music?
the patterns are what determine pleasure or distaste in audio reception...
as a result, developing an appreciation for pattern & identifying the nature of particular patterns is extremely important to my endeavors as a creator of audio rhythmatics.
p-a-t-t-e-r-n-s...
k-e-y...
not a game...study...point...mind...focus...
god is in the building...
comprehend...
make like the truth is commonly known...
PEACE
...be calm...
pattern recognition is a large key in my approach to audio reshaping for rhythmatic enjoyment. what is music?
the patterns are what determine pleasure or distaste in audio reception...
as a result, developing an appreciation for pattern & identifying the nature of particular patterns is extremely important to my endeavors as a creator of audio rhythmatics.
p-a-t-t-e-r-n-s...
k-e-y...
not a game...study...point...mind...focus...
god is in the building...
comprehend...
make like the truth is commonly known...
PEACE
...be calm...
mindpointing...
the direction of your nature is the path of your being...
the direction of your mind is the path of your body...
the nature of all things is the universe. the human mind is the grain of the universe's sand. the sand is infinite. the elements of the sand are infinite. the human mind is infinite.
the mind is not physical. thought has no beginning or end. there is no alpha or omega. energy is light is the universe is time is knowledge is god is all...
i am as you as we as all are god...
the human physical is limited. the finite vessel is unable to conduct itself in the likeness of the mind in it's infinite capacity. the physical form has definition. the existence of the physical shell is finite. this is not unique to the human shell. all physicals deteriorate & cease to exist at some point. the length of this activity is not relevant within the infinite scope of reality. some physicals follow this process significantly faster/slower than others.
this does not in any way minimize or negate the nature of reality.
the universe has been broadcasting messages to humans for an extremely long time. because the human's being is infinite, many of these messages are either not heard or horribly misinterpreted.
the result has been hundreds if not thousands of years of human conflict.
there are humans who understand the nature of reality but do not make it known. these humans perpetuate ignorance among other humans for selfish reasons. confusion, division, & fear are the apparent primary means of maintaining control of the ignorant.
clarity, unity, & courage would seem to be the answer. what is courage though?
forget courage. courage is only significant in being willing to sacrifice the physical realm for the sake of true consciousness. consciousness is the true nature of all things in existence.
there is no evil in the universe. evil is a deficiency. the universe is infinite. that which is infinite has no deficiency. deficiency is a reflection of a finite existence.
the mind is infinite. pointing it in the direction of the universe will yield the best results for finite human existence. this does not require religion. this does not require government. this does not require economies.
this requires listening to the messages of the universe, understanding the messages, & using the lessons of the messages to better approach the universal self even though we are in a finite physical form.
make like this is easier done than said...
PEACE
...be calm...
the direction of your mind is the path of your body...
the nature of all things is the universe. the human mind is the grain of the universe's sand. the sand is infinite. the elements of the sand are infinite. the human mind is infinite.
the mind is not physical. thought has no beginning or end. there is no alpha or omega. energy is light is the universe is time is knowledge is god is all...
i am as you as we as all are god...
the human physical is limited. the finite vessel is unable to conduct itself in the likeness of the mind in it's infinite capacity. the physical form has definition. the existence of the physical shell is finite. this is not unique to the human shell. all physicals deteriorate & cease to exist at some point. the length of this activity is not relevant within the infinite scope of reality. some physicals follow this process significantly faster/slower than others.
this does not in any way minimize or negate the nature of reality.
the universe has been broadcasting messages to humans for an extremely long time. because the human's being is infinite, many of these messages are either not heard or horribly misinterpreted.
the result has been hundreds if not thousands of years of human conflict.
there are humans who understand the nature of reality but do not make it known. these humans perpetuate ignorance among other humans for selfish reasons. confusion, division, & fear are the apparent primary means of maintaining control of the ignorant.
clarity, unity, & courage would seem to be the answer. what is courage though?
forget courage. courage is only significant in being willing to sacrifice the physical realm for the sake of true consciousness. consciousness is the true nature of all things in existence.
there is no evil in the universe. evil is a deficiency. the universe is infinite. that which is infinite has no deficiency. deficiency is a reflection of a finite existence.
the mind is infinite. pointing it in the direction of the universe will yield the best results for finite human existence. this does not require religion. this does not require government. this does not require economies.
this requires listening to the messages of the universe, understanding the messages, & using the lessons of the messages to better approach the universal self even though we are in a finite physical form.
make like this is easier done than said...
PEACE
...be calm...
Thursday, March 04, 2010
universal balance...
the challenge of finite being is actualizing your god/infinite nature in the physical realm...
as god all things are possible. this means that i can kill other humans & there are no other worldly repercussions. THIS DOES NOT MEAN IT IS OKAY! the universe & i as god in recognition of my infinite nature have neither a desire or purpose in actualizing such a - reality.
what possible + reality other than revolution on the path to true freedom would ever justify removing a fellow physical from this plane of existence? the cliché about great responsibility going in hand w/great power is real. it is truth.
the messages that the universe has been sending to the human animal through the human's physical form have not been properly received as yet. the nature of these messages is essentially the same across the entire planet. unfortunately, the message has been repeatedly distorted, forgotten, lost, perverted, etc.
the physical shell is the definition of your being as a member of the universe. our nature is an entirely different reality. our nature is our mind. our mind is infinite. our mind is the universe. this is what makes psychics not so mystical or fantastic. if a human is able to access the areas of the mind that contain universal information, the future & the past are non-existent.
it isn't mystical...
make like god is mysterious...
PEACE
...be calm...
as god all things are possible. this means that i can kill other humans & there are no other worldly repercussions. THIS DOES NOT MEAN IT IS OKAY! the universe & i as god in recognition of my infinite nature have neither a desire or purpose in actualizing such a - reality.
what possible + reality other than revolution on the path to true freedom would ever justify removing a fellow physical from this plane of existence? the cliché about great responsibility going in hand w/great power is real. it is truth.
the messages that the universe has been sending to the human animal through the human's physical form have not been properly received as yet. the nature of these messages is essentially the same across the entire planet. unfortunately, the message has been repeatedly distorted, forgotten, lost, perverted, etc.
the physical shell is the definition of your being as a member of the universe. our nature is an entirely different reality. our nature is our mind. our mind is infinite. our mind is the universe. this is what makes psychics not so mystical or fantastic. if a human is able to access the areas of the mind that contain universal information, the future & the past are non-existent.
it isn't mystical...
make like god is mysterious...
PEACE
...be calm...
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
am i who i be?
not necessarily...
i am infinite. it is my assertion based on the connection i have w/the universe that the mind is not a function of the brain. the brain is physical...the mind is not at all...
the mind generally has no ending or beginning that can be ascertained by human means. this is not an unreasonable observation. as god we are as infinite as our reality: the universe.
our minds are our connection to the reality in which we exist.
the great human problem is our inherent disconnection as finite beings w/our infinite reality.
tuning into the messages & listening to them can help to re-establish our connection to the universe.
apparently our finite nature has led to us developing & perpetuating various means of not only interfering w/the transmission of such messages, but also of negating many of the universal messages that can be tuned into.
our most common forms of global communication often work quite diligently toward creating further disconnection instead of re-establishing this natural connection that will exist as infinitely as our reality exists. the forms of communication are the various aspects of mainstream media that serve to influence humans to ignore the true nature of themselves & their reality.
how can i possibly be who i am when i am told i am otherwise than who i be?
make like ignorance of nature is beneficial to all...
PEACE
...be calm...
i am infinite. it is my assertion based on the connection i have w/the universe that the mind is not a function of the brain. the brain is physical...the mind is not at all...
the mind generally has no ending or beginning that can be ascertained by human means. this is not an unreasonable observation. as god we are as infinite as our reality: the universe.
our minds are our connection to the reality in which we exist.
the great human problem is our inherent disconnection as finite beings w/our infinite reality.
tuning into the messages & listening to them can help to re-establish our connection to the universe.
apparently our finite nature has led to us developing & perpetuating various means of not only interfering w/the transmission of such messages, but also of negating many of the universal messages that can be tuned into.
our most common forms of global communication often work quite diligently toward creating further disconnection instead of re-establishing this natural connection that will exist as infinitely as our reality exists. the forms of communication are the various aspects of mainstream media that serve to influence humans to ignore the true nature of themselves & their reality.
how can i possibly be who i am when i am told i am otherwise than who i be?
make like ignorance of nature is beneficial to all...
PEACE
...be calm...
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